The Narcosatanists Cult & The Gruesome Kidnapping & Murder of Mark Kilroy

(Mark Kilroy as he was, with his whole life ahead of him and a very bright future. Right: The missing posters that Mark's parents created and handed out. Picture credit: nydailynews)

So this is one of those cases that is so horrendous, gruesome and chilling that I was wondering if I should actually cover it at all but like I always say, it's important to never forget the victims and they deserve their story to be heard. It's also important to never forget what the perpetrators have done, whether it was last week or 32 years ago, it doesn't matter. 

The handsome young man in the picture above is Mark Kilroy, some of you may be familiar with his name and know his story, some of you may have just discovered him through my blog. Whatever the case, in this post I will be talking about Mark and the horrible way that he was just snatched off the street, tortured and murdered at the hands of a crazed cult who were obsessed with human sacrifice and believed that their sick rituals gave them immunity from the law. It's a twisted story of a madman, a cult leader (known as 'The Godfather of Matamoros') who brainwashed his followers (whom the media called ''The Narcosatanists'') and had connections to drug families as well as Mexican celebrities who also bought into his 'magical powers'. 

I will go into more of the story but first I just have to warn you to be aware that I will be sharing some disturbing details so please keep that in mind.

So who was Mark Kilroy? Well Mark was what some people would describe as an all-American type of boy, he had it all, the handsome looks, the respectable family and he was highly intelligent. He was born in Chicago, Illinois on the 5th of March 1968, his mother Helen was a volunteer paramedic and his father Jim was a chemical engineer. He also had a brother called Keith. Not long after Mark was born the family moved to Texas to a small town by the name of Santa Fe outside of Houston. The family were close and attended church every Sunday and it's fair to to say that Mark was from a very loving home. His parents were always firm but fair with him and his brother, they always encouraged the boys to work hard and follow their dreams. 

Mark was gifted academically and this would afford him the choices he would make later on when it came to his studies. At high school he was a social butterfly and keen sportsman. He was a member of the boy scouts and made the honour roll. He was popular amongst friends and teachers alike, Mark eventually graduated from Santa Fe High School being ranked 14 out of a class of 210 students. 

As I mentioned before, Mark was very intelligent and at first he attended the Southwest Texas State University in San Marcos but decided to transfer to Tarleton State University on a basketball scholarship but soon realised that his heart wasn't really in it even though he was an excellent sportsman he had a passion for something else. He wanted a career in the medical field and arranged to transfer to the University of Texas in Austin to prepare for his Medical College Admission Test.

So Mark had the world at his feet, changing from one university to the other may seem like quite a lot of upheaval but he could do what he wanted thanks to his intelligence and he loved a challenge and he had a passion and zest for life. 

With the changes of university and the upcoming exams and prospects of studying medicine you can imagine that Mark must have felt a little stressed out and so it wasn't a surprise that as Spring Break was fast approaching, he and his three high school friends, Bill, Brent and Bradley made plans to have a boys trip to have some fun and have a few drinks to let their hair down. All four of the boys had been studying hard at different universities and hadn't been in touch as much as they would have liked so this was really a chance to catch-up and have some fun before all of the hard work was to start again. 

So at this point, Mark was in a really great place in his life, he was just about to take some important exams and a new career and a positive future awaited him. He had good friends who he'd known for years and he was just 21 years old and enjoying his life. 

On the 10th of March 1989, having finished his exams earlier than expected, Bradley jumped in his car and went to Austin to pick up Mark for Spring Break. They then went to pick up Bill and Brent. Once everyone was in the car and their bags were in the trunk, the boys set out on a 9 hour car journey. It was a long ride but one can imagine the boys sharing stories, stopping off at cafes and catching up after months of endless studying. Eventually they arrived at their destination, South Padre Island which was a popular spot for young people on Spring Break. They checked into the Sheraton Hotel just before midnight and got settled in for the night, no doubt just crashing into bed after such a long car journey. 

The next morning into the afternoon they spent the day taking advantage of the beach, sunning themselves and having a few drinks and some nice food before heading to Brownsville, they planned to party in a place called Matamoros in Mexico which was popular with spring breakers and tourists. It was well known for it's cheap drinks, bars and clubs and was always packed with people. Mark and the boys had a few drinks, chatted up some girls and enjoyed the nightlife that Matamoros had to offer. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, just 4 young guys celebrating their time away from studies and exams. In the wee small hours the boys decided it was time to make tracks back to their hotel. 

On the 13th of March, Mark and his friends decided they wanted to go back to Matamoros again because they had such a good time and really enjoyed the bars and clubs. When they got there it was busy as usual but they still enjoyed themselves. At one point in the evening, Mark was seen talking to a few girls and seemed to disappear for a little while but his friends soon spotted him a little while later talking to another girl. With the street that they were on being so busy with people and loud music playing, it was hard to keep track of each other. The boys decided it was time to head back but could see how difficult it was going to be trying to make their way through the crowds. They decided to spilt up into two pairs (Brent & Bradley together and Mark with Bill) and agreed to meet up back at the car. 

Brent and Bradley tried to make their way through the crowd and Mark was just about to walk with Bill towards the same direction when Bill suddenly announced that he needed the bathroom. Bill ran to a alley way and Mark decided to wait for him, there was no way that Mark was going to just walk off and leave Bill he wasn't that sort of friend, he was always thinking of others. 

So Mark waited for his friend and Bill sorted himself out, when Bill had finished he looked for Mark to see where he was and he noticed that Mark had gone. Bill was confused and couldn't see Mark anywhere, he figured that Mark had possibly got lost in the crowd and headed back to meet Bradley and Brent. When Bill finally caught up with the others he was shocked to see that Mark wasn't with them. All three of them began to worry and started to look for Mark, there was no way they were going to leave without him. 

The boys didn't give up, they spent hours looking for Mark in every bar and club right up until they closed and the streets were completely deserted. The boys were at a loss and thought that Mark was maybe waiting for them back at the car, when they got to the car he wasn't there either. They were trying to remain positive although they were very worried, they thought he possibly travelled back to the hotel, maybe met a girl or something and that he would show up eventually. Bradley, Bill and Brent got into the car and drove back to the hotel. 

At the hotel the boys realised that something sinister was going on and contacted the police to report Mark missing. 

What Bradley, Brent and Bill didn't know was that something sinister did happen to Mark, something very horrific and pure evil. 

I just want to warn you that some of the details I will be sharing in the rest of this post will be quite disturbing so please bare that in mind.

What the boys and the police didn't know (but were eventually to find out) was that whilst Mark was standing in the street waiting for Bill, a van pulled up alongside him and a man asked him something, because of the noise, Mark moved closer to the vehicle and as he did so, two men jumped out and tried to pull him inside. Mark fought as hard as he could with the two men and was able to break free and make an escape however, another vehicle came along and threatened Mark at gunpoint. Mark was abducted off of the street, it all happened so fast. 

Whilst his friends were frantically looking for him, Mark was driven out to a ranch called Santa Elena, he was tied up and kept in the car overnight. Eventually someone who was reported to be the ranch's caretaker, came out to offer him some food and water. One cannot begin to imagine what must have been going through Mark's mind during this terrifying ordeal, to be snatched off of the street, thrown into a car and just left there was already horrific but what was about to come next was even more sickening. 

Sometime later about 12 hours after he'd been abducted, a man by the name of Adolfo Constanzo accompanied by some other men (who turned out to be followers of his cult) came out to see Mark. Adolfo was the leader of a following that was nicknamed 'The Narcosatanists' by the press, one of the sickest cults that I have ever come across. Adolfo managed to convince his followers that kidnapping innocent people and using them in sick human sacrifice rituals would bring them success and immunity from the law. They were heavily involved in drugs and Adolfo himself had clients who were drug lords and celebrities who also believed his nonsense about his magical powers and rituals. 

(The man they called 'The Godfather of Matamoros. The evil Adolfo Constanzo, who knows exactly how many deaths he is responsible for. A very dangerous man indeed and one of the worst serial killers and cult leaders in history. Picture credit: murderpedia)

Adolfo and his followers would target a certain type of victim, they believed that whoever they sacrificed that they themselves or a customer would then take on those attributes of the deceased person. For example, Mark because he was intelligent, good looking and athletic, they believed that killing him in their ritual would mean that they would gain those qualities from him whilst also gaining immunity from the law for their illegal activities. 

As Mark sat there terrified in that vehicle, Adolfo and his followers dragged the terrified young man out with his hands still tied behind his back, wrapped his face and mouth tightly with duct tape and forced him to walk with them towards a cabin where they subjected him to endless torture and rape for hours on end. 

When the monsters were finished subjecting Mark to this utter hell, they dragged him out to the field were they beheaded him with a machete. They then boiled his brain and cut off his legs before inserting a wire into his spine. The reason for the wire being inserted into his spine was reportedly because Adolfo wanted the bones either for one of his potions or to make a necklace that he could wear around his neck. Mark wasn't their first victim, they had carried out this routine with many others, 14 other bodies (or dismembered remains) were said to have been found in graves around where Mark was eventually found but Adolfo was suspected of many more murders. The wire was inserted into the spine to make it easier to pull the bones out once the body had fully decomposed. 

Mark's body was buried with a hole for the wire to stick out, ready to be pulled up when they felt that the body had completely disintegrated. 

The investigation into Mark's disappearance was quite rocky at first with investigators believing that it could have just been a case of a young man who'd had a bit too much to drink partying with friends too much and would probably turn up a few days later but Mark's friends and parents felt different and knew something was terribly wrong. A massive search took place and Mark's parents created and handed out 20,000 information leaflets to members of the public as well as offering a $15,000 reward to anyone who had some information to Mark's whereabouts. 

As time went on investigators believed that Mark possibly fell victim to a robbery gone wrong but a breakthrough came when Mark's story appeared on the popular show 'America's Most Wanted', the phone lines buzzed with people giving tips and information. On the 1st of April 1989 the cops arrived at the ranch where Mark was murdered after following a car they believed to be suspicious as it sped through a checkpoint. At first the cops were focused on gathering the evidence they found at the ranch which was said to be cult and marijuana related and realised this was more than just a drugs ring. They took some of the followers into custody and questioned them. Because the followers were led to believe that they were powerful and could not be harmed by the law, they were relaxed and basically blabbed everything to the cops. The caretaker even took the investigators to the shed where Mark was murdered. 

(Investigators stood in disbelief as they searched the ranch where Mark was held, tortured and murdered. The pot was used by the cult to cook animal and human remains as part of their rituals. Picture credit: rollingstone)

Other members led the police to where Mark's body and those of the other victims were buried. Apparently these victims had been murdered over a period of 9 months and when Mark's body was exhumed they had to identify him through his dental records. 

(The haunting pits where Mark and fellow victims of the cult were buried. Picture credit: rollingstone)

Whilst all of this was going on, the leader of the cult Adolfo was on the run, he'd managed to escape with some of his followers and fled to Mexico City to an apartment he owned. Eventually he and his followers were tracked down and Adolfo saw the cops from his apartment window, he was involved in a shootout with the cops until he ran out of ammunition and ordered one of his followers (Alvaro De Leon Valdes)  to shoot him and another follower by the name of Martin Quintana Rodriguez or risk going to hell. Alvaro shot the pair. The police got into the apartment and arrested the followers who were still alive, they were Sara Aldrete (who was said to have previously been an honour student and cheerleader at high school before falling off the rails. She reportedly became infatuated with Adolfo and was the cult's main recruiter who used her good looks to entice men to join. She played innocent with everything and said that she wasn't involved in Mark's murder), Omar Francisco Orea Ochoa, Juan Carlos Fragoso, Jorge Montes and Alvaro De Leon Valdes. Investigators confirmed the deaths of Martin and Adolfo. 

The police also arrested two other cult members later that day by the names of Maria De Lourdes Guero Lopez and Maria Del Rocio Cuevas Guerra.  

They were all denied bail because the judge said that they were each responsible for crimes that could add up to 50 years in prison.

Various cult members were given various sentences but I will mention the outcomes for some of the names I have mentioned otherwise this will be an even longer post as so many people were involved. Omar Francisco Orea Ochoa died of AIDS on the 11th of February 1990, he was said to have been another one of Adolfo's lovers along with Sara but she didn't test positive for AIDS. Sara was given 62 years despite her claims of not being heavily involved the police had evidence of her dealings with drugs and cult activities. She would later go on to write a book claiming that she had been taken hostage by Adolfo and that the police tortured her into confessing to things she hadn't done. Alvaro De Leon Valdes was sentenced to 30 years in prison in August of 1990. 

Juan Carlos Fragaso and Jorge Montes were sentenced to 35 years in prison each. Two of the cult members, Ovidio Hernandez and Ponce Torres have never faced justice and have escaped capture so far. 

After Mark's death his parents founded The Mark Kilroy Foundation which aims to teach young people the danger of drugs as well as provide all sorts of activities and support to help keep young people away from drugs. Check out this little video featuring Mark's parents here


Further Reading & Sources:

Mark Kilroy | Wikipedia

Mark Kilroy | Article, Rolling Stone

Sacrifice | Book by Jim Kilroy & Bob Stewart

Mark Kilroy Murder | Texas Archive

Adolfo Constanzo | Wikipedia

Adolfo Constanzo | Murderpedia

Adolfo Constanzo | Article, Oxygen

Sara Aldrete | Wikipedia

Sara Aldrete | Murderpedia

The Mark Kilroy Foundation

This was a difficult case to cover, not only because of how horrific and gruesome Mark's death was and how this cult went about their business, but how complicated it was for me to research with so many people being involved. I had post-its all over the place with different names on trying to keep track. I hope I was able to break it down for you and keep it as brief as possible, I realised that if I had talked about every single cult member I would have had to go on and on but I think you got the picture from what I've written. 

It's heartbreaking what happened to Mark and all those other victims and who knows how many there are for sure. Adolfo Constanzo was an evil and very dangerous man, he was even more dangerous because just like Ted Bundy and Charles Manson he had that charisma and charm, he was able to hoodwink people for his own gain. 

Mark's parents are amazing people and have tried to turn the horrendous truth of the death of their beloved son into something positive by helping other young people as a tribute to him. Please check out their websiteTwitter and Facebook

RIP Mark and to those many unnamed individuals who fell victim to Adolfo Constanzo and his followers. 

Thank you for checking out my latest case, please feel free to connect with me on any of my social media platforms 

My Pictures Were Stolen & Put On A Porn Website


(Will the REAL Caledonian Kitty please stand up? Yours truly, taken from my official Instagram: @CaledonianKittyx)

So, I was working on my latest true crime case ready to be posted here on my blog as usual when I found myself having a bit of a crime situation myself on Saturday morning. I woke up to find tons of Instagram messages with screenshots informing me that someone had stolen my name and pictures and had set up an Instagram account and worse was to come......a porn account!!!

I was in shock, after such a traumatic week as it was (my mother had a heart attack but thankfully she is still with us), I wake up to find this and I had no idea what the hell to do. I tried to find the Instagram account which was named @CaledonianKittyx69, to find that I had been blocked. I had been sent screenshots and found that this person was not only using my name: Caledonian Kitty, they were using my pictures to advertise adult content claiming that I made squirting videos and had a Live Cam show. There was a link to a site called Pocketstars (here is the link that has been set up in my name with my pictures, stolen from my Instagram).

Pocketstars is a porn site and this scam artist is posing as me and offering adult content (obviously stolen from other women) such as pornographic videos and pictures for money. 

I would report the Fake Instagram Account - @CaledonianKittyx69 myself but the scam artist has made sure to block me on both my Official Account - @CaledonianKittyx and my Official Back-Up Account - @CaledonianVampireKitty. My followers have been amazing with trying to block the Instagram and the porn account but as of yet they are still live. I'm currently working on this and seeing what can be done. 

I'm not the first person this has happened to and I won't be the last. What also annoys me is that Instagram are quick to delete your account if you post a picture that has a naughty word in it or if someone poses in a bikini but in circumstances like this, they drag their asses and it's not right. There's so many women out there who are being exploited and the men who sign up to these subscriptions are being scammed left, right and center. 

Like I mentioned before, I'm trying to get this sorted out and I've let it be known on all of my social media platforms that these two accounts: https://pocketstarscaledon.wixsite.com/caledonian-kitty & https://instagram.com/caledoniankittyx69?utm_medium=copy_link are fake. Please report these accounts if you can, I would really appreciate it.

The only social media accounts that I have are all listed here on my Linktree. 

I appreciate all of the kind messages and support I have received over this. 


Fake Instagram Account: @CaledonianKittyx69

The Fake pocketstars porn site account that was set up using my name and pictures to entice people to spend money to see adult videos, pictures and so-called private messages from me. 



I posted on all of my social media, warning my followers about the fake accounts. 


So that's the situation as it stands, the Instagram account and the porn account is still online, hopefully not for long. I will be taking a break from posting next Sunday as I'm on holiday but I will be posting a new true crime case after that so stay tuned. 

Please be careful online, this sort of thing can happen to anyone and I'm lucky that my followers informed me because I was oblivious to these fake accounts. 

Just to be clear, these are my official & ONLY accounts on Instagram: @CaledonianKittyx (Main account), @CaledonianVampireKitty (Back-up account) and an account that I don't use which is still live: @CaledonianKittyLuxe

All of my social media links are here


I DO NOT have and OnlyFans account, Pocketstars account or any porn account. If you see one created with my pictures, it is fake plus all of my followers know what I'm like with promoting my content. If I had a porn account you'd see me promoting it non-stop across all of my social media platforms as I do with my true crime & other content. 

If anyone would like to get in touch with me about anything discussed in this post or if you see another fake profile using my name/pictures etc, please contact me at: jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com 

Thank you for all of your support & for checking out this post, be careful on the internet & I'll be back with my latest true crime case x

Death of A Heavy Metal Legend: The Shocking Murder of Dimebag Darrell

 (Dimebag Darrell. Picture credit: Loudwire)

To describe Dimebag Darrell as one of the greatest guitar players to have ever existed is no exaggeration. Here was a man who was born to play the guitar, like he was made to play the guitar and boy did he play the hell out of it. If you're a heavy metal fan you won't need me to tell you who Dimebag Darrell is or the sad fact that he is no longer with us. 

There are people to this day who are still struggling to come to terms with his death, how it happened, why did it happen? The huge hole that was left in the world of heavy metal can still be felt today. Covering this case I felt a huge sense of loss and also the sadness that his brother Vinnie (who was also an amazingly talented drummer) is also no longer with us.  Two brothers who were so close and so talented suddenly broken apart by someone's selfish and heartless actions. 

In this post I will be briefly talk about what happened to Dimebag on the night he died but first a little background. 

Dimebag Darrell was born Darrell Lance Abbott on the 20th of August 1966 (his brother Vinnie was born on the 11th of March 1964) in Texas as was his brother before him. The boys showed a natural spark for music at an early age and their father was a country music producer. Darrell was given his first guitar at the age of 12 and that was it, he just seemed to blow everyone away with his playing. By the age of 14 he was winning talent show after talent show to the point where the organisers had to ask him to stop entering because they knew nobody else had a look in once Darrell picked up the guitar. After winning 7 contests in a row he was asked to be a judge, all while just being a young teen, people could see that Darrell had something magical about him, something unique and the way he played that guitar was quite something to witness. 

Vinnie was amazing on the drums too and it wasn't long before the brothers joined together and ended up in the legendary band Pantera. Their image in the early 1980s (the early days of the band) was very glam metal taking inspiration from bands they admired such as Kiss. So the look was very much big hair, spandex and makeup. Like a lot of bands they were experimenting and just trying to find their feet. There were a few changes in the band but the boys remained and when their high school friend and original band member Terry Glaze decided to leave, he was replaced by Phil Anselmo in 1986. 


The Abbott brothers wanted to move away from glam metal into a more heavier sound and the band soon changed their image and toured extensively in the 1990s and their audience grew and grew. Their album 'Vulgar Display of Power' debuted at no 44 and stayed on the charts for 79 weeks, it was later ranked no 10 on The 100 Greatest Metal Albums of All Time by Rolling Stone magazine. 

(Two talented legends: Vinnie and Darrell. Picture credit: Loud & Heavy

As their popularity grew so did the problems within the band. The brothers each had their partying ways on the road but Phil seemed to be taking it to a whole new level. Phil developed a heroin addiction after suffering with chronic back pain and his overbearing personality was beginning to be an issue for the boys as well as some of the fans. Instead of hanging out with the band before the show, Phil kept his distance and his behaviour was creating a negative atmosphere. More success followed but tensions in the band were still growing and Phil suffered an overdose after a show in Dallas but miraculously recovered to continue on with another show two days later. 

Instead of their success and all that they had achieved up until that point bonding the band together, they seemed to drift more and more apart. Everyone had their issues but Phil was out of control and his ego was even worse. Recording sessions would be a nightmare because he would have an issue with certain songs and the Abbott brothers were beyond tired of his drama. 

(Pantera. Picture credit: Loudwire)

Tragedy struck in 1999 when Darrell and Vinnie sadly lost their mother, Carolyn to lung cancer. The boys were devastated and Darrell was said to have never fully recovered from the loss of his mother. Despite the negative situation with the band they continued on and were set to go on another tour when the September 11th attacks happened. The band decided to cancel the tour, head back to Texas and take a break for a short while. 

A short while after this the band broke up much to the hurt of Darrell and Vinnie, they felt that all of their hard work had been for nothing. Phil had decided to go his own way with his own projects and this created a long standing grudge between the former band members of Pantera that was never to be resolved. 

There was a lot of back and forth between the brothers and Phil especially in interviews, there was no love lost between the brothers or him, it was clear that neither could see eye to eye and The Abbot boys blamed Phil for the breakdown of Pantera. Things were very sour. 

There was a fight over the Pantera name, Darrell and Vinnie wanted to start another band with the Pantera name and it ended up in an expensive legal battle with the boys just having to come up with something else. Eventually they settled on the name Damageplan and toured across the country in 2004. 

Both Darrell and Vinnie were not afraid of hard work and always put their all into their music, they knew that they would have to start all over again with this band but they were willing and ready to do it. They both admired Van Halen and before every show they would always say ''Van Halen'', it was their motto to go out there and play their all, which they always did.

When it came to their fans they had time for everyone, you'll find tons and tons of stories from people who met either Darrell or Vinnie (or both) and they will tell you that they were so down to earth and always happy to sign autographs and take pictures. Whilst I was doing my research I was watching a clip of Darrell signing a fan's arm at a convention and Darrell said something like ''I'm so sorry man, that looks a mess'' and the fan just kept yelling  ''I don't care man, IT'S DIMEBAG DARRELL'' and was over excited at having Darrell's name on his arm, this was what Darrell meant to his fans, he was seen as a Metal God and still is. 

The fact that Vinnie and Darrell were only too happy to play smaller venues and get close to fans says a lot about how humble they were. They had a different approach to fame, Phil went off the deep end and his ego took over but they actually enjoyed interacting with fans and feeling the energy from the audience. 

The date of the 8th of December 2004 is one that very few can forget, a night that should never have happened. Darrell and Vinnie were playing one of their last shows of the tour before Damageplan took a  well-earned break. The show was taking place at Alrosa Villa nightclub in Columbus, Ohio. 

Unknown to the band, outside in the parking lot was a guy named Nathan Gale, he didn't have a ticket and when someone asked him why he wasn't going inside he said that he wasn't interested in watching some local bands play, he just wanted to see Damageplan. 

The truth was, Nathan was waiting, waiting to go in and murder Dimebag Darrell and whoever else got in his way. 

(Nathan Gale. Picture credit: Murderpedia

When researching Nathan Gale I found him to be giving off a lot of Mark David Chapman vibes (the man who shot and killed legendary Beatle and musician, John Lennon in 1981). Nathan had become obsessed with Pantera during his teens and began telling friends that Pantera stole song lyrics from him. He would obsessively sit and write endless Pantera lyrics in his journal. 

Nathan was diagnosed as a Paranoid Schizophrenic and was supposed to be taking his regular medication to help manage his condition. He'd had a stint in the marines but was soon discharged due to psychological problems. Looking back, before the night of the 8th of December 2004, the red flags that trouble was ahead where Nathan was concerned, were all over the place. 

His behaviour had previously been out of control and he'd had delusions, imagining that he could see dogs that weren't there and a number of people were witness to this strange behaviour and outbursts. Just six months before the 8th of December he'd actually attended a previous show of the band and had caused a lot of damage to equipment, the details are sketchy but there was an incident with him before and luckily nobody was harmed but did he plan to kill that night? 

There are differences in opinion here but I have to say this, the fact that his own mother knew of his Paranoid Schizophrenia (the delusions, the outbursts and the fact that he would just sit and start laughing for no reason at all and he was exhibiting this behaviour right up to the night of Darrell's death) and BOUGHT HIM A GUN!!!!  

Now I know parents are humans too and nobody is perfect but come on, giving a clearly unstable person a gun is a nightmare waiting to happen. I don't understand the thinking behind that? What did she think he was going to do with the gun? Keep it on the shelf as an ornament? No good could have come from that as we clearly learned from this horrible situation but yes, in my opinion Nathan's mother had a hand in this. She may not have pulled the trigger but you don't give a disturbed person a gun. 

Back to that night on the 8th of December 2004 in Columbus, Ohio. So Nathan is waiting outside and as soon as he knows Damageplan are on stage he sneaks into the building with a handgun (and ammunition) and makes his way to the stage. People assumed he was just another fan wanting to crowd surf but his real intentions soon became clear. 

Cameras inside the club and footage recorded on phones filmed the whole scene. Once on the stage Nathan made his way directly towards Darrell who was headbanging at the time and was in his element on the stage. Darrell was very much into his performance and didn't notice Nathan charging towards him because his long hair was in his eyes. Chillingly, Nathan grabbed Darrell and shot him in the bag of the head at point blank range three times. 

Darrell fell to the floor and Nathan continued to shoot him as the crown looked on in disbelief not knowing if this was a stunt or for real. The head of security ran on to the stage to try to stop Nathan but was shot to death. Another security officer who tried to intervene was also killed. During all of this a brave fan got onto the stage and tried to give medical assistance to Darrell and one of the security men but was also shot to death by Nathan Gale. Another band member was shot three times but fortunately he managed to survive. Nathan tried to use this man as a human shield and began shooting into the crowd, injuring several people but a police officer (one of seven police officers) who had arrived on the scene quickly shot Nathan Gale dead. 

As all of this was going on, it was all happening so fast so the audience were not sure what was happening, when the realisation set in especially as Nathan began shooting into the crowd, people started panicking and trying to get out. 

Security grabbed Vinnie and removed him from the stage to safety but obviously he was fully aware of what had happened having seen Darrell and was clearly shocked and devastated. When they took him to the tour bus he got into his brother's bed and sobbed uncontrollably. Utterly heartbreaking. Vinnie and Darrell had such a strong bond and would have done anything for each other and for that to have happened is just so soul crushing. Your heart just goes out to Vinnie in that moment as well as Darrell and the brave men who did their best on that stage to stop Nathan Gale and lost their lives in the process. 

In a strange and chilling twist of events, the horrible shooting on that night came exactly 24 years to the day that John Lennon was murdered. 

So why did Nathan Gale do this sickening and evil act? Well, it's believed that he was angry that Pantera had broken up and as we know of his obsession with the band and previous claims that the band had stolen his lyrics, it seems likely. 

(The club where the fatal shootings took place. The building has now been turned into affordable housing. Picture credit: Loudwire)

Vinnie had a theory of his own. In a previous interview before Darrell's death, Phil had taken a swipe at Darrell by saying something along the lines of ''Someone should beat Dimebag Darrell up''. Vinnie believed that because Nathan was so obsessed with Pantera and the band breaking up be probably mistakenly blamed Darrell for the fallout. 

Darrell was just 38 when he was killed. He left behind his long-term partner (who he met when he was just 8 years old) Rita Haney. 

There was a memorial for Darrell and the guest list was like a who's who of the metal world. One of Darrell's idol's, Eddie Van Halen was also in attendance and one of his iconic guitar's was placed in Darrell's coffin. Eddie said ''Dime was an original, he deserves the original''

Darrell's last words was said to have been ''Van Halen'' which he and Vinnie always said before they went on stage. 

Darrell was laid to rest in a coffin designed with the band Kiss who was another huge influence on him. 

Darrell was laid to rest alongside his dear mother Carolyn at Moore Memorial Gardens Cemetery in Texas. Sadly on the 22nd of June 2018, Vinnie passed away at his home in Nevada, Las Vegas aged just 54 of coronary heart disease. He was also laid to rest in a Kiss designed coffin and placed beside his mother and brother at the family plot in Texas 

(Brothers reunited. Vinnie and Darrell's graves. Their mother is also buried close to them. Picture credit: Ultimate Classic rock

Sadly, Vinnie and Phil never patched things up after Darrell's death. Vinnie always felt that what Phil had previously said in that interview may have contributed somehow to Darrell's death. Upon hearing the news that Darrell had been murdered, Phil reportedly tried to reach out to Vinnie and express his condolences but never received a response. Vinnie banned Phil from Darrell's memorial and never spoke to him again. 

RIP to Darrell and Vinnie, Nathan Bray, Erin Halk and Jeff Thompson.

Thank you to Shilo (aka @TheStringTheor1) for persuading me to finally cover this case as it had been on my list for a while but I wanted to get it just right. Shilo himself has been a huge admirer of Darrell and Vinnie since he was a child and learned to play guitar himself from a young age. Please go and check out his Youtube, like and subscribe. Just like Darrell and Vinnie, Shilo is very down to earth and one of the nicest and most talented people you could meet. You can find his music and socials here

The club where the shooting happened has now been turned into an affordable housing complex. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this emotional post, the world has lost two of the greatest musicians the world has ever seen, two talented brothers who were so close and the brave and kind men who lost their lives that horrible night. They will never be forgotten. 

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Thank you again & I'll see you in the next post x 

True Crime With Caledonian Kitty: Q&A 2021: PART TWO

 

(Yours truly. You can find me on Instagram at: @CaledonianKittyx)

Well, as you know, recently I posted part one of my 2021 Q&A edition so I've decided to continue with part two in this post with the questions that I didn't get around to answering. I hope you enjoy the post!


Q1: Of the different types of cases that you cover, which do you find the most challenging to do? 

I think the most challenging is the cases involving children or where dismemberment, physical torture or sexual assault has taken place. I know my readers want the facts as difficult as they may be to hear/read and I try to write the details in as much of a sensitive way as I can. I always put a little note on my post beforehand that the content that I will be sharing in that particular post will be quite disturbing. 

Q2: When doing the research for the cases that you cover, do you sometimes find difficulty finding information?

Luckily I've been able to find a lot of information about the cases I've covered so far. If there was a time that I couldn't get enough details I would either include a brief mention of the case in a compilation post or I would just leave it. I think The Acid Bath Killer is probably the most earliest case I have covered but I do plan to do some more historical ones if I can find a right amount of correct information. The older cases can be difficult to research especially if they are not high profile. I've had requests many times to cover Jack The Ripper but the case has been talked about so many times just like the Ted Bundy case, it's been overdone. 

Q3: Do you find more eras to be more difficult to research (for example, cases from the 1950s?)

I think I just went on a roll with this in the previous question lol but like I said before, the oldest cases can be hard to research if they are not high profile. The Acid Bath murders which occurred in the 1940s is well known and documented through books, movies, newspapers and documentaries plus I know the area where the killer grew up so it was easy to research. 

Q4: Do you find it difficult researching cases that have occurred in other countries outside of the USA/UK?

I have plans to include more cases from outside of the USA/UK. There has been a couple of cases from Russia, Germany, Australia etc that I have been looking at and plan to cover. I have a list so keep your eyes peeled. Luckily I have a vast number of books on true crime which include cases from all over the world so I always look to them for reference and then I start my little research journey to find out everything I can about the case. 

Q5: Has there ever been a case that you began working on that proved too gruesome and difficult to continue? 

I've written some difficult cases but the first that comes to mind is a case that I covered in November of last year (2020) The Vampire of Sacramento. I don't know how I got through it and I take my hat off to anyone who is able to get through reading it. At one point I wasn't going to continue but somehow I did, I had done too much work on it already and it was a case request so I wanted to get it done and move on. It was a very gruesome experience. 

Q6: When starting a new case, is there a set routine you go by for compiling information?

I have a list of cases that I'm interested in covering and I also have requests from my Patreon & Ko-fi subscribers too. I have a bookcase full of true crime books which include encyclopedias of different serial killers and cases. I read what I can find of the particular case and then I look for court documents, FBI files, newspaper articles and any videos of trials, police interviews etc. 

Q7: As you have a Patreon, Kofi and your YouTube channel. What are the future plans with your writing? 

It's always been my goal to have my own true crime books. I also have plans for my YouTube channel so keep your eyes peeled for that. Please check out my video which was kindly put together by the talented Shilo Pace (aka The String Theory). Check out his amazing guitar skills, visuals & where to find him here. Shilo is an independent artist and self taught so that always impresses me. His influences include Rudy Sarzo, Guns N Roses and Def Leppard. You should definitely check him out online as he's one of the most nicest and talented people you could ever meet. 

Q8: Do you ever encounter any issues with the true crime community?

I've been asked to do true crime videos and podcasts so many times and I respect the people who make them as I know it is hard work but there is a lot of negativity and fierce competition. I have always been interested in criminology from the age of 6 when I saw The Silence of The Lambs. I was interested in the FBI and Behavioural Sciences and I later went on to study Psychology and Criminology at University. There's positives and negatives with all these online communities, I just carry on with my work and promoting myself, I'm not interested in fame, I just want to be known as a great writer, to have my blogs seen as interesting, informative and hopefully one day my books will be in the true crime section of the bookstores. 

Q9: There has been numerous reports of women and men being harassed daily on social media. Have you ever had to deal with this? 

Unfortunately this is a common everyday occurrence not just for me but for lots of people online. Just like the subjects that I write about, there is a lot of unwell people online who either become fixated on someone or they spew venom at every turn, I have had the experience of both. My best advice is to not respond and just block with the venomous ones. Put it this way, if you're so miserable in your life that you have to send hate to someone you are envious of, you have major issues and a Doctors appointment is needed. I have written about trolls and their negative impact on people (The Dark Side of The Internet: The Amanda Todd Story) previously. As with the other types of harassment where you get creeps annoying you, I get this every day and the funny thing is, is when they try and use my blog to get close to me when they've never read a single thing that I have written. Or there's the guys who tell me they love my work and bombard me every day but never subscribe to my Patreon or Ko-fi. And last but not least are the ones who send me endless creepy pictures of themselves. I usually rant about these experiences on my personal blog. 


Q10): If there's one thing that you wish your readers would take away from your work, what would it be? 

I would love any new visitor to my blog or regular reader to come away from my posts feeling that they found out something about a case that they never knew before or discovered a case they hadn't heard about. I hope they find my posts interesting and hopefully when my books do come out (I'm continuing to work on this dream) they will be eager to order them. 


And there you have it! I hope you enjoyed my post and thank you for taking the time to check it out. I am currently working on a new true crime case which will be published next Sunday, I hope you'll stop by and check it out. You can find me on social media here 


See you in the next post x