Gone At 38!: The Heartbreaking Death of Eddie Guerrero | Dark History From The World of Wrestling: Part Eight

(Eddie Guerrero. Picture credit: aminoapps)

*Please be aware in this post that I will be sharing some upsetting details. I will also be talking about substance abuse and alcoholism. As always, I will try to be as sensitive with the details as I can be without taking away from any of the facts*

I couldn't talk about some of the sad, dark and tragic moments in wrestling history without including the heartbreaking story of the legendary and very much missed, Eddie Guerrero. The sudden loss of Eddie in 2005 sent shockwaves through the whole of the wrestling world and beyond and still to this day his death is very difficult to talk about for many people. 

Revisiting some of the articles and interviews that were published and aired at that time still leaves you with that gut wrenching feeling. I found myself shedding tears again whenever I watched anyone talking about Eddie and how his death had a profound effect on them. I don't think there was anyone in the wrestling business or old school wrestling fans who were not deeply saddened by his death, even people who were not a huge fan of Eddie still respected him and knew what a great, hardworking guy he was outside of the ring as well as being a fantastic wrestler in the ring. 

Eddie was someone who had worked his way up in the wrestling world from the late 1980s up until his death and like some of the other greats that I have included in this series, he had garnered a vast amount of experience and popularity all over the world. Eddie had faced a lot of tough times in his career and had weathered the storms on many occasions, he became like a big brother to other wrestlers and one of the things you will often hear about Eddie was that he was the guy you would go to if you had a problem, he'd help you look at things differently. 

As well as the tough challenges that one often faces with a career in wrestling, he battled substance abuse and alcoholism as well as a dependency on steroids. One of the things that bonded him with Chris Benoit (who I wrote about in the second instalment in this series. You can find the post here) was the pressure that they both felt in the wrestling industry and the difficulties they faced due to their size, he knew all about the temptations of steroids and the constant clashes with promoters. 

I know that some people will be uncomfortable with the fact that I have talked about Eddie's friendship with Chris Benoit but the horrific situation with Chris didn't occur until after Eddie's death. I have previously mentioned (and I still believe) that Eddie's death was the beginning of what tipped Chris over the edge. I say that not to make excuses for Chris (who was medically proven to have been very ill with severe brain damage) but the sudden and unexpected loss of Eddie, who pretty much was a rock for Chris as well as a brother figure, really devastated him completely. 

After Eddie's death was announced and there was various interviews about the sad news back then (and in previous years), you see a regular occurrence of grown men, huge wrestlers sobbing their hearts out when they recall the details, this is how much Eddie meant to the wrestling world and the fans. Not to take away anyone's heartbreak and grief about Eddie but a lot of people agree that Chris Benoit was completely destroyed at the loss of his 'soulmate'. They'd been through so much together and when the WWE tribute was aired, there was not a dry eye in the house and Chris could barely hold it together, it was heartbreaking to see. It wasn't that long ago that they both stood in the ring celebrating how far both of them had come after years of hard work and sacrifice. It seemed so cruel that just as Eddie had reached the top, his life was cut short. 

(Chris Benoit & Eddie Guerrero. Picture credit: whatculture)

Eddie's struggles in his past with his addictions were not a secret, he was very open about it and helped give advice to others not to go down a similar path. Just before he passed away he had been celebrating being sober for four years and he and his wife Vickie, together with their three daughters were looking forward to a bright future together. In the weeks leading up to that sad Sunday morning of November 13th 2005, Eddie had been exhausted and struggling with energy. Both Eddie and his wife Vickie put it down to his hectic lifestyle and the fact that he always trained so very hard, like Chris Benoit and a lot of the old school wrestlers, they would train like beasts and a lot of the time they would wrestle despite having painful injuries. 

He was a devoted family man who worked hard to give his family the best life that he could. The night before he died he had travelled from Phoenix, Arizona to Minneapolis with his nephew Chavo and Chris Benoit for a show. Whilst on the plane Chavo had noticed that Eddie had a difficult time trying to keep track of conversations because he kept falling asleep. Again this was put down to being tired with all the training and travelling they were doing which is understandable. When they arrived at the hotel, the trio made plans to meet up the next morning around seven and went to their separate rooms.

Chavo was awoken the next morning at 5:30 am by the hotel staff informing him that his uncle Eddie had made a request call the night before but was not answering his phone or the door. Chavo went to Eddie's room with the staff and they tried to get in, realising that the latch was still on the door panic set in because the realisation that Eddie must have been in there and something was very wrong. Chavo managed to get into the room where he found Eddie lying face down the bathroom, it looked like he had been trying to get ready for bed as he was holding his toothbrush in his hand. 

An ambulance was called and Chavo cradled Eddie in his arms trying to wake his uncle up. Eddie was not responding but was still breathing and gargling like he was trying to hang on, trying to fight to hang on. Before anyone knew what was happening, Eddie suddenly passed away in his nephew's arms, he was just 38 years old. Everything all happened so fast, it was both heartbreaking and traumatic.

It was devastating and whilst all this sad chain of events was going on, Chris Benoit was preparing to meet Chavo and Eddie like they had arranged the night before, oblivious to the heartbreaking events that were going on in Eddie's hotel room. When Chavo broke the news to Chris he recalled how Chris whaled out loud, completely inconsolable. Chavo had never heard or seen of Chris in such a state before. 

Nobody could believe it, one minute Eddie was there with his cheeky smile living his life, working hard and at the height of his career and then the next he was gone. 

Rumours flew around all over the place about it being a possible suicide, accidental drug overdose, foul play but it was simply his poor heart couldn't take it any more, it gave out. Being so dedicated to wrestling all of his life and putting his health at risk in the past trying to meet the demands with all the pressure he had placed on him and the pressure he placed on himself. The addictions and the steroids in the past had left a terrible mark on his body and caused some of his internal organs to become enlarged and his heart was twice it's size. The technical name for it is 'Arteriosclerosis' and it causes severe narrowing of your arteries which can lead to stroke and heart attack. The exhaustion that Eddie was feeling in the weeks up to his death was because his heart was having to pump blood faster through these narrowed arteries. Unbeknown to himself and his family it was just a matter of time.

(Eddie Guerrero. Picture credit: metro)

A similar event happened to a friend of mine years ago and he didn't take steroids or have a substance addiction but he did take various medications in the past and this caused him to have Arteriosclerosis. From my understanding it isn't that easy to diagnose straight away as the symptoms that are shown look very much like general fatigue, shortness of breath, aches and pains after strenuous exercise and these could all be put down to adrenal fatigue or being overworked. Eddie was so busy all of the time that for him to be showing these symptoms it would have seemed almost normal due to the fast paced lifestyle.

It was a devastating loss which nobody could have predicted, Eddie was four years sober but as we sadly know with these types of situations just because someone has overcome their addictions (which is an incredible achievement because it is extremely difficult) depending on the length of time they had been an addict and every individual is different, the damage is already done and even though that person may be clean, years later a sudden death can sadly occur. 

It's still so hard to believe that he was only 38, it's just so unfair for such a wonderful person who gave everything he had to wrestling as well as being a devoted family man and loyal friend. Eddie was such a rock to so many people, he was always so busy taking care of other people that he never got the time to take care of himself. One wonders what could have been if he had gotten the time to see a Doctor for a full body examination and maybe something could have been done. I have researched this disease and it can be managed with surgery and lifestyle changes, it may have meant that Eddie would have had to have surgery and retire from wrestling but what we would all give just to have him back. 

At just 38 he left behind an incredible legacy and so many people heartbroken even to this day that he is no longer with us. His glorious moments in wrestling remain and are enjoyed over and over again. His book Cheating Death, Stealing Life which he co-wrote with Michael Krugman, was completed shortly before his death. 

The loss of Eddie will be forever felt and his incredible legacy lives on. RIP Eddie x

Eddie was buried in Green Acres Memorial Park in Scottsdale, Arizona. His online memorial is here if you would like to leave a note and some flowers in tribute to him. 

(Eddie Guerrero's grave. Picture credit: findagrave)

Further Reading & Sources:


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''Don't let them hurt me any more.'': The Shocking Murder of Bruiser Brody & How They Covered It up | Dark History From The World of Wrestling: Part Seven

(Bruiser Brody. Picture credit: thesmackdownhotel)

*Please be aware that I will be sharing some details in this post that will be disturbing. I will, as always, aim to share the details of this story in as much of a sensitive manner as I can. If you have any questions or comments about this post, please email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com

There's no end of dark and disturbing stories from the world of wrestling, that's why I could fill hundreds of blog posts with endless shocking details of events, murders, scandals, steroid related deaths, cover-ups, mysteries and so much more. In this seventh instalment of my Dark History From The World of Wrestling series, this story is another one of those that is both shocking, disturbing and will leave you with a feeling of anger, injustice and scratching your head in disbelief. I am of course (as you can see from the title) going to be talking about the legendary Bruiser Brody. 

Delving into these stories in the past seven weeks has been like an education in wrestling history for me. I thought I knew a lot of the details of tragic events and the sad endings to some of our legends who are no longer with us but I have learned so much more along the way. In many ways I'm grateful to have gained so much more knowledge, but in another way I am sad because the details of things that have happened have turned out to be so much worse than I originally thought. 

The murder of Bruiser Brody was brought to my attention when I was putting together a list of who I was going to cover and I knew the basics of what had happened to him and that was bad enough. The more I researched the more in disbelief I was at the cold, dark-hearted and self-centred way some people can be and this was something that was quite prevalent in the wrestling world. So many people wanted to get to the top and they would stop at nothing to get there. As well as huge egos, competitive streaks that were off the charts....throw in steroids, money and matches and you potentially have a disaster on your hands. Some people get into wrestling because it is their passion, they do it for the sport and some do it for the money, the power and the fame. Some do it for all of those things but what happens when tensions and rivalries go too far and someone ends up losing their life? Is it worth murder?, cover-ups? and money? No, but in the tragic story of Bruiser Brody you find a legend who was taken out by a fellow wrestler, and other wrestlers who covered it all up. You also find in this story an incredible friendship and a true hero who did his best to protect his friend as well as speak up in an effort to bring the people responsible for his death to justice.  

Bruiser Brody was a man who never needed an introduction, at 6ft 8, weighing 300 pounds he was a mountain of a man who was intimidating and could be tough in the ring and with fellow wrestlers, but at home he was like a teddy bear to those who knew him privately. His shocking death at the age of just 42 on the 17th of July 1988 has forever left a painful mark in wrestling history. Brody was murdered and the people he thought were his friends and colleagues covered it up to protect their own careers and further their own ends. Only one man stood up and tried to do what was right and that was the legendary Tony Atlas. He had a nickname 'The Black Superman' and I think that's very apt for him. 

Tony and Brody had a friendship that had gone back years, first beginning in the 1970s when Brody first appeared on the wrestling scene. They were both old school and helped inspire some of our favourite wrestlers of present time as well as helping shape the world of wrestling to what it is today. Brody had earned his stripes participating in many wrestling promotions all over the world, born Frank Donald Goodish on the 18th of June 1946 in Michigan, USA he was always quite stocky, even as a child. he excelled in sports and put 100% into everything he did. At school he played football and later became a sportswriter before dedicating himself fully to a career of wrestling. He soon found himself under the guidance of wrestling legend Fritz Von Erich so to say that he started at the top was an understatement but it was also his natural strength, build and ability that enabled him to progress and take part in various promotions all over the world. 

Brody was a powerhouse of a wrestler but he could also be a diva too, especially with his attitude around wrestling promoters and bookers. It was no secret that he wasn't happy with some of the paychecks he received over the years but push comes to shove, when he was needed to help draw a crowd he would throw himself into the matches. Brody was a popular wrestler and a fan favourite he knew the industry inside and out and had bags of experience he had accumulated over the years wrestling as far away as Japan for some time. He was a happy family man who doted on his wife and son. 

The incredible contribution to wrestling history that Brody has given is undeniable, despite sadly passing away at just 42 he left behind a huge legacy. He had been everywhere from (WCW) World Class Championship Wrestling to (AJPW) All Japan Pro Wrestling, to (WWWF) the Worldwide Wrestling Federation. He was inducted into the WWE Hall of Fame as well as being included in the St Louis Wrestling Hall of Fame, Southern Wrestling Hall of Fame and the Wrestling Observer Newspaper Hall of Fame. 

In July of 1988, Brody along with his wrestling colleagues were in Puerto Rico preparing for a show at a popular venue. it was tipped to be a huge turn out with the fans and that was as understatement, the parking lot was packed and there was fans everywhere. Whenever Bruiser Brody was on the bill to perform, so many fans would be excited to see him in action. At this point in his life, he was a happily married man who had already established his name in the wrestling world and had a son who he adored. There was no love lost with fellow wrestler Jose Gonzalez but the two men had learned to tolerate each other (or so it appeared) and both had been in each other's company on the run up to Brody's shocking death. A friend from way back in the beginning of his career, Tony Atlas, was also there. 

Tony was on his way to the venue that night with a couple and on the way out of his hotel he spotted Brody and Dutch Mantell sitting outside of his hotel. When Tony asked them why they were sitting there and Brody explained that they were waiting for Jose Gonzalez which surprised Tony. Tony ended up convincing Brody and Dutch to get into the car with them and head to the venue to which they agreed. The vehicle was packed and Brody had to sit in the front because he was too big and muscular to sit in the back.

When they got to the venue, they took their bags into the dressing room to find Jose Gonzalez, Carlos Colon and another wrestler sitting close to each other but saying nothing, the air was tense. Jose got up and walked out of the room. Tony Atlas is an incredible artist and would love to sketch drawings in his spare time. As Tony sat down he began putting the finishing touches to his latest creation before moving on to a drawing of Brody's son that Brody had requested. Tony was so passionate about his work (and still is) that he would refuse to take any money for his pieces. He claimed that he just loved creating art. 

So, just as Brody had produced a photograph of of his son and Jose came back into the dressing room requesting to have a quiet word with Brody. Tony noticed that Jose had a white towel wrapped around his arm. Jose approached the shower and Brody followed him and after a short space of time there was a  dull yell. At first Tony and the others assumed that Jose had punched Brody in the stomach but it soon became clear as Tony tried to keep the pair apart that Jose had stabbed Brody. Tony explained in an interview how incredibly difficult it was trying to hold on to Brody on one hand and trying to keep Jose away with the other. Jose was holding the knife up in the air (that was still dripping with Brody's blood) and as he swung the knife trying to get at Brody again, he clipped his ponytail. It was a miracle at that point that he didn't cut Brody's neck which was what was believed to have been his intention, he really wanted this man dead. Carlos Colon swooped past Tony and Brody and pinned Jose up against the wall telling him to stop. 

There was no way Brody could have defended himself from the unsuspected attack, he followed Jose into the shower area to have the private chat, still holding the picture of his son in one hand, and his gym bag in the other. There's no doubt that if Brody had been aware or planning to harm Jose in any way, he wouldn't have walked in there with his hands full, unknowingly leaving himself open to attack. The way in which Jose stabbed him was cowardly but also in the way that he had caught Brody with the very sharp knife as he aimed from the side. It all happened so fast. Tony was an incredible and brave friend in that moment and as he tried to protect Brody, Brody clung to him as he lay on the floor saying ''Don't let them hurt me any more.'' Tony assured him that nobody was going to come near him and that he would keep him safe until the ambulance arrived. 

In the middle of the commotion, Carlos (who turned out to be another treacherous snake who was also in on the whole plan with Jose) tried to come closer to Brody to which Tony made it clear to back off, he told him ''You come over here, I'm going to knock your freakin head right off your shoulders. Anybody come over here and I'll knock their head off their shoulders.''

Carlos tried to plead with Tony that he was just wanting to check if Brody was ok but Tony knew these guys were not to be trusted, he saw their faces when he saw them all sat together when they first walked in. the whole thing was a set-up. Tony was determined to protect Brody and get him out of there as soon as possible when the paramedics arrived. Brody was still conscious at this time as he tugged on Tony's trouser leg telling him it was ok for Carlos to come over to see him. Tony kept his eye on Carlos as Carlos asked Brody ''Is there anything I can do for you?.'' 

This was the level of callousness Carlos and the others were at. To ask a dying man who you've helped set up, what his last wishes were and furthermore, continue to be complicit in what was to become the cover-up of the circumstances of this man's murder just shows you how coldhearted they were. Brody responded to Carlos with ''Take care of my family.'' 

Tony was trying to keep Brody calm and stop the blood flow as much as possible. Brody was losing a lot of blood and some of his intestines were visible, it was an agonising wait because the ambulance didn't reach them for nearly 2 hours due to the fact that the parking lot was packed full of cars and fans who were still coming into the venue. The show had not begun yet and people were still arriving so it was pure chaos. Eventually a female and male paramedic arrived at the scene and they struggled to lift Brody on to the stretcher. Tony helped and managed to get him on to which Brody, despite the sheer pain he must have been going through, made a joke as Tony was lifting him ''Don't drop me.'' 

Tony responded ''Brother, I curl more than you weigh,'' When Brody was on the ambulance one of the paramedics asked who was going to accompany Brody to the hospital. Without hesitation, Tony climbed on board but dragged another wrestler (who was not connected to the murder plot of Brody) on to the ambulance despite the man saying that he didn't want to be involved 

As soon as the ambulance arrived at the hospital, Tony was horrified to see that nobody seemed to be taking the situation with Brody seriously in Puerto Rico and this was because apparently, the medical staff had previously seen that many stabbings that it had become as common as the cold. Tony was not a man to just sit and wait, he wanted his friend seen to asap, he was losing blood, time was of the essence. He spotted a Doctor sauntering down the lobby reading a newspaper and he told him to please attend to Brody. The Doctor had a half-assed attitude and ended up leaving the room not appearing to be in any hurry. Tony went after him and picked the Doctor up and told him straight that he WILL give Brody the treatment he needed. With that, the Doctor examined Brody properly and could see that this was a matter of emergency so Brody was rushed to the emergency room to be operated on. 

Tony waited an agonising hour which felt like a lifetime, not sure what the outcome was going to be. At this point, Brody was so strong that he had held on for so many hours. It was a miracle that he was still alive after Jose first stabbing him and then having to wait, bleeding profusely until the ambulance arrived nearly two hours later. a Doctor finally came back to the room and fortunately told Tony that Brody was in a stable condition, his vitals were fine and it all looked good. It was great news and basically a miracle. The Doctor told Tony, that Brody was going to be pretty much sleeping after having the surgery and suggested he could leave, get some sleep, some food and return in the morning. Tony didn't feel 100% about leaving but he felt that Brody was in good hands. 

Instead of going back to the hotel, Tony returned to the venue because he had been scheduled to participate in a match that night with the legendary wrestler, The Iron Shiek. As he walked into the dressing room that had been the scene of the horrendous crime just hours before, he recalled being disgusted at the sound of laughing and cheering voices. The same monsters who were all part of the attempted demise of Brody seemed to be in high spirits despite the fact also that Brody's blood was still on the floor and tiles. 

Tony did his match with the Iron Shiek and returned to the dressing room to see a policeman there. It turned out that everyone there had given a statement, a completely different version of events and a fake story about a crazed fan stabbing Brody. Tony tried to tell the policeman the truth but found himself out in the cold as the others were trying to create a cover-up. With so many witnesses saying this horrific result was by the actions of a crazed fan the policeman could only go with what the majority were saying. It also was revealed later that Carlos was a huge figure on that particular island who had a lot of money and powerful friends in high places, even in politics. 

Tony decided he was not going to back down and planned to make a proper statement himself and take another fellow wrestler with him for added protection, not that he needed it. He probably did this as way of having someone else witness that he had reported the truth to the police. Tony later went to the police with none other than Sika Anoa-i (for the younger wrestling fans, this is Roman Reign's late and legendary father). Sika actually volunteered to go with Tony. Watching the interview in which Tony was telling this story made me smile because he said that Sika (who was also built like a man mountain) was tough and if you had Sika Anoa-i with you, you didn't need anybody else. 

(Tony Atlas. Picture credit: imdb)

Tony decided to go back to his hotel room but as he made his way up the stairs he was stopped by a wrestler Savio Vega, who was stood in front of him holding Tony's bag. In the confusion Tony asked him if everything was ok and Savio told him that there was a bunch of guys waiting for him in his room and it sounded like they were planning to kill him. Tony left the hotel and to this very day he is forever grateful to Savio for saving his life for they were indeed waiting for Tony because they knew he was telling the truth about what had happened. 

After spending hours and hours walking around, Tony did a lot of thinking and decided that he was going to go to his hotel and just confront them, to hell with the consequences, he would fight for his life if needs be. When he got to the hotel room, there was nobody to be seen. He just wanted to get off of that island. Brody was still in the hospital and Tony believed him to be stable and in safe hands as he got on the plane and travelled home. However, he was later to find out that Brody had shockingly died reportedly as a result of his injuries which further confused Tony as to why the Doctors seemed so confident that all was ok. 

Tony later revealed that he was later told that after he had left the hospital, two guys apparently had arrived looking for Brody and confronted the medical staff. These men threatened the staff to stop working on Brody and the next thing anyone knew, Bruiser Brody (real name: Frank Donald Goodish) was deceased at the age of 42. 

Fans and fellow wrestlers who had known Brody since the 70s, were heartbroken. His family were overcome with grief as one could imagine. There was a pathetic farce of a trial which was unbelievable and just goes to show how corrupt certain people can be. Jose Gonzales got away with the murder, it was declared self-defense. Apparently the jury didn't seem to care that there was a true story to all of this and the fact that they men had lied, originally telling the police that it was a crazed fan. It was obvious what had gone on but witnesses were not even contacted until later. There was a convenient delay in information getting to them so they didn't find out that they had been summoned to trial until the trial had come to a conclusion. Tony, who was the key witness to the whole situation, was not even called to testify. It was a whole cover-up and they let these people away with murder. Jose may have been the one with the knife (who physically stabbed Brody and wanted to keep on stabbing the poor man and had to be held back) but the others helped set it all up and covered it all up too. There was no investigation as to what went on in the hospital as soon as Tony was told to leave. 

To this very day, nobody had been held accountable for the death of Bruiser Brody. The truth has come out and it has spread far and wide thanks to the internet, a lot of wrestling fans know the full truth now but these men never faced justice and a young married father lost his life at the age of 42. The people responsible are now in their 70s and it's highly unlikely now that they'll face justice in a court of law but the public know them and see them for what they truly are. Brody is continually remembered, not only for his shocking death but for his incredible legacy as one of the all time wrestling greats. Tony Atlas is a global treasure in my opinion who deserves to be protected. What an incredible person Tony is and even to this day he has never changed his story of the events and he talks of Brody with such fondness. 

It's such a sad story and another example of how you think you can trust people but you just never know what some people's true intentions are. Jose and Brody had their moments, there was a lot of tense moments between the pair of them but on the run up to the murder, they appeared to be friends. Jose had spent some time with Brody that week and all was well, obviously he was planning his murder the whole time. I guess these heartless men didn't count on Tony Atlas standing up against them and so they ended up planning to murder him too,  thankfully they failed. If there's any justice in this, it is that these guys are remembered as murderers, Tony and Brody are thought of as heroes. To think that Brody was holding the picture of his beloved son is heartbreaking but he loved his family so much and his character 'Bruiser Brody' was so much different to the man he was at home. His family miss him dearly as do many of his fans. It was a terrible waste of a huge talent that never should have happened. In a dressing room full of witnesses and Tony was the only one with the decency and bravery to stand up for what was right. 

RIP Frank Donald Goodish, your legacy continues. RIP also to Sika Anoa'i . I also wish the best for Brody's family, Tony Atlas and Savio Vega. 

Brody was cremated and his ashes were given to his family. 

What are your thoughts on this very dark part of wrestling history? I would love to read them below or by email (jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com)

Further reading and sources: 

Bruiser Brody | WWE Superstars

Bruiser Brody | Wikipedia

Brody: The Triumph And Tragedy of Wrestling's Rebel by Larry Mattysik & Barbara Goodish

Tony Atlas Interview | Monte & The Pharaoh

Tony Atlas | Wikipedia

WWE | Wikipedia

Jose Gonzalez | Wikipedia

WWE Network 

WWE Encyclopedia by DK

WWE 50 by Kevin Sullivan

WWE Ultimate Superstar Guide by Jake Black

Tony Atlas: Too Much Too Soon by Tony Atlas

The History of Pro Wrestling: And 30 Iconic Personalities by Taylor K Reade

I am nearly at the end of this series, I have two wrestlers to write about in my upcoming posts, please let me know what your thoughts have been on this series and if there's anyone you would like to see me cover. 

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From a Childhood of Hell to Pro Wrestler......and Serial Killer! | Dark History From The World of Wrestling: Part Six

(Juana Barraza. Picture credits: The Sun. Collage created by Caledonian Kitty)

*Please be aware that I will be sharing some sensitive details in this post that will include child abuse, elderly abuse and addiction. I will, as always, aim to be as sensitive as I can be with sharing the details without taking away from the facts of the case. If you have any questions or comments about the post, please feel free to email at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com*

From a appalling childhood plagued with physical and psychological abuse at the hands of an alcoholic mother and struggles financially, when Juana Barraza became one of the most respected female wrestlers Mexico had ever seen, it was seen as a story of triumph despite the odds against her. At a time when female wrestlers were still working hard to be taken seriously, Like Chyna, Juana was helping pave the way for strong female wrestlers who had overcome many difficult barriers in their private lives to work their way to the top through sheer grit, hard work and determination.

The future looked bright for Juana, who wrestled under the name 'La Dama Del Silencio' meaning 'The Lady of Silence'. For her build, strength and demeanor it seemed an odd choice of name for her character but nonetheless, wrestling fans were in awe of what she was able to achieve in the ring. Juana didn't just catch the attention of wrestling fans in Mexico, people from all over the world were transfixed with her wrestling abilities and it seemed that she would go far, maybe end up in America at some point? The possibilities for her seemed endless but unfortunately Juana's life was to take another road, a very, very dark one at that.

Born Juana Dayanara Barraza Samperio (shorted to Juana Barazza) in Epazoyucan, Hidalgo (Mexico) on the 27th of December 1957. As I mentioned at the beginning of this post, her childhood was hell. Her mother was a chronic alcoholic who basically did anything to ger her hands on booze...even if it meant prostituting out her own daughter in order to get alcohol. Juana's life was a nightmare, a horrendous non-stop ordeal which would shape the rest of her life. She ended up pregnant as a result of one of the horrendous r*pes that she was forced to endure. She soon found herself the mother of four children and struggling to make ends meet when she finally did escape her mother. 

The road to freedom from her mother's evil abuse was not an easy one and more tragedy was to come for Juana when her son was murdered during an attack and robbery, he sadly passed away from his injuries. With so much pent up anger and several scars from her childhood, Juana threw herself into training and workouts. People would comment on how strong she seemed and that she should get into sports especially wrestling. Juana became a wrestler and wasn't sure if it would work out but it did. It took a lot for her to be able to stand in front of a crowd of people and prove herself as an athlete alongside other professional wrestlers but like Chyna (who I wrote about in a previous post in this series) she gave it her all and won the hearts of wrestling fans.

Everything was going great but the pain and memories of what happened in her childhood never escaped her. She may have been able to escape her Mother's evil grasp but the horrible memories that remained were not as easy to escape from. Despite her success as a wrestler she was suffering with severe post-traumatic stress disorder and had never had professional help and guidance in how to manage these painful thoughts and memories. 

In an attempt to block out the pain she turned to alcohol and drugs but these were a temporary fix. As they wore off the memories and dreadful thoughts would come rushing back and her addictions were becoming expensive to maintain. Soon enough her wrestling career was suffering and eventually she found herself turning her back on what was to be a promising career by further spiralling out of control. Filled with anger at the past and anger that her career was ruined, she blamed her mother for everything and the more she would sit and dwell on the past, the more angry she became. 

Sadly, Juana began to look at older women with misplaced hostility, she would see them and think of her mother. Thinking of the past she would fantasize about revenge and she would make herself feel better by taking her anger out on poor, defenceless elderly women. She would cast these innocent women in the role of her mother and she would murder them, often by strangulation. Juana would target an elderly woman and would appear on her doorstep dressed in smart clothing, with a fake ID, a stethoscope (which she often used to strangle her victims) and government papers in the pretence that she was a government official who was there to provide support and advice on how the women could claim welfare. It was cold and calculating how she was able to manipulate these vulnerable women by appearing to be nice and friendly until she had gotten into their homes. 

For seven years, Juana stalked the streets of Mexico City murdering elderly women in what she would later say was in revenge for her childhood and the abuse she endured from her mother. The police found a difficult task on their hands when trying to investigate these murders as any witnesses that did come forward described the possible perpetrator as a 'man dressed in women's clothing'. With this common description given, the police questioned numerous transsexual prostitutes but seemed to be getting nowhere. Eventually they were able to come to a conclusion that the murderer was a woman with masculine features and there was an information poster that was shared around which fit the description of Juana. As she looked like the image she was brought in for questioning and her fingerprints matched 40 of the crime scenes in which elderly women had been strangled. 

With the evidence all stacked against her she had no choice but to give in and confess. She said she murdered the women because of her mother. She claimed that she was helping society by murdering these elderly women. Juana was found guilty in March of 2008. She confessed to just three of the murders but her DNA was found in all of the cases that she was suspected of. She was found guilty of murdering eleven women but suspected of killing as many as 40. She was sentenced to 759 years in prison so it's a certainty that she will die behind bars. 

Juana is currently serving her sentence at Santa Martha Acatitla, a maximum-security women's prison in Mexico City. She is reportedly a model prisoner who spends her time cooking for fellow prisoners, making money by selling tacos and personal training sessions. Despite being behind bars, Juana uses some of the money she makes to help support her family on the outside. She had also said to have had some romantic relationships with various men through a pen-pal service, even been married at one point but has since divorced. 

The story of Juana is a heartbreaking one, her childhood of misery which was so traumatic that it affected the rest of her life. She tried to make something of herself and she was doing so well but the anger of the past had eaten away at her and innocent people were murdered. She not only managed to destroy her career, her life, herself but also the lives of these poor women and their loved ones. It's just a really tragic story all around. If only she had gotten the proper psychological help that she needed but even then, the horrendous abuse that she suffered was something that would never be able to be healed fully, she would probably need intense counselling and possibly medication for the rest of her life. In the poor circumstances in which she and many others were living, it just wasn't possible. 

My heart goes out to the innocent women who were murdered and their families. I also feel for the trauma that Juana went through in her childhood, nobody deserves that. The only positive we can take from this is that she is behind bars and nobody else can come to harm at her hands again and also hopefully there is the opportunity there for her to have professional help for her trauma. 

Further Reading & Sources: 

Juana Barraza: Article | BBC News

Juana Barraza | IMDB

Juana Barraza: Article | The Guardian

Juana Barraza | Wikipedia

-  Juana Barraza: Article | New York Post

Mexico City | Wikipedia

Lucha Libre | Wikipedia

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Scandals, Bitterness, Betrayals & Shocking Deaths: The Story of The British Bulldogs | Dark History From The World of Wrestling Part Five

 
(Dynamite Kid and Davey Boy Smith. Picture credit: Manchester Evening News)

*Please be aware that some of the details that I will be sharing in this post are quite sensitive. I will be talking about such issues such as steroid abuse and Domestic Violence. My aim, as always is to share the details and facts of events in a sensitive manner whilst also not taking away the reality and truth of the details. Please feel free to contact me if you have any questions or thoughts about this post: jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com* 

I'm not going to lie, after spending a considerable amount of time looking back over, researching and thinking about the stories and the lives of the people I have written about so far in this series. it does leave you with a feeling of sadness. I have to admit that whilst going back over the story of The Bulldogs (The British Bulldog - Davey Boy Smith and Dynamite Kid - Tom Billington) I found myself shedding tears. This may sound odd but I was overcome with emotion when I was finishing off my notes about Tom Billington and for some reason or another, I found tears streaming down my face. Did I know him personally? No. Was he an amazing person that deserves my tears? Probably not. As I tried to understand my reaction to this all I can explain it as, is the wasted talent of someone who really did have it all at one point and destroyed himself in the process.

The Bulldogs were around before I had gotten into wrestling but I knew who they were and how important they had been to wrestling history and how they had inspired so many of our favourite wrestlers of recent times. To know of their legendary status and then to learn of what happened to them was heartbreaking. Although saddened by the outcome for both of these men, the story of Tom Billington (Dynamite Kid) was the one that got to me the most because he became a monster in a lot of ways and ended up back in England, living in a council house on welfare. There's nothing wrong with living in a council house (I grew up in them) but he was a wrestling legend and he threw it all away, in fact a better way to describe it is 'destroyed', he basically destroyed what he had worked so hard for and he hurt the people who loved him most. All he had left to show for it in the end was a stack of video tapes of recorded past glories and to me it just saddened me. He was confined to a wheelchair with not a penny to his name and that's all he had left until he passed away at the age of 60 on the very same date that he was born. It's just tragic all the way around, both for Tom and for Davey. 

I was originally going to write this post sorely on Davey Boy Smith (The British Bulldog) but knowing the heartbreaking and unbelievable life and tragic death of Tom Billington (Dynamite Kid) and how these guys were not only cousins, iconic tag team members but how they ended up so close to the Hart family. it's funny sometimes with the wrestling world that a lot of people are linked somehow and The British Bulldogs (as Tom and Davey called themselves and their tag team) did make it all away across the pond not only to train in the infamous Hart Dungeon by the legendary Stu Hart, but they helped put British wrestling on the map. They were pioneers, especially Tom who many (including Bret Hart) have referred to as one of the greatest wrestlers of all time. 

Another fact that saddens me (and I can understand why) is that Tom Billington will never be included in the WWE Hall of Fame and as we go along in this post you will probably understand why too. It doesn't make it any more less sad that his name will never be included especially after everything he achieved and sacrificed since he was 13 years old. Davey Boy Smith was posthumously inducted into the WWE Hall of Fame in 2020, Davey had his troubles but Tom's past behaviours and actions were not those that can be papered over so easily no matter how much time has passed. 

If you're a wrestling fan you will no doubt know the story of both of these men and if you are new to wrestling then you will probably have noticed the difference in how fans talk about Davey as opposed to Tom. Davey is looked back on with sadness and fond memories are shared. With Tom, there is negativity and a list of things he had done but who is to blame for that? Nobody but Tom, Some people will make excuses for his behaviour and say it was all drugs but he was a handful since he was a child, the steroids just amplified what was already there. 

So, as both of these men led extremely wild and complicated lives I have had to break it down because so much had gone on with the pair of them that I could fill 5 blog posts just on them alone. In this post I aim to give you a brief background of Davey and Tom, their stories and the tragic endings for both of them. 

So let's dive briefly in to the background of Tom, Davey and what was to become of one of the most infamous tag teams in wrestling history, The British Bulldogs. 

Thomas Wilton Billington was born in Golborne, Manchester (England) on the 5th of December 1958. It was almost as if he was born to be a wrestler because he had that competitive streak in his blood and came from a line of bare-knuckle boxers as well as having and ancestor (James Billington) who had been a wrestler. He had two sisters and a brother and was quite quiet as a child who didn't pay much attention to his school work. He was quick to temper and due to having the male role models in his family being boxers in the past, he wanted to follow in their footsteps but he was self conscious about his size. He was considered small but skinny, fast and quick. Tom never wanted to be labelled as small and skinny. He started training intensely at the tender age of 13 and was determined to build himself up. He was introduced to Ted Betley (Dr Death) who was a former wrestler and Ted trained him for about three years. It wasn't long before he was making a name for himself in British wrestling and beyond. 

Tom was a natural in the ring and exciting to watch, it was like he had years of experience already under his belt but he was still very young. At this point British wrestling was pretty much underground, there was a small following but nowhere near as huge as it was to become in the 1990's leading up to present day. Overseas it was huge and people often look back and comment about how the 80s and 90s were the glory days of wrestling. Tom caught the attention of the Harts and soon found himself on a plane to Calgary to train at the famous 'Dungeon' where the talent he already had was made even stronger. When he arrived at the Dungeon he compared himself to some of the other wrestlers who were training and he felt inadequate as he was 5 ft 7, for him this was an issue and he was very insecure about his height, this would lead him to try and overcompensate later by taking human growth hormones to make himself as big as he possibly could. (When Tom began taking steroids he was reported to have gained at least 30 to 40 pounds) With his performance and dedication to his craft everyone was impressed, even seasoned legends such as Stu Hart. Tom took everyone by storm and due to the fact that British wrestling seemed to be a lot more technical, almost taken more seriously than American wrestling he was able to bring some of that flavour too but had to learn how to be a bit more theatrical as was the usual routine with Canadian/American wrestling. The Dynamite Kid was making waves and it wasn't long before his cousin (who was just a few years younger than him) Davey followed in his footsteps. 

Davey was also a hot headed young kid from humble beginnings just as his cousin Tom was. He'd been having some trouble at school and in his local area, it seemed that these kids had bags of energy and short fuses so it was put to Davey that he channel his energy into something positive. Davey already admired his older cousin and had an interest in wrestling so he started training too and soon found himself appearing on UK TV at just 15 years old. He ended up alongside Tom in the states as he had proven to be a talented wrestler too. 

Looking back, it was amazing what they were both able to achieve in the late 70s into the 1980s, this was back at a time where (in British wrestling at least) it wasn't the glitz and glamour affair of today, it was rougher and not as polished, it was very rough and dare I say it....more a man's sport but when the Bulldogs ended up in the states, they saw the difference and adapted to a more glamorous tone. As the years went on they had widened their experience by wrestling in other countries as well as Japan. The Bulldogs, especially the Dynamite Kid ended up gaining a reputation for having a unique style of combining elements of European, Japanese and American wrestling. Everyone was excited to see what they would do next when they did perform in the ring either individually or as a tag team. 

As well as having eventful careers in the ring their personal lives were something to behold too. Both of the cousins had romances with women who were close to the Hart family, cementing their connection to the iconic family even more. Davey marrying Stu and Helen's daughter Diana a day after her 21st birthday and had two children with her. Tom married the sister of Bret Hart's wife and they had a son and a daughter together. I had mentioned in my previous post about how close the Hart family were and they took Tom and Davey into their family and treated them the same as they treated everyone else. 

With success on their side, beautiful wives, children and a hit with wrestling fans across the globe, all should have been well for Tom and Davey but events, over inflated egos and steroids were to poison not only their personal relationships but their reputations as a whole. In the case of Tom Billington, I mentioned earlier that I found myself shedding tears because I saw what became of the man and the path that he went down. Tom had it all (even Ozzy Osbourne was a huge fan - I had to get that in there somewhere) and instead of becoming a good person with it, he became a monster who's reputation was so toxic that today any chance of him being inducted into the WWE Hall of Fame is highly unlikely. The guys were never angels, even before they hit the big time, both were known for being quick tempered and competitive but although those traits were negative it's what in part helped them become such great wrestlers. Adding steroids and other substances into the mix was just a recipe for disaster and it caused other people close to them to suffer and eventually their careers would suffer as a result. 

Tom was a bully and Davey would be behind him joining in and this was all happening not as part of a storyline but just because Tom felt like it. Backstage in the locker room Tom would pick on new wrestlers, younger wrestlers, anyone who he saw as a potential threat and on one of these nasty occasions, Tom and Davey reportedly got into another wrestler's hotel room after they had spiked the man's drink with a sleeping pill, shaved off his eyebrows and defecated in the man's training bag. The constant harassment from Tom drove this man into having a break down and leaving the wrestling business. The Dynamite Kid was seen as an icon for so many kids and up and coming wrestlers (I mentioned in my Chris Benoit post about the huge impact he had on Chris who practically worshipped him) but the way he was throwing his weight around backstage, bullying people and then it became known that he was abusive to his wife. He created a very uncomfortable atmosphere and fellow wrestlers began losing all respect for him and he ended up being taken down a peg or two when one of his 'victims' who'd had enough of the bullying grabbed a fist full of coins and punched him in the face knocking his teeth out. This completely stunned Tom as well as humiliated him. People still talk about that to this day, many believing that it was him getting his just deserts for the way he had treated other people. 

Both Davey and Tom had addiction problems, refusal to take time off from various injuries sustained and constant drama caused by them in their personal lives it got to the point where Vince McMahon was wanting rid of them due to their bad reputations and for learning that they'd been taking steroids and Vince was already under fire at that time so didn't need any more drama. Davey who was deemed the lesser evil of the two ended up trying to distance himself from Tom's bad reputation. He may have joined in on the bullying at times but was never a major player he just did what Tom told him to do. Tom came across as a very intimidating person and people enjoyed watching this in the ring but he was even worse in his personal life and with some of the other wrestlers he encountered. Out of the pair of them it seemed that Davey was the one who could possibly turn his life around and repair some of the damage that had been caused. Tom on the other hand just got worse and at one point pointed a gun at his pregnant wife after she told him to leave due to the constant abuse she had endured whenever he was home. His wife and kids didn't want him around because he was frightening. 

Despite the ups and downs of Davey's wrestling career, it is fair to say that Vince McMahon did try his best to support him. I know that will raise a few eyebrows with me speaking of Vince in a sort of positive light but Vince did pay for Davey's rehab and always gave him chances when other doors were closed. 

It just goes to show you how bad Tom's reputation was that people were willing to give Davey a chance despite his troubles but they had washed their hands with the guy who had basically inspired other wrestlers and helped put British wrestling on the map and proved to be a huge draw in the beginning. 

The relationship between Davey and Tom soured and continued to sour. In the matches that Davey and Tom participated in, Davey felt he was the one doing all of the work due to Tom's back injuries where he shouldn't have been wrestling, Tom's behaviour was getting worse and more toxic. Despite Davey doing his best to support him Tom blamed Davey for his injuries and things were just never the same between them. Eventually the pair would cut ties altogether when, after a road accident Davey was left pretty shaken up and determined to turn his life around so he returned to WWF determined to make a go of things but this time without Tom, he wanted to go solo. In what some would say was a bit of a backstabbing move, Davey trademarked 'The British Bulldog' so that Tom could no longer use it and the pair reportedly never spoke to each other again after that. 

Davey tried to turn things around but his addictions were still very much in control of him and more drama in his personal life didn't help matters either. He assaulted a man in a bar who he believed had been making inappropriate comments to Diana and the man ended up in the hospital with head injuries. He was originally charged with aggravated assault but these charges were later dropped. 

After Owen Hart's tragic death (I previously covered Owen's story here) Davey had caused some tension with Bret Hart because he made comments about Owen's death just being a tragic accident. Davey wasn't with the WWF at this time but he was looking to return and Bret felt betrayed both by what he had said about Owen and also about him wanting to return to WWF. Vince always kept the door open for Davey under the condition that he was 100% clean but he could never conquer his demons. Like his cousin Tom, he was very abusive to his wife and had threatened to kill her. He was in a very bad place and a Doctor had told him that he had an enlarged heart. He was supposed to be taking things easy but he continued to push things. 

On the 18th of May 2002 (at the age of just 39 years old) Davey Boy Smith aka The British Bulldog sadly passed away due to a heart attack. His death was determined to be from complications of having a heart that was too big for his chest despite evidence of steroids and other substances in his body. The levels of these substances were not enough to have contributed to his death according to the medical examiner.

Not to play down the tragedy of his death but another soap-opera style detail in this sad and unbelievable story is that Dave had been on holiday at the time of his death.....with Bruce Hart's estranged wife Andrea. He reportedly had two funerals, The Hart family paid their tributes and another one was held by Andrea. 

Davey was buried back in Golborne, England, the very place he was born, so he basically came back home to rest and his memorial stone is a beautiful black monument. There is calls for a statue of The British Bulldog to be placed in his hometown as a tribute to him. To this very day there is tribute accounts to Davey, people like to focus on the good times. 

With Tom, despite all of his achievements there's still that black shadow of his behaviour towards others and the pain and hurt caused. I know there was an episode of 'Darkside of The Ring' which focused on Tom but I have yet to see it. I know the details revealed in the programme shocked many fans as some were unaware of the full extent to the problems as well as the horrible incident with him threatening his wife with the gun. There's just too much negativity towards others that makes one find it a bit difficult to try to find some light in the darkness when it comes to Tom, all I can say is the truth that he was a pioneer, a very talented man but also a very troubled man. He gave his life to wrestling and sacrificed it all including his sanity. Davey passing away at the age of just 39 was so tragic and everyone did all they could to help him but having been in that life since a young teenager (it's unclear when Tom first introduced Davey to steroids but we know they were both young and continued to take them throughout the years) one can only imagine how difficult it was to try and break free. These steroids don't only wreak havoc with the human body, they also destroy the mind.

Despite health problems continuing to plague him and ending up back in England penniless, living in a council house on welfare, Tom managed to survive somehow to the age of 60. The age of 60 is still a young and tragic death but considering how much substances he had taken over the years and the damage to his body he was quite strong to last that long. Tom was also confined to a wheelchair and I know a lot of his downfall was his own doing but it doesn't fill me with pleasure to see what became of him. I just find the whole thing so sad. Some people visited him, he did receive letters and well-wishes from fans who still respected him for what he had done for wrestling. The achievements he made were still recognised by many but what a truly sad ending to an unbelievable story of two young boys who left England and became wrestling superstars for a time in wrestling history. Tom died on the same date that he was born, his cause of death has never been determined for whatever reason but we do know that he was suffering from depression. Tom was cremated and no other details are known. I know it's not appropriate to speculate these types of situations but the day of his death being his 60th birthday, the state of his health and the circumstances must have been incredibly difficult for him. Tom had a vast amount of video tapes from his glory days and it's kind of heartbreaking to think of him sitting there watching the tapes remembering the good times, no longer the strapping young man that he was, full of energy living his best life in the states, living the dream, his wrestling dream and then for it all to come to what it did, it's just so sad and what else can you say?

I'm not a fan of bullies but I think he didn't deserve what became of him. Some people say he had changed his ways and had a different outlook on life. I hope that despite everything that happened he at least maybe knew that there was an appreciation for what he did achieve. 

RIP Davey and Tom. Aside from the dark times, your contribution to wrestling forever remains unmatched and you will never be forgotten. Thank you for paving the way for others with a dream. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Dynamite & Davey | Book by Steven Bell

Pure Dynamite: The Autobiography of Tom 'Dynamite Kid' Billington | Book by Tom Billington

Davey Boy Smith | Find A Grave

Tom Billington | Find A Grave

The British Bulldogs | Wikipedia

Davey Boy Smith | Wikipedia

Best of The British Bulldog | WWE Network/Netflix

British Bulldog | WWE

British Bulldog: Article | BBC News

The British Bulldog | Instagram

WWE Hall of Fame

WWE Hall of Fame | Pro Wrestling

Golborne | Wikipedia

I would love to know your thoughts on this post, Davey and Tom. If you've made it this far, thank you. As always I appreciate it. I hope you will join me for part six in my Dark History From The World of Wrestling Series. In the meantime, I hope to see you elsewhere on my socials. Take care until next time x

Under-Pressure! The reluctant Wrestler Who Became An Icon: The Story of Owen Hart | Dark History From The World of Wrestling Part Four

(Owen Hart. Picture credit: The Independent)

This is one of those moments in wrestling history that will forever bring a wave of sadness over any wrestling fan and that is the shocking, untimely death of Owen Hart. Owen's legacy is very much carved into wrestling history and so it should be. As the son of a wrestling legend (Stu Hart) and the brother of a WWF/WWE Superstar (Bret Hart) he was born on the 7th of May 1965 in Calgary, Alberta, Canada, into a wrestling dynasty. It was like the Hart family had a special wrestling gene that ran through their veins. 

We have a few famous wrestling families but the Hart family were on their own level. Owen's father had trained future wrestling superstars, when it came to wrestling and bringing out the best in athletes, Stu Hart was nothing short of a genius. Owen James Hart, who was the youngest of 12 children to Stu and his wife Helen, would watch in awe as a child as his father would take ambitious future wrestlers down to the family's basement of their mansion which had been converted into what they called 'The Dungeon', it wasn't fancy or full of gym equipment but what was learned down there was the making of true wrestling. Basically you'd train with Stu and his colleagues, Mr Hito and Kazuo Sakurada and you'd go in there wet behind the ears, be put through your paces and if you were strong enough you would come out of it with the potential to be a wrestling superstar. Ambitious boys who'd maybe done some training in a gym and thought they knew it all would go to the Dungeon and go through hell physically and mentally and come out of it as men. It was the toughest bootcamp but it produced results and every ambitious wrestler wanted to train with Stu. Stu reportedly didn't take any money from the people he trained, he just did it all because he was so passionate about wrestling. 

I could write many posts on the Hart family alone because of the remarkable things various members of the family have achieved but my aim in this post is to focus mostly on Owen's story but give you the background of how he came to be in wrestling. Being born into this extraordinary family as the last of the Hart children to amazing parents. I've mentioned how Stu helped shape wrestling legends but Owen's mother was an incredible force in his life too, Helen would work all the hours that she could to help manage the family's wrestling business. Stu and Helen were the owners of legendary Stampede wrestling which Stu had founded in 1948 in Calgary, Canada. Stu had worked his way up through poverty and all of his years of struggling and working hard had paid off. He was very much a family man as well as being devoted to wrestling, his sons had all followed him into the business and Owen was said to have been like his father in so many ways especially when it came to family. 

When Owen was growing up his father wasn't as active in the business but was still involved and doing some training, in between this he would take care of the children and the house whilst Helen was busy working. Stu was very hands on with the cooking, cleaning and both Owen's parents had the perfect balance of discipline and love when it came to raising their children. Owen watched his father and studied him, growing up to hugely admire him. 

Stu Hart was an incredible role model in so many ways with his commitment to wrestling, his devotion to family and the down to earth values he bestowed upon his children. 

Growing up in a big house full of so many relatives with various people coming and going, it was no surprise that although Owen was very close with his family, when he had gotten a bit older and met his true love, Martha, all he wanted to do was lead a quiet and private life. But when he was a teenager, although he claimed he wasn't forced, it was kind of expected that he would also have a wrestling career. He had gotten involved in amateur wrestling in high school which was in huge part to impress his father because it had been a personal dream of Stu's to have made accomplishments in both the amateur and Olympic field. Wrestling was never Owen's passion but it's often been said about Owen over the years that he didn't choose wrestling, wrestling chose him. 

Uneducated people tend to scoff at wrestling and think that it's all easy and fake but the truth is, is that it is a lot of hard work, a LOT of hard work, it takes over an individual's life and requires commitment, blood, sweat and tears as well as a lot of time away from loved ones. Horrific injuries can occur, numerous surgeries are often required and in many cases we have seen a lot of very tragic times when someone has passed away. 

Owen had a natural ability to be an incredible performer in the ring and he had a real presence about him. For someone who's heart wasn't really in wrestling, he really gave it his all and as well as being an incredible athlete and being able to perform risky stunts as well as being very entertaining at promos, he was a great actor as well as having a great sense of humour. He was known for being the life and soul of the party, someone who would tell jokes and play harmless pranks on people. His sense of humour was not malicious, in many ways he was like a big kid and that would probably explain why he was also so great with children and would go on to be an incredible father. 

Despite being a natural at wrestling and accomplishing many goals, he still wasn't comfortable with living his his older brother Brett's shadow. With the rise of WWF (World Wrestling Federation) it was agreed that Owen would follow his brother not only for the sake of his career but for financial reasons. Owen had high hopes for his time at WWF but it wasn't what he was expecting, the character they wanted him to portray was ridiculous to him and part of the role was that he would lose matches and come across as an imbecile. Owen wasn't comfortable with any of this and decided just to go home and start another chapter in his life with his sweetheart Martha. 

Back home with Martha and away from wrestling was where Owen was his happiest, that's all he wanted was a family life and a steady job. They both had dreams of living in a beautiful big house, raising children and growing old together. The pair married in a beautiful ceremony and worked on plans for their dream home. Owen had previous visions of originally becoming a PE teacher but that didn't work out so he now turned his attention to becoming a fireman. In the process of applying for the role, Martha had fallen pregnant with their son Oje and they couldn't be happier but as time went on, Owen realised that the career as a fireman was just not going to happen and with a family to support and a dream home in the works, he felt that he had no choice but to return to wrestling. 

Owen returned to wrestling and at first it took some time before things took a positive turn in his career, he was put in a storyline with his brother Bret and it was one of the most popular angles in wrestling history. Bret was just as good an actor as Owen and the brothers had to portray that they hated each other. As a true Hart would, they played the roles to a tee making sure they were never seen talking to each other outside of the ring or in public. The storyline went on for a year and really boosted Owen's popularity with the fans. 

Having grown up with wrestling all around him since the day he was born, Owen had seen the business from all levels and what it all took to not only become a wrestler but what also went on behind the scenes. He knew so much about the business aspect of it as well as from the point of view of a wrestler. Owen may not have wanted to be a wrestler deep down but he still respected the business, it was a huge part of his father's life and his family's life. So when he saw what was becoming of WWF it was beginning to leave a sour taste in his mouth. For a lot of us as fans watching these shows, we all found it amusing but imagine being an actual part of some of these crazy storylines. It was pretty much 'The Jerry Springer Show meets WWF'. Female wrestlers were not taken seriously, there would be bra and panties matches, they would be paraded about in next to nothing whilst the most outrageous storylines would be going on. The ratings were high but the standards were low and Vince McMahon wanted Owen to be part of it. Despite it all being what I call 'adult pantomime', Owen wasn't comfortable with what they wanted him to do. He wasn't happy either at the way his brother Bret had been treated after so many years with the company. Bret was no longer at WWF and the story goes that Bret had previously turned down a very lucrative contract with a rival wrestling company out of loyalty to Vince. Vince then persuaded Bret to sign a contract that would mean less money for him and because being a Hart he was loyal, he signed it. 

Vince McMahon for all of his faults is a genius when it comes to being a businessman but he has left a lot of angry faces behind him. Some of what he has done for the sake of money and viewings is appalling. With the situation with Bret Hart, fans of wrestling are divided, there are those who believe that Bret has been treated badly over the years by the company and others who consider him to be bitter and responsible for any issues that have arisen over the years. The story behind Bret being thrown out of WWF was apparently due to his contract being too much money, Vince was concerned going forward that some of his other star wrestlers would notice how much money Bret was being payed and then ask for the same. There was a similar situation with Chyna (who I have previously written about in part three of this series) when she asked for a certain amount of money which was reasonable considering she was a huge draw. She was refused and excuses were made about Playboy and adult film work but Vince didn't seem to have an issue with other female wrestlers who had partaken in similar things outside of the company. If anything, he pushed that sort of display or narrative, the sleazier the better in his book. 

So without his brother there and wanting out of WWF himself, Vince refused to let him go and put various storylines to him which he refused to do. Owen began to get worried because of the contract stating that he could be fired if he continued to say no to things. At this point he had two children with Martha (he now had a little girl called Athena) and they were just weeks away from moving into their dream home that they worked so hard for. If he was fired there would be issues with the money and legal problems would come into play and Owen couldn't be bothered with all of the stress of that. Vince put a final idea to him and that was to return to his character The Blue Blazer which Owen felt he had no choice but to agree to. Owen felt that this was Vince punishing him for refusing to take part in the risky storylines (just to give you an idea of one of the storylines, Vince wanted Owen's character to pretend to be having an affair with a fellow female wrestler, Owen didn't feel comfortable with this and didn't want to disrespect his wife who was pregnant at that time). 

At this point in his career, Owen had established himself as one of the greatest wrestlers of all time and had proven that he had accomplished all of the dreams and goals that his father had for him. He wanted out of it desperately and was never comfortable with the fame. I think the house was the biggest goal for him after marrying Martha and having the children, I think the house would have completed their dream and he would have just left the wrestling world behind for good. It seemed like he was just getting the final bit of money and security together for his family and then that was going to be it. 

However, any hopes and dreams that Owen and Martha had planned with their beautiful children was not to become a reality. Vince had decided that Owen would take part in an unnecessary stunt which was to take place at the Kemper Arena on May the 23rd 1999. Owen was not a fan of heights and this stunt was unbelievable if you have actually seen the layout of the arena and the height that he was expected to come down from (which was 80ft). One cannot imagine how terrifying that must have been. Owen may have been a heavily built guy (he was 5ft 10 weighing 230 pounds) but he was very much a gentle soul and had a hard time putting his foot down with certain things. He felt pressured to do this and had vocalised this just hours before he was expected to perform this very dangerous and very risky stunt. 

On the day of his appearance (which would sadly be his last) Owen drove to the Kemper Arena, arriving early to prepare himself and take part in a rehearsal. According to Vince McMahon this particular stunt had been performed many times across various venues by other wrestlers and there had been no previous problems. He also claimed that there had been a number of rehearsals that afternoon but according to reports, Owen had a quick rehearsal and went back stage to get changed. When the time came for Owen to perform the stunt, he had a coverall to hide his costume and quickly ran up to the top of the Arena, nobody noticed him at the time, He then climbed a ladder which took him up to a catwalk, he ran across this to riggers who were waiting to hook him up to the rigging device. He took off the coveralls and adjusted his costume before putting on his mask and he was connected to the device where he was gently swung out above the crowds 80ft in the air. The thought of this is terrifying, 80ft is the equivalent of an 8 story building and for someone who was afraid of heights it doesn't even bare thinking about. Something happened up there and the device couldn't hold Owen's weight and the poor man fell to his what what was to be his last moments. He reportedly hit the ropes and the lights came on as crew rushed around him. Owen's blood could be seen on in the on the floor of the ring. A reported said that he saw Owen lying on his back and for a moment Owen briefly lifted his head up but quickly fell back again. He was stretchered out of the arena to the hospital but it was sadly too late. Owen Hart was pronounced dead at the age of just 34. 

Other wrestlers as well as the announcers and crew knew that Owen had died but a decision was made to carry on with the show despite Owen's blood still being in the ring. This decision to carry on in what was a very traumatic and very disturbing moment in wrestling history has forever left a huge black mark on the world of wrestling especially Vince McMahon. It goes alongside some of the other things he has done which people have felt to be heartless and in bad taste. The Hart family found this to be hugely disrespectful especially Martha who made a point of inviting Vince to Owen's funeral.

Martha wanted Vince at the funeral to make it clear to him that his extreme desperation for views and money ended up costing a married young father his life. She wanted to show him that the wrestlers he would often chew up and spit out were actually human beings with feelings and they were not robots or invincible. Martha decided to file a lawsuit against WWF and Vince McMahon and all who were responsible for the shoddy set up of the stunt device which on further inspection was no way suitable to hold the weight of a 230 pound man. 

Martha and the Hart estate were paid $18 million from WWF for the wrongful death of Owen Hart. Martha used some of the money to establish the Owen Hart Foundation which helps support people from all over the world who are living in poverty and going through hard times. 

Forever devoted to her husband and keeping his legacy alive. Martha wrote a book which was released in 2002 called Broken Harts: The Life & Death of Owen Hart

Owen Hart was buried in Queen's Park Cemetery in Calgary, Alberta, Canada. His beautiful memorial stone has the inscriptions: Oje Loves Dad, Athena Loves Dad, Martha And Owen Forever.

Owen's father, Stu sadly passed away in 2003 at the age of 88, his devoted wife Helen died at the age of 77 in 2001. They had been married for 53 years. They had 12 children, 10 of which survived them and had been the grandparents to 35 grandchildren. Before Helen passed away she was able to enjoy alongside her husband, the joy of becoming a great-grandparent.

In tribute to Owen, the WWE superstar Kevin Owens named his son after the late legend and also included his wrestling surname as a tribute to both Owen and his son. 

RIP Owen, Stu and Helen. The Hart family legacy continues and will always be a huge part of wrestling history. 

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If you have made it this far in the post, I thank you, it means a lot to me. The story of what happened to Owen will always be such a sad and tragic memory, at only 34 he had so much still to do with his life with his beautiful family. He deserved to have the life he so desperately wanted and worked so hard for. In the end he died because he put other people before himself as he always did. It was true that he was just like his father, selfless to a fault. We talk a lot about people who dream about becoming a wrestler but what about the people who are born into the world of fame, they are forever under the spotlight expected to achieve the same accomplishments and awards that their parents or siblings have done, it's a tremendous amount of pressure. For Owen he had so many natural talents and one of them was wrestling, it was in his blood and people loved him, his wife, children, family, the fans, his colleagues, he was an entertainer and a real people person. Notice how all of the things he really wanted to do involved helping people, he was just a giver with a heart of gold and the foundation that Martha set up in his honour is a beautiful tribute to a man who gave his all right up to the very last moment. I consider him a true hero not just a wrestler. 


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