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Columbine High School Massacre | Part Four: The Victims, The Aftermath And Final Thoughts

(Continued from Part Three

After the school had been thoroughly searched for any remaining explosives which carried on into the next day (21st of April) the official number of victims was announced to the public, 13 of the victims and the bodies of Dylan and Eric had remained in the school for quite some time. At the time none of the victims had been formally identified. The authorities began removing the victims bodies out of the school that afternoon and into the evening, by 5pm the identities of all who were killed were being known.

When Eric and Dylan's bodies were removed that evening a blizzard that came out of nowhere started. The day up until that point had been warm and sunny.

On the 22nd of April officials announced that they found another propane bomb in the school's kitchen.

From the 22nd of April onwards, funerals for the victims began to take place. An official memorial was held in which 70,000 people attended.

On the 30th of April 1999. Officials at Jefferson County and the sheriff's office had a meeting to decide whether they should release that they had prior knowledge of Eric's hit list, pipebombs, threatening behaviour towards the Brown family and his websites. They chose to keep this information from the public and never spoke of it during their press conference or at any other time.

15 wooden (6' tall) crosses had been put up in tribute to the people who lost their lives at the school by a carpenter named Greg Zanis in Clement Park on Rebel Hill. There was a lot of controversy because of the two crosses that were in tribute to the killers. A father of one of the victims removed the 2 crosses which many deemed disrespectful.

On May the 22nd a student memorial was held at Red Rocks Amphitheatre and the next day the students returned to school, they attended Chatfield High School in the afternoons whilst Columbine High School was closed to the public.

On the same day that some of the students had returned to school, a 22 year old man named Mark E Manes handed himself into the police and admitted that he had sold the TEC-DC9 to Eric and Dylan. Four months after the shooting, Mark was sentenced to 6 years in prison. He was released after 19 months to a halfway house. He was released in 2002 under electric monitor and denied parole 3 times.

May the 22nd was also the day that Lauren Townsend and Isaiah Shoels were due to graduate. Survivors Valeen Schnurr, Lisa Kruetz and Jeanna Park all received their diplomas.

On May the 27th the family of Isaiah Shoels filed a wrongful death suit against the Harris and Klebold family.

Students were allowed to return to Columbine High School on the 1st of June to collect any belongings they may have left behind during the shooting. The next day, Dylan Klebold's family sent letters to the families of all the victims.

On the 3rd of June renovations began on Columbine High School so that classes could resume in August. Most of the work was done by volunteers. The next day, Robyn Anderson, who was a friend of Dylans and attended prom with him, admitted to the police that she bought the two shotguns and the 9mm carbine from a Denver gun show in November 1998 which she gave to Eric and Dylan. Robyn claimed that she had no idea what the boys planned to do with the guns. No charges were brought against her.

Authorities announced that their investigations of the CCTV footage found that Eric and Dylan were the only ones who carried out the attack. There was no other people involved.

Charges were filed against 22 year old Philip Joseph Duran on the 17th of June for providing a handgun to Dylan and Eric. Philip worked with the boys at Blackjack pizza. Philip later pleaded guilty and was sentenced to 4 and a half years in 2000. He was paroled after 3 and a half years.

On July the 20th, students and their families returned to Columbine to decorate memorial tiles.

Four months after the massacre, Columbine High School opened on the 16th of August. The building had been remodelled. 2000 students had turned up to the school and a line of parents and teachers (shielding the students from the media) stood along the sidewalk as the students walked into the building. There was a ''Take Back The School Rally'' before the classes began. After the rally, the American flag which had been at half mast since the shooting was raised and the school was officially announced open.

After the Columbine massacre various lawsuits were filed by the families of the victims against the school, the police and the gunmen's families.

The New Library & Cafeteria Remodelled: 

The school library was originally going to be kept the same but repainted with new furniture. The parents of the victims and local community were outraged by this and insisted that the library be demolished. Eventually the library was demolished, rebuilt with completely new furniture and facilities and was built to one side of Columbine's main building, thanks to hardwork and money raised by HOPE (an organisation formed by families of people who were injured or killed at Columbine).

The library was originally on the second floor above the cafeteria, work crews removed the floor in that section and replaced it with an airy atrium, sky lights and screen murals which completely changed the look of the cafeteria.


The Columbine Memorial:


The Columbine Memorial opened to the public on the 21st of September 2007. There is a Ring Of Healing which has messages on the inside wall to honour and remember those that lost their lives on the 20th of April 1999. You can find out more about the memorial here.



The Victims:


John Tomlin - John Robert Tomlin was born on the 16th of September 1982. He was a native of Wisconsin, his family and friends remember him being a person who had bags of energy and a warm smile.


John wasn't afraid of hard work, after being at school all day he would work at a local nursery. He was very sociable, always busy and was a member of a church youth group where he met his girlfriend of 7 months. John was a big fan of Chevrolet trucks and enjoyed spending time at church.

He had recently got his drivers licence and had bought an old Chevy truck that he'd been working and saving up for since he was 14.

John was just 16 years old when he was killed at Columbine. His truck which was still parked in the parking lot of the school, became a memorial with tributes and flowers left by friends, family and members of the public.

Witnesses say that John spent his lunch breaks in the library regularly and on the day of the shooting he welcomed a girl he didn't know into his hiding place. He held her hand to try and keep her calm.

John's father described him as the perfect son, always a hard worker and going that extra mile to help. He was the sort of person that if you asked him to wash a car, he would wash two cars.

The Thursday following the shootings, his family gathered around his truck (even though the rain was coming down hard) to pay tribute to him. His bible was still sitting on the dashboard where he always left it in the hope that someone would see something there that would bring them closer to God.

On the 23rd of April 1999, John was buried in his hometown of Waterford, Wisconsin in Saint Peter's cemetery. His funeral was held at Foothills Bible Church where he regularly attended.

John was buried in a satin-lined coffin which was embroidered with Chevy trucks.


Rachel Scott - Rachel Joy Scott was born on the 5th of August 1981 and was described by her family and friends as beautiful, kind, vibrant and straight forward. Rachel was a proud Christian and wasn't afraid to stand up for what she believed in.

She had dreams of becoming an actress and a writer. She played the lead in a student written school play and was in the middle of writing a play for her senior year.

Rachel was a spiritual person who often wrote to God in her diaries, she wrote about wanting to reach the unreached.

Rachel loved photography and was very active in the Celebration Christian Fellowship church. Her father said she was ''made for the camera''. Her mother also said ''There's nothing I can add or take away from what she gave us, in those 17 years, it was complete''.

She had always been close to her brother Craig (who had been in the library during the shooting and miraculously survived uninjured despite being next to his friends Isaiah Shoels and Matt Kechter who were shot and killed) and her family.

She quit smoking at the request of a friend who later took her to the prom. If she hadn't have quit, its quite possible she would have been at the Smokers Pit instead of the line of fire that day. Before she was killed, Rachel had been sitting on the grass outside eating lunch with her friend Richard.

Dylan Klebold had known Rachel since Kindergarten and he'd been the sound technician for the talent show she performed in.

Like John Tomlin, Rachel's car became a memorial in the parking lot, full of flowers and tributes. People would gather around her car (like people did with John's truck) and pay tribute to her.

In 1998 Rachel drew a collage of images that included a rose growing out of a Columbine (flower that the school was named after) with several dark drops spiralling it. On the morning of the shootings, she doodled a reprise of the picture that featured a pair of eyes crying, 13 teardrops onto the same rose (the same number of victims the shooters would kill that day).

Several books and movies have been made about Rachel. Some are based on the journals that she left behind. Her family often travel around the world talking to younger people whilst paying tribute to Rachel and sharing her life to help inspire others.

On the 24th of April 1999, Rachel's funeral took place and was broadcast live on CNN. At that point it had become the most watched event in CNN's history.

Rachel was buried at Chapel Hill Memorial Gardens in the Columbine Memorial Garden in Littleton, Colorado. Rachel's family and friends wrote messages on her coffin. She was just 17 when she was killed.


Kelly Fleming - Kelly Ann Fleming was born on the 6th of January 1983, her family had moved to Littleton from Phoenix, Arizona 18 months before the shooting. Her father Don said that they scoured the area looking for a good neighbourhood where their daughters would be safe.

Kelly was described as shy, creative and loved all things related to Halloween and Vampires. She was an aspiring songwriter and author who wrote many poems and short stories based on her own life experiences.

She had been in the middle of writing her own autobiography on her home computer, she started at the very beginning of her life when her mother's water broke and had gotten as far as her fifth year.

Kelly liked to go to the library at Columbine to work on her stories and poems. The stories that she wrote always had a happy ending. She often entered writing competitions too.

She was also learning to drive and wanted to get a job in a daycare centre. She was saving money up to buy one of her dream cars, she loved mustangs and corvettes. She longed to be able to drive so that she could take road trips to Phoenix and other places.

Kelly's funeral was held at St Frances Cabrini Catholic church, the same time as Daniel Mauser's on the 25th of April 1999.

Kelly was buried with two teddy bears in her arms. Her grave is located at Mount Olivet cemetery in Wheat Ridge, Colorado. Kelly was just 16 when she was killed.


Daniel Mauser - Daniel Conner Mauser was born on the 25th of June 1983. He loved swimming and hiking and his father hoped in the summer of 1999 to take him on his first mountain hike.

He was a sophomore and excelled in Maths and Science. Daniel got straight 'A's on his last report card and volunteered at a hospital. His dad described him as a smart young man who wasn't afraid of challenges. Daniel was shy but that didn't stop him from joining the debate team and although he wasn't a natural athlete, he still joined the cross-country team.

Daniel was described by family and friends as a lovable person who wasn't afraid to hug his parents. He was a gentle soul who was close with his sister and loved things like pepperoni pizza, playing video games, The Simpsons and The X-Files. He also liked challenging things like trivia, puzzles and knowledge games.

He loved skiing and camping and had recently returned from a two week trip to Paris with the French club.

Daniel was preparing for confirmation in the Catholic church (he was confirmed two weeks after his death).

Daniel won the ''Stretch For Excellence'' award for being named top biology student of the sophomore class at Columbine High School, sadly he died before he could learn that he'd been selected for the honour.

He was also posthumously accepted for membership into The National Honor Society in September of 1999. He applied for membership weeks before the shootings.

Daniel was concerned about gun safety in America, his father Tom is an activist against the NRA and continues to campaign.

Not long after the shootings Daniel's family along with other parents of victims and survivors created the H.O.P.E organisation and worked together to have the new library at the school built.

Daniel's funeral took place on the 25th of April 1999 (the same time as Kelly Fleming's funeral) at St Frances Cabrini Catholic church. He is buried at Mount Olivet cemetery in Wheat Ridge, Colorado. Daniel was just 15 when he was killed.

Cassie Bernall - Cassie Renee Bernall was born on the 6th of November 1981. Her parents nicknamed her ''Bunny Rabbit''. She loved rock climbing, her favourite movie was Braveheart and she had just recently visited Great Britain.

Cassie was a born again Christian who was very active in church youth programs and bible study groups.

During the initial reports of what happened at Columbine, there was a lot of confusion with some of the witnesses reporting that they had seen one of the shooters ask if she had believed in God to which she replied yes and was killed. No such conversation between Cassie and the shooters took place. Valeen Schnurr was the girl that was asked if she had believed in God.

Cassie's funeral took place on the 26th of April 1999. She was buried in a white coffin which was covered in messages and tributes from loved ones and friends.

She was buried in Golden Cemetery, Colorado. Cassie was only 17 when she was killed.


Dave Sanders - William Dave Sanders was born on the 22nd of October 1951 and was seen as a real hero the day of the Columbine Massacre. Dave was a computer and business teacher who also coached the girl's basketball and softball teams. He had worked at Columbine for 25 years and was popular with both colleagues and students.

Students at Columbine described Dave as a teacher, a friend, a mentor and an inspiration.

On the 20th of April when the gunmen started firing outside the school, Dave ran to the cafeteria and sounded the alarm. He along with two of the school's janitors, helped get more than 100 students out of the path of danger by herding them away from the shooters. He saved untold numbers of lives that day.

Dave posthumously received The Arthur Ashe Award For Courage. A scholarship and the Columbine softball field was also named after him.

Dave's daughter Angela said at his funeral ''What you did in that school on Tuesday was an amazing act of heroism, even after you were hurt you continued to be the brave, selfless man we all know you are''.

Dave was shot and hid in a classroom with some students who tried to administer first aid to him as they waited for help to arrive. A student in the classroom placed a sign in the window ''1 Bleeding To Death'' as an attempt to get help. Help didn't come till 3 hours later, Dave sadly passed away and his last words were said to be ''Tell my family I love them''.

Dave leaves behind his wife, four children, five grandchildren and an amazing legacy.

Dave's funeral took place on the 26th of April 1999 and he is buried in Littleton's Chapel Hill Memorial Gardens. Dave was just 47 when he was killed.


Lauren Townsend - Lauren Dawn Townsend (nicknamed ''Lu Lu'') was born on the 17 of January 1981. She was a senior and a captain of the girl's varsity volleyball team which her mother coached.

Lauren was described as a talented sketch artist who was a straight 'A' student who never got a 'B'.

She was also a member of The National Honor Society and was a candidate for valedictorian of her graduating class.

She volunteered at a local animal shelter and planned to major in biology at Colorado State University when she graduated at Columbine.

Lauren was in the library with her friends during the shooting. like everyone else, she hid under the tables and found herself next to Valeen Schnurr, who was frightened. Lauren put her arm around Valeen and told her that everything was going to be ok.

Lauren would have graduated on the 22nd of May 1999.

Lauren's funeral took place on the 26th of April 1999 at Foothills Bible church. Many of her teachers spoke at her funeral, commenting on her gentle nature, loving spirit and academic excellence. She had a white coffin which family and friends left messages on and she was laid to rest in Littleton cemetery, Colorado.

Lauren was just 18 years old when she was killed.


Kyle Velasaquez - Kyle Albert Velasquez was born on the 5th of May 1982 and was described as a gentle giant who was shy, affectionate and sincere. He loved computers and had only been attending Columbine High School for 3 months.

Kyle had a suffered a stroke when he was a baby that left him mentally disabled and he had severe asthma.

He would regularly be at home for his lunch but in the past few weeks he felt confident to stay at the school for lunch. His family say that he was beginning to come out of his shell.

He enjoyed doing family activities and helping out around the house. Everyday he would kiss his mum on the cheek and tell her that he loved her.

Kyle suffered a lot of bullying growing up so he knew what it felt like to be the odd one out.

Kyle dreamt of joining the Navy like his dad or becoming a firefighter.

His last words to his mum were ''I love you mom''.

Kyle's funeral took place on the 27th of April 1999 and he was buried with military honors in Fort Logan National cemetery in Denver, Colorado since his father was a Navy veteran. His parents were given the flags from his coffin and the one that was flown at half mast in Kyle's honor at the state capital.

Kyle was only 16 when he was killed.

Matt Kechter - Matthew Joseph Kechter was born on the 19th of February 1983. Family and friends remember him as always upbeat, happy and never in a bad mood. Matt had an infectious laugh and the ability to cheer people up when they were feeling down.

Matt was a sophomore who was a member of the football team. He was a grade 'A' student who was always in the library and put academics first. He was always getting good grades in school but he never bragged about it and he planned to go to the University of Colorado in the future. 

''He was a wonderful role model for his younger brother'', his parents read out in a statement at his funeral. They said that Matt and his brother had a really close bond. ''In Matt's heart there was always enough room for everyone to be victorious'', his parents said. 

In September of 1999 Matt was posthumously accepted into The National Honor Society. 

Matt was buried in Mount Olivet cemetery in Wheat Ridge, Colorado. Sadly a close friend of Matt's (Greg Barnes) committed suicide shortly following the first anniversary of the shootings at Columbine. 

Matt was only 16 years old when he was killed.

Isaiah Shoels - Isaiah Eamon Shoels was born on the 4th of August 1980. Isaiah was popular and well liked by fellow students and teachers at Columbine. On school projects all of the students wanted to work with Isaiah.

Isaiah was born with a heart defect but he was a fighter who overcame his disability and went onto play football and wrestle. He loved playing the keyboard. 

His friends nicknamed him ''Bushwick'', he dreamt of becoming a comedian and also a record producer like his father. 

Isaiah was due to graduate on the 22nd of May 1999 and had plans to attend The Denver Institute Of The Arts. 

He was the last of the Columbine victims to be buried. His funeral took place on the 29th of April 1999 and he was buried in Fairmount Cemetery, Denver, Colorado. Martin Luther King III (son of Martin Luther King Jr) spoke at his funeral at the Heritage of Christian centre. 

Isaiah was only 18 years old when he was killed.


Daniel Rohrbough - Daniel Lee Rohrbough was born on the 2nd of March 1984 and loved playing computer games and electronics. He was looking forward to getting his driver's permit and people described him as a fun guy and a hard worker who helped out at his father's stereo business everyday after school. He also worked on his Grandfather's farm harvesting wheat as he had done since he was 3 years old.

Daniel's father (Brian) was the person who removed the two memorial crosses dedicated to Eric and Dylan. Brian said at the time ''I don't think any thinking person in this country is going to disagree with me, we never ever honor a murderer in the same place as the memorial for his victims''. 

Daniel laid for nearly 2 days on the sidewalk outside of the school before paramedics were allowed to move him. His family were kept in the dark about what had happened to their son. His family only found out what happened with Daniel when pictures of him were all over the newspapers. 

His funeral was held at the Grace Presbyterian church and he was buried in Littleton Cemetery in Littleton, Colorado.

Daniel was only 15 when he was killed.


Steve Curnow - Steven Robert Curnow was born on the 28th of August 1984 and was the youngest of the Columbine victims. He loved soccer and worked part time as a referee. He was very close with his parents and dreamt of becoming a navy top gun pilot.

His favourite colour was green because it was the colour of the field. His favourite classes were Spanish, technology and gym because he got to play sports.

Steve was a huge fan of Star Wars (after his death, Sci-Fi fans nationwide put together a go-to Star Wars memorial day in his honour when The Phantom Menace premiered in theatres in May 1999. Steve was really looking forward to this movie).

Steve's funeral took place at Trinity Christian Centre, members of his soccer team attended his funeral. He was buried in Fort Logan National Cemetery in Denver, Colorado.

Steve was just 14 when he was killed.


Corey DePooter - Corey Tyler DePooter was born on the 3rd of March 1982 and was a former wrestler who enjoyed hiking, inline skating, wrestling and golf. He was described as an all American kid who put schoolwork before anything else. When he had his wisdom teeth removed he was upset that he had to miss school.

Family and friends remember him as someone who always lifted your spirits and was fun to be around. 

Soon after his death, his grandmother contacted the Marine Corps about holding some sort of ceremony for Corey because he'd always wanted to become a Marine. On the 3rd of May 2000, Corey was granted that dream during a ceremony at his gravesite in Chapel Hill Memorial Gardens in Littleton, Colorado where he was made an Honorary Marine. 

Corey was only 17 years old when he was killed.



Final Thoughts:


It's been quite emotional looking back over the Columbine Massacre. It may have been 20 years ago but to a lot of people especially the families of victims and survivors, it seems like yesterday.

I spent a lot of time researching, there was things that I already knew, things that I wasn't sure about and things that I had only just found out. With these posts, I started from scratch and looked at the evidence, the witness statements, the official timeline of events. I had to be careful not to think back to the original reports where the media made mistakes. 

I may have not have been able to include every tiny little detail in these posts but I think that I've done a good job with what I have included. It was important for me to talk a little bit about who the victims were and that was really hard for me. The sadness at all of these kids who's lives were taken and each one of them was special in their own way. 

I was around about the same age as these kids when this happened and now I'm at an age where I look at them in almost a parental role. They would be around my age now, probably married with children, who knows? They all deserved to have the chance to grow up and work towards their dreams and discover new ones.

When I look back at myself as a 15 year old who was depressed and had all sorts of issues thinking that Eric and Dylan were like me, I realise how that was just a desperate attempt to make myself feel less alone. I was nothing like these people, even at 15 years old. No matter how desperately depressed I was, I could never kill innocent children and laugh and bully them as they did.

I've read a lot of accounts from people who have said that Eric and Dylan bullied younger kids at Columbine and I believe that to be true. I believe that people bullied them too. There was a level of bullying at that school and certain teachers turned a blind eye to it like they did with all the red flags that were as clear as day about Eric and Dylan.

I look back at the Hitmen For Hire tape and the violent essay that Dylan had written amongst other things and I wonder, was that a cry for help? (were they looking for attention, someone to stop them?) or were they just mocking everyone? putting it all out there in plain sight. We'll never know.

Some people who knew them weren't surprised with what they did, others were in shock. Dylan and Eric managed to keep their plans a secret for a year, they collected weapons, built pipe bombs, drew up plans etc. This wasn't a bullied kid who just freaked out with a gun, they manipulated people. They let certain people go that day, they targeted people and made eye contact with them whilst shooting them. They were smiling and enjoying themselves. 

I've seen so many fan sites and videos dedicated to these people and at first I thought it was just misguided kids who didn't know the full facts but I think that they just cut out the bits they don't want to know. A lot of these fans were babies when Columbine happened. There's no excuse for not knowing the full facts, it's all there if they take the time to read it. 

I didn't include everything that was said in the library or at other points by Eric and Dylan because I knew that it would be too distressing. I read a lot of what they said and it made my blood run cold. I was really affected by what they did to Isaiah Shoels, as I was with everyone who was killed, but what they said and did to Isaiah really haunted me. 

I hope that you have found these posts informative and if you have any comments please feel free to leave them below or contact me on any of my social media platforms or email me at: caledoniankblog@yahoo.co.uk 


My heart goes out to all of the victims, the survivors and their families x 

Columbine High School Massacre | Part Three: Eric & Dylan, The Myths, Columbiners and The Basement Tapes

 (Continued from Part Two

Who were Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris? We know them as the killers who carried out The Columbine High School Massacre but who were they really? If you were to go back in time to April 1999 and read the newspapers and watched the news reports, you'd be led to believe that these two boys were goths, listened to Marilyn Manson, loved Nazis, were part of a group called The Trenchcoat Mafia, addicted to violent video games and movies, took drugs, took anti-depressants, wore Gothic makeup, dressed in trenchcoats, collected guns and hated everyone from ethic minorities to jocks with white baseball caps. So what was the truth and what was fiction?


 In high school I was the kid that sat at the back of the class and wore black, listened to bands like Placebo and people in the small town that I lived in thought I was a Satan worshipper and drank blood. Some people were weary of me because they thought I was a weirdo and others would bully me to my face.

Nowadays it's not a big thing to see kids dressed in black and listening to goth bands but back then it was, especially where I was from.

I remember reading comments on forums about Columbine from other kids like me and the narrative was more or less, ''Two schoolkids who were sick of being bullied got revenge on the people who made their lives hell''. I automatically thought that these people were like me (It sounds crazy but at that time I was in a really depressed state and I was young). I'm not going to lie, there was times when a door would be kicked in my face by boys calling me ''Monster'' and ''Freak'' and I would imagine what it would be like to get revenge on them. I was having some really dark thoughts.

I'd already read bits and pieces about school shootings before and from when Columbine happened, it seemed different somehow, like I could relate to who I thought Eric and Dylan were. I didn't relate to the Nazi stuff, the racism or love of guns but I did relate to the frustration of being bullied, being different, not fitting in. I shaped my idea of who they were from the media and from what I had read online. 

I started to collect all the newspaper articles that I could and I bought a Marilyn Manson CD because I'd read in the papers that they listened to him. I became obsessed trying to find out all that I could about them. This was in the days before the Internet was a big thing over here in the UK.

At that time I felt a sort of comfort to know that there were people out there I thought were just like me, who'd been through what I had.

Over the years as I grew up and more information was made available with having access to the Internet and then the evidence files, I learned that a lot of what was reported at the time was false. I read Dave Cullen's book (before reading the evidence files plus statements from their family and friends) which was supposed to be based on 10 years of research. I read it a few times and it confused me. Dave said that they weren't motivated by bullying and there seemed to be a more sympathetic view of Dylan despite the fact that there's evidence that Dylan was very active in the shooting, the planning and was very vocal and clearly enjoyed what he did.

Before I did further research into the evidence and statements of those that knew Dylan and Eric, I wondered why Dave Cullen got so much hate online (he still does to this day) and thinking back to the book there is a lot of things that are not fact. I felt it wasn't the whole truth the first time round when I read it.

I watched a youtube video of Dave Cullen doing a speech at a university (the comments were disabled) and he was talking about Columbine. He seemed to struggle to remember a few things and got mixed up. He seemed to be really over confident about who he thought they were like he was in the book. The fact that he didn't take the bullying aspect seriously says a lot to me.

I grew out of the obsession with the Columbine case (I was never one of these fan girls of Dylan and Eric, I was intrigued at the beginning because I'd read that they were two bullied goths) as I got older but from time to time an article would pop up, a documentary or a movie that would be loosely based on them would pop up and I would read or watch them. I read the evidence files because I was interested to find out the truth and what other people who knew them had to say.

Now, with the 20th anniversary coming up and including true crime cases on my blog, I was asked if I would cover Columbine after the Kip Kinkel case and I thought about it. At first I wasn't going to do it but then I changed my mind. As I looked into the case again, I found endless tribute videos to Dylan and Eric, Tumblr accounts and websites dedicated to Columbine, fan art and stories that people had written and I thought, these people are probably kids who are like I was and they've read the whole lonely bullied goth stories and see them as people who couldn't take anymore and created a horrific event. Others I believe to be interested in the psychology of the whole thing, why did they do it, was anyone else involved etc. There are people out there (like me) who are interested in researching the case but do not idolise Dylan and Eric.

There is a big following of people who are really interested in the case called ''Columbiners''. These are the people who have the dedicated websites, Tumblrs and channels. I think there's a mix of people who idolise Eric and Dylan and others who don't idolise them but just research the case. It's one of those things were people seem to class all of them as Columbiners. They would probably class me as one because I've covered them in this blog & done a lot of research into the case or as one when I was a teenager.

In my opinion, I don't see anything wrong with people researching the case and finding out the real facts for themselves, it's when people go to an extreme with it and refer to Dylan and Eric as Gods or try to copy what they did which is obviously not the right way to go. 

In this post I want to talk a little bit about who Dylan and Eric were based on what people who knew them have said (Not Dave Cullen or the newspapers) and The Basement Tapes.


Who Was Dylan Klebold?


Dylan Bennet Klebold was 17 years old at the time of the massacre and (born on the 11th of September 1981) was described as someone who was painfully shy but quick to anger from those that knew him, his favourite band was Nine Inch Nails. He is often described as depressed, lonely and full of suppressed rage. As a child he was discovered to be quite ahead of his classmates academically and seemed to have quite a number of friends. He was close with his parents and had a brother who was 3 years older than him.


In middle school Dylan met Eric Harris and from what I have read there were no problems in middle school from either of the boys. In 1995 they moved up to Columbine High School which had just undergone a $15 million dollar makeover. They were amongst the first to see the new look and take advantage of the new facilities.

Friends who knew both Dylan and Eric said that Eric was the one who suffered the most bullying at Columbine, however people did comment that they saw both Eric and Dylan being targeted by Jocks in the cafeteria on a couple of occasions, one incident involved the Jocks spraying both of the boys in ketchup and calling them homophobic names. Brooks Brown also said that he was with Dylan and Eric one day when a group of Jocks threw a glass bottle at them. Brooks wanted to say something but Dylan told him to leave it as it happened all the time.

Dylan and Brooks Brown (the boy who Eric told to go home before the massacre began) had been friends since childhood. Dylan also informed Brooks about the website that Eric had made where he posted Brooks' address and threatened to kill him (I'll talk more about that when I cover Eric).

At Columbine he was active in school play productions as a light and sound coordinator as well as being involved in video productions and Columbine High School's rebel news network.

Dylan and Eric would make homemade videos, they also created a video for a school project called Hitmen For Hire, this was later believed to be a spoof of what they planned to carry out and another red flag that should have been looked into.

Just weeks before the massacre, Dylan handed in an essay to his teacher that was so graphically violent that she refused to grade the paper till she contacted his parents and spoke to him directly about it. The essay was about a lone warrior wearing a trenchcoat who stabbed and shot to death a group of college preps then set off a bomb to divert attention away from the police. Dylan's explanation for this was that it was just a story and the whole thing seemed to be forgotten about. This teacher along with other members of the Columbine teaching staff were later named in wrongful death lawsuits from parents of the victims who said that she and her colleagues could have done more to prevent the tragedy and that the essay should have been taken more seriously.

Dylan worked with Eric at a place called Blackjack Pizza, he was written up for bringing a pipe bomb to work (Eric and Dylan often played pranks at work). He quit the job shortly after but was rehired again by Blackjack when they were short of staff.

Sue Klebold, Dylan's mother said that she and her husband had no idea about what was really going on in Dylan's mind. She knew that there had been some trouble at school involving Dylan and Eric hacking into computers. There was also an incident where Dylan scratched a school locker and he and Eric were caught breaking into a van to steal electrical equipment, both boys had to attend a juvenile diversion program. Dylan did so well on the program that he was allowed to complete it earlier than normal.

Dylan promised his mum and dad that he was going to straighten himself out and not get into any more trouble. Over the weeks and months, Dylan seemed to be doing well, he applied to and been accepted at 4 different colleges. He visited the University of Arizona (which was his first choice university/school) with his parents and picked out a room. he also made plans to attend prom which he did on the weekend before the shootings. He went to prom with his date Robyn (who was just a friend) along with a group of friends in a limo. The night of the prom he was said to be in good spirits, laughing, having a good time and talking about the future with his friends.

When Dylan got home from the prom he thanked his parents for paying for everything and that he'd had one of the best night's of his life.

On the 20th of April 1999, Sue said that Dylan got up very early (it was still dark outside) and she heard him walking down the stairs like he was in a hurry. She called out to him ''Dyl'' and the next thing she heard was ''Bye'' as Dylan slammed the front door shut. She said she felt at the time that something was wrong with him, maybe he'd had a falling out with a friend or was in a hurry for something. She spoke to her husband about it and he said that he'd noticed that Dylan seemed to be talking in a more higher tone the past few days. They both agreed that Dylan's dad would have a talk to him that night to see what was bothering him.

Unbeknown to his parents, Dylan and Eric Harris had been planning the massacre for a year and Dylan had been writing about feeling depressed and suicidal for a long time. Dylan wrote about being lonely, wanting to find love and he wrote about a girl that he had a crush on but nothing ever came of it. Sue said that Dylan didn't have a journal, he just wrote on random bits of paper that were found in various places in his bedroom.

A I mentioned before Dylan was said to experience some form of bullying but not as much as Eric. Dylan was also alleged to have harassed a boy at school to the point of the boy's mother having to speak with the principal about it but nothing was done. Dylan and Eric killed people who had nothing to do with how they were treated at school, none of the kids who were shot had bullied them. A few of the kids had problems themselves with not fitting in and having difficulties.

One of the students who was badly injured in the library by the shots fired by Dylan was a girl named Valeen Schnurr, this was the same girl who was asked if she believed in God. Witnesses later revealed that Valeen sat in front of Dylan in one of their classes together and she was always nice and talked to him, they were surprised at how cold he was to her.

In the transcripts of the library shooting, Dylan can be heard shouting and yelling all kinds of profanities and racist remarks. He and Eric were bullying the kids before they shot them.

After the shootings, Dylan's parents wrote a letter to all of the families who lost a loved one. They also released this open letter to the public:

Nearly a year has passed since tragedy changed the community of Columbine forever. A day that began innocently but ended catastrophically. The healing process has moved slowly as we all attempt to cope, not only with our own despair, but also with the distractions and intrusions that result
from world attention.

There are no words to convey how sorry we are for the pain that has been brought upon the community as a result of our son's actions. The pain of others compounds our own as we struggle to live a life without the son we cherished. In the reality of the Columbine tragedy and it's aftermath, we look with the rest of the world to understand how such a thing could happen.

We are convinced that the only way to truly honor all of the victims of this and other related tragedies is to move clearly and methodically toward an understanding of why they occur, so that we may try to prevent this kind of madness from ever happening again. It is our intention to work for this end, believing that answers are probably within reach, but that they will not be simple. We envision a time when circumstances will allow us to join with those who share our desire to understand. In the meantime, we again express our profound condolences to those who's lives have been so tragically altered, we look forward to a day when all our pain is replaced by peace and acceptance.

Finally, we wish to thank those who have sent their kind thoughts, prayers and expressions of support to our family. We are constantly surprised and heartened by the gestures of understanding and compassion that have been extended to us. The support has been both humbling and inspiring, and we are truly indebted to those who have offered it.

The Klebold family - 4-15-2000.

Dylan's mother often gives talks about her son and suicide prevention. She wrote a book with all the proceeds going to mental health charities.

Do I believe that Dylan was a depressed follower who did whatever Eric told him to do? I think (based on what I've read over the years) that Dylan did have depression and self loathing, he was insecure and I don't think he was a follower, with him and Eric it seemed to be a meeting of the minds. Dylan was happy to take part in this every step of the way and wrote about how he was excited and couldn't wait to do it.

The way he was in the library was the real him, nobody forced him to do that. There was no remorse, he was taking pleasure in the killings. Some people believed that Dylan manipulated people into thinking that he was just a shy and quiet person. There was definitely two sides to him (like there is to most people) only his dark side was a lot darker than people imagined.

I do believe he went through some bullying and to what extent we'll never know (people have mentioned that Eric was bullied more than Dylan or they never saw Dylan being bullied but situations may have occurred when witnesses were not around) but one thing's for sure, he had an extreme amount of anger inside of him.

In Dylan Klebold's autopsy, no traces of drugs were found.

Dylan's funeral was very private for obvious reasons with only 15 people in attendance. The funeral home where the service took place received a lot of backlash at the time with members of the public calling for the funeral director to be fired.

Who Was Eric Harris?

Eric David Harris was born on the 9th of April 1981 and had not long turned 18 years old at the time of the massacre. He is often described as the ''Textbook Psychopath'' and the more dominant out of himself and Dylan. he has also been described as controlling, manipulative and sadistic. He described himself as ''God like'' in his journal and ranted about how much he hated the world and pretty much everyone in it.

People who knew him said that he came across as polite, well educated but like Dylan, he had a fiery temper. He was also described as an ''injustice collector'', if anyone made a rude comment to him or if he asked a girl out and she rejected him, he'd write their names down on his hit list and write about how much he hated them.

From what I've read, Eric seemed to have both over confidence and insecurity at times. He had the confidence to ask out a lot of girls and talk to them but he was very insecure about a chest deformity that required surgeries just before he started high school. He was self conscious about taking his shirt off in gym class.

During freshman year, Eric met a girl in his German class and took her to the homecoming dance, it was their only date and she refused to go out with him again. Eric staged a fake suicide, laying on the ground covered in fake blood. He later wrote in her year book ''Ich Bin Gott'' (I am God).

Witnesses say that it was in gym class that Eric experienced a lot of bullying because of his size, weight and because he wasn't very good at sports. He was also mocked for how he dressed and his taste in music. Eric was a big fan of KMFDM and Rammstein.

Eric moved around quite a lot as a child because his dad worked in the Air Force, Eric would later express that the moving was always difficult for him, having to always be the new kid and never being settled.

Eric did care a lot about animals and expressed anger at anyone who committed animal cruelty. He had a dog that he adored who was often sick with seizures (in one of the home videos that were part of The Basement Tapes, Eric is seen talking to the camera and wishing that he could see some of his old friends again, there's a moment where he begins to cry and has to turn the camera off). Eric was capable of showing emotion which, like Dylan shows how they both had two different sides to them. They had the sides that their families and friends knew and then the dark sides that planned and committed the massacre.

Eric had a fascination with Hitler and the Nazis and would often be seen sketching swastikas (Dylan was never seen doing this. Dylan was actually from a Jewish background. According to Brooks Brown's parents, in one of The Basement Tapes Dylan mentions about being Jewish to which Eric is shocked and there is an awkward moment between the pair but they quickly change the subject)

As I mentioned earlier, Eric was said by witnesses to have had a lot of bullying. There was an incident where Jocks had thrown tampons covered in tomato ketchup at him and someone said they'd seen him getting slammed into a locker in gym class.

Like Dylan, Eric took part in the Juvenile Diversion Program (after the van break in) and passed with flying colours. He appeared to the court and his family as butter wouldn't melt and that he was on the straight and narrow but behind closed doors he wrote in his journal how he found it hilarious that he managed to fool everyone. He had no regret for what he had done, he was angry at how he was treated. Dylan was also full of rage because they were arrested.

Eric didn't go to prom the weekend before the massacre, he asked a girl that he liked to go but she said no. he stayed at home and hung out with another girl (said to be just a friend but he later mentioned in one of The Basement Tapes that this girl was to keep the CD that they were listening to that night and he said that in another world, things may have been different)

On the day of the shooting, Eric's dad heard the news and straight away called 911 thinking that Eric had been involved when he heard the words ''Trenchcoat Mafia''

Brooks Brown (who was told by Eric to go home that morning) was a childhood friend of Dylan. Dylan introduced Brooks to Eric and the pair became friends. Brooks would often give Eric a ride to school but on a few occasions he'd turned up late. Eric wasn't happy about this and when it happened a few days in a row, they had an argument about it. Brooks decided it would be best if Eric just found his own way to school from now on and in a temper, Eric threw either a rock or piece of ice which dented Brooks' windshield. Brooks told Eric he would have to pay for the damage.

Eric continued to harass Brooks and his family by putting firecrackers on the windowsill of their house. Eric would gloat about this in his journals and online. Brooks' parents had contacted the police and Eric's parents over the damaged windshield and harassment. Eric apologised but Brooks' mother didn't believe his apology was genuine.

Eric then went online and posted Brooks' phone number and address as well as a rant about wanting to kill Brooks (Dylan later told Brooks about Eric's website). It was around this time that Eric's dad began keeping a journal on his behaviour.

In 1997 Brooks Brown's parents filed a report with an investigator regarding Eric's website. During this investigation, Eric's hit list was found (a manifesto that listed everyone he hated and would like to kill), notes about bomb making were also found. After the shootings this report was hidden.

Eric was very active on the Internet and both he and Dylan had their computers set up on a network to play Doom together.

One of Eric's aspirations was to join the marines and he even took steps to apply. His application was rejected shortly before the shooting (Eric was unaware of this as the recruiter failed to get in contact with him) likely because he was taking an anti depressant called Luvox. Some people think that Eric may have had an idea that he would be rejected from the marines as his mother had mentioned to the recruiter whilst Eric was in the room that he was taking anti depressants. It was also theorised that the side effects of Luvox could have been a contributing factor to what happened at Columbine.

Originally, Eric was taking Zoloft for a while but began to complain of depressed thoughts and feeling suicidal. His doctor took him off of Zoloft and gave him Luvox which was said to be no better.

In Eric's autopsy a low level of Luvox was found in his system. It is not known if this was the right amount prescribed to Eric or that he was bringing himself off of the drug, nobody knows for certain because there's no information about how much his regular dose was.

I couldn't find much information about Eric's funeral but most people believe that his family had a quiet service and he was cremated.

The Harris family issued an open letter to the public:

We continue to be profoundly saddened by the suffering of so many that has resulted from the acts of our son. We loved our son dearly, and search our souls daily for some glimmer of a reason why he would have done such a horrible thing. What he did was unforgivable and beyond our capacity to understand. The passage of time has yet to lessen the pain.

We are thankful to those who have kept us in their thoughts and prayers.

Wayne and Kathy Harris - Apr 15, 2000.



The Trenchcoat Mafia:


Back in 1999 you would've seen the words ''Trenchcoat Mafia'' all over the newspapers whenever Columbine was mentioned. So many stories were reported and fabricated. The Trenchcoat Mafia was just a group of kids who liked dressing in dark clothing and hanging out together listening to music and playing video games. Because of the way they dressed, rumours went around about them at school that they were satanic, bisexual and into knives. This was also reported to the media. Dylan was friendly with some of the members but they were not connected to the shooting as some of the earlier reports stated. Chris Morris who was said to be a member of TCM and worked alongside Eric and Dylan at Blackjack pizza, was initially arrested due to his connection to the shooters and had previously spoken about his hatred for Columbine High School. He was later released with no charges.


Goths?


They dressed in black but I wouldn't call them full on goths! They seemed to be more into Nine Inch Nails and German industrial music. If they were full on goths they would have dyed their hair black and been more into the same kind of bands and stuff that I liked.


Marilyn Manson:

Marilyn stated in a Larry King interview that he has been blamed for 36 high school shootings. Along with The Trenchcoat Mafia, Marilyn was getting the blame for Columbine too. It was because of this that I bought his album to see what all the fuss was about. I ended up a fan as I'm sure a lot of other kids did. Eric and Dylan were not fans of Marilyn Manson. I read something years ago that someone found a MM CD in Eric's room that a friend had gave him to listen to but that was about it and that started off the media saying they were fans.

Bullying:

I'm not going to say that Dylan and Eric weren't bullied at Columbine because numerous witnesses have confirmed that to be true. You could tell by how some of the students had described them after the shooting, they were described as ''wierdos'' and ''losers''. I think that was a factor in what they did. I've read a lot about the Jocks of the school, what they got up to and how they would get away with things because they put trophies on the school cabinets.

No Friends Or Social Life:


Dylan and Eric had a great social life, lots of friends and were always hanging out. It seemed to be some of the people in the school that they had the issues with, who possibly made them feel that they didn't belong. Just because you may have a group of friends at school it doesn't mean that you won't get bullied.


The Cassie Bernall Story:


Cassie was a born again christian and was killed in the library. The media had reported at the time that she was asked ''Do you believe in God'' to which she replied ''yes'' and was shot. This was a mistake. The girl who had this conversation with Dylan was actually Valeen Schnurr. The media ran away with the Cassie story and soon there was books and movies made about it. Witnesses say that Eric and Dylan asked a number of students if they believed in God.


The Basement Tapes:


There's a lot of obsession around The Basement Tapes, a lot of people would like to see them released. I looked into this and apparently all of the tapes were destroyed in 2011 (Dylan and Eric recorded 6 videos, a couple of which were filmed in the Basement near Eric's bedroom so the police called them The Basement Tapes). A lot of people, especially Columbiners believe that the police made several copies of these tapes and that they will surface online one of these days. Some of the transcripts are available to read online (which I have since seen recreated in movies). It puzzled me as to why they would release some of the transcripts but not the tapes? They have edited out a few details like names but there is still discussion of guns and pipebombs etc. Families of the victims, select members of the media and Brooks Browns' parents have viewed what was known by police as The Basement tapes. 





Columbine High School Massacre | 20 Years Later | Part Two: Tuesday 20th April 1999

(Continued from Part One. As with part one, the details included in this post may be distressing)

Eric Harris turned around north towards where they were standing around 11:35am and shot Daniel Mauser at close range. Witnesses say that Eric made a comment to Daniel about his glasses before he shot him.

Eric then joined Dylan at another table where three other students were hiding, they shot underneath the table and wounded two of the students and killed the other, that student was Corey DePooter who was just 17 years old.

Both Eric and Dylan then walked towards the administration desk. Eric threw a Molotov Cocktail but it didn't explode. They spotted a student who had previously been injured and had moved to another area of the library. They began to harass the student, joking about killing him but then they decided to leave him alone. 

They decided they were going to leave the library and go down to the cafeteria (The Commons). Eric started walking out of the library but Dylan decided to do a few things before he left. He pointed his gun towards the staff break room and shot at a television, he then slammed a chair really hard on top of the computer terminal that was on the desk where Patti Nielson was hiding underneath.

They were both reported to have left the library at 11:36am. The 911 operator was still on the phone with Patti Nielson. As soon as it looked like Dylan and Eric were out of the library, Patti told the operator that she had to go and quickly moved into the library's staff break room to hide inside a cupboard.

Three of Patti's colleagues had been hiding elsewhere, two in the television studio and the other one in the periodicals room. Patti and her colleagues would remain in their hiding places till the SWAT team came into the building at 3:30pm to evacuate them.

During this time, a deputy spotted a man on the roof of the school building. They thought at first that this could possibly be a third shooter but it turned out to be a repair man who happened to be working on the roof that morning and when he heard the shots, he tried to clamp the door to the roof shut and hide as much as he could for fear of being shot.

For those still left in the library after Eric and Dylan left, they described the scene to be horrific, completely on edge, people were moaning in pain and their ears were ringing with the constant noise of the alarms going off. people were scared to move for fear of the killers coming back and people were wondering where the police were and why wasn't help coming.

Some students decided to make a run for it knowing that there was a possibility Eric and Dylan could come back at any moment, they took the risk and managed to escape through the northern emergency exit that opened out onto the sidewalk. They moved as fast as they could and hid behind one of the police cars. They told the police that the shooters had left the library but they didn't know if they were going to come back.

By the time that Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris had left the library, 12 students were dead, Teacher Dave Sanders was still in a classroom with some other students who were trying to keep him conscious and stop his blood loss. The students were trying to get through to 911. One of the students got through to his father and he helped by giving instructions over the phone. One of the students also put a sign up at the window ''1 Bleeding To Death'' but nobody responded. There was also students who were seriously injured. 

In the 7 minutes that Eric and Dylan were in the library, they killed 10 people and injured 12. The total number of people in the library that day was 56. 34 were unharmed but clearly traumatised by what had happened. The investigators later said that Dylan and Eric had more than enough ammo to kill more people but for some reason they decided not to, some people think that they were still hoping that the bombs could work or that they grew tired and gave up.

Dylan and Eric walked passed a few of the locked classrooms as they made their way to the cafeteria and witnesses say that they looked into the windows in the classroom doors and made eye contact with some of the students. They didn't fire their guns or make any sudden actions. The witnesses in the classrooms were terrified because they thought that they could fire at them at any moment but they seemed to be uninterested at this point and carried on walking.

At around 11:38am from the official timeline and from CCTV footage from inside the school, Eric and Dylan threw some pipe bombs down to the cafeteria. They threw a pipe bomb into one of the storage rooms but luckily nobody was in there. Witnesses say that they saw them shoot into some of the empty classrooms and that they taped a Molotov Cocktail to a storage room door (which was next to the classroom where Dave Sanders and the students were hiding). The Molotov Cocktail did go off and caused a small fire which was quickly put out by a teacher when Eric and Dylan had left the area.

The CCTV cameras caught Dylan and Eric at 11:44am on the stairs leading down to the cafeteria (I tried to find a clip of this moment on Youtube but they've removed it. You can find it elsewhere online but I did find the full CCTV from that morning which is over 3 hours long. If you're interesting in viewing it, you can see it here) where Eric knelt down and tried to fire a few shots at one of the duffel bags containing the propane bomb when this failed to do anything, Dylan walked over to the bomb and it's unclear what he was trying to do, possibly tamper with it but it didn't work either.

A witness who was still in the cafeteria at this time said that he overheard one of them saying ''Today the world's going to come to an end. Today is the day we die''. Some people think that the reason they went to the cafeteria and shot at the propane bomb was their first attempt at suicide. If the bomb had exploded it would have destroyed the cafeteria and taken the library and everyone who was still in there with it as the library was located above the cafeteria.

After the failure to get the bomb to explode, they were seen looking across the cafeteria as if wondering what to do next as well as drinking from cups that students had left behind on the tables. Dylan was seen to light what looked like a pipe bomb and threw it towards the bomb in another attempt to make it go off. The camera showed a fire as they both walked back up the stairs (there was an explosion, possibly from the pipe bomb Dylan threw igniting some of the flammable liquids that were said to be attached to one of the bombs, this took out the cafeteria windows and activated the sprinklers, The two propane bombs still didn't explode) at 11:46am.

Eric and Dylan (11:49am) were seen walking towards the main office area of the school where an unarmed security guard and secretary were hiding, both were on the phone with 911 operators. The SWAT team arrived outside of the school. The Jefferson County Undersheriff John Dunaway arrived at the command post and gave the go ahead for the SWAT team to now enter the school.

At 11:53am, Eric and Dylan moved from the main office areas to the art hall, they fired their guns into the ceiling as they were walking.

At 11:56am they returned to the cafeteria again and from the camera footage, they are seen to be looking tired, fed up and frustrated that the bombs hadn't gone off and the fire was now being put out by the sprinkler system.

It was around this time that TV stations both locally and around the world were reporting that there was an active shooting going on at Columbine High School.

From 12:02 to 12:05pm Dylan and Eric were back in the library which was covered in thick smoke. They made another last attempt at a shoot out with police through the broken windows of the library (the police were said to be going through the school at this moment, from classroom to classroom and the 6 SWAT team members were just about to enter the school), one theory around this is that they were hoping to be killed in the process.

Officers outside returned fire to keep Dylan and Eric distracted whilst other officers worked on rescue procedures and other members of the SWAT team were watching from roofs of nearby houses. A few of the ambulances left containing some of the injured students. It was reported that the only people that were alive at that point in the library were Patrick Ireland, Lisa Kreutz and the four members of teaching staff including Patti Nielson. Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris had committed suicide in the library a few feet away from some of their victims. Investigators believe it was shortly after the shoot out with police that they took their own lives by gunshot. Patti and the other witnesses said that they couldn't tell when they killed themselves because of the smoke and all of the noise with the alarms.

At 12:08pm a smoke alarm in the library went off where Dylan and Eric's bodies were later found. A Molotov Cocktail was found on a table near to their bodies which had been placed there by one of them, it didn't cause an explosion but there was a small fire.

Chaos continued outside the school with police and emergency services trying to deal with injured students and getting people to the local hospitals as soon as possible. More of the media were there and frantic parents had turned up too.

The SWAT team and police were in the school building proceeding with caution because they were unsure at this point if there was any more bombs hidden around the school.

The SWAT team were informed of the sign and the room that Dave Sanders and the students were in and they were told that a bloody rag would be on the door handle of the classroom. The SWAT team and police thought that the school was still under siege and as a result resources were delayed for up to 3 hours.

Despite the amazing efforts of the students to save Dave Sanders, he sadly passed away. During his last moments, one of the students tending to him took some of the family pictures from Dave's wallet and talked to Dave about his family in an attempt to keep him conscious and take his mind off of the pain. His last words were said to be ''Tell my family I love them''. 

[Dylan and Eric had also placed bombs in their cars which were set to go off when emergency services and police arrived on the scene. The bomb in Eric's car failed to explode and the bomb that was in Dylan's car partially detonated the evening after the massacre]


I'll be talking more about the victims of this horrific event, The Basement Tapes, Dylan and Eric and the aftermath in my next few posts. 



Columbine High School Massacre | 20 Years Later | Part One: Tuesday 20th April 1999

It's hard to believe that the 20th of April 2019 marks 20 years since the massacre at Columbine High School (carried out by two senior students, Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris) took place in Littleton, Colorado. 

I have done various amounts of research into the case over the years. Like a lot of people, I had read all of the initial reports from 1999 and then later on the evidence files and witness statements. I also read a lot of what the people closest to the shooters had to say. I did read Dave Cullen's book and I'll be talking about that in an upcoming post.

In the next two posts I'll be focusing on what happened on the 20th of April 1999 and following the official timeline as close as I can. Feel free to leave a comment below if you feel there's anything you would like to add or further discuss with me on the subject. Please note that some of the details in the next two posts may be distressing.

That morning of Tuesday the 20th of April 1999, started just like any other school day, some people were still reflecting on the prom that they'd just had at the weekend and some were looking forward to graduating which was just 17 days away, talking about the future and what colleges they were hoping to go to. 

At 11:10am that morning, Eric Harris and his friend Dylan Klebold (who preferred to be called Reb and VoDKa) pulled into the parking lot of Columbine High School. Neither of the boys had parked in their usual spots, with Eric parking at a spot in the junior parking lot to the southeast and Dylan parking in the senior parking lot to the southwest. They chose these spots because they had the full view of the front student entrance as well as the entrance to the cafeteria.

 When Eric first pulled up, Brooks Brown (a former enemy of Eric's who had recently made peace with him) stopped outside for a cigarette after one of his classes which was his usual routine. Brooks found it strange that Eric hadn't been attending his classes that morning and walked over to his car to talk to him.

Brooks told Eric that he had missed an important exam to which he replied ''It doesn't matter anymore''. Brooks said there was some back and forth conversation with Brooks giving Eric a lecture for missing his classes. Eric then said ''Brooks, I like you now, get out of here, go home'. Brooks then said that Eric paid no attention to him after that and proceeded to get two duffel bags out of the boot of his car. Brooks didn't feel comfortable about the conversation but walked away.

According to the official timeline, some time after 11:14am, Eric and Dylan carried the two duffel bags which contained two propane bombs into the cafeteria. The bombs had been set to go off at 11:17am.


After planting the bombs in the cafeteria, they returned to their cars to wait for the bombs to explode. In the planning of the massacre, Eric had previously taken notes of when the cafeteria was at it's busiest and set the bombs to go off at that time. They knew there would be around 488 students in the cafeteria.


The two boys were dressed in black trenchcoats and shades. Eric was wearing a white t-shirt with the words ''Natural Selection'' and Dylan had a black t-shit on with ''Wrath'' written across it. They had been planning their attack on Columbine (which they called NBK - Natural Born Killers, not only a codename for their plan but a tribute to one of their favourite movies) for the past year and now they were carrying it out, but it wasn't going quite how they planned. They expected the bombs in the cafeteria to explode creating chaos, destruction and as many deaths as possible. They also planned on shooting any remaining students who would be fleeing the cafeteria to safety.

The bombs didn't explode and Eric and Dylan decided that they would start shooting instead. There was a lot of confusion amongst the staff and students inside and out of the school at first. A lot of people thought that some of the seniors were just playing a prank. 

Eric and Dylan shot students outside of the school who were having their lunch, some were badly injured and some sadly died. It was at this point Rachel Scott (17)  and Daniel Rohrbough (15) were killed. Rachel's friend Richard (17), who'd she'd been sitting having lunch with was shot and paralysed. Students Sean Graves (15) and Lance Kirklin (16) were also injured.

During this time, Michael Johnson (15) and Mark Taylor (15) were injured and Anne Marie Hochhalter (17) was hit and paralysed when she tried to run to the cafeteria for safety.

Witnesses reported that Eric and Dylan were shooting towards the people who were near the soccer field several yards away but didn't hit anyone. They also threw pipe bombs onto the school roof, down the parking lot and toward the grassy hill to the right.

A teacher reported that she saw Dylan Klebold standing on the hill just shooting. She recognised him as he'd been a student in her class and she'd had some trouble with him before (he'd previously hacked a school computer and she described him as a troublemaker who regularly wore tall Nazi boots and a trenchcoat to school).

Inside the school people were still confused as to what was going on. The cafeteria was now packed with students and people started to become alarmed. Dave Sanders (who was a teacher and coach at Columbine) knew that something wasn't right and along with some other members of staff tried to keep the students calm and figure out a way to escort them to safety. 

Dave Sanders and his colleagues managed to evacuate most of the students out of the cafeteria. Eric and Dylan's bombs have still failed to detonate. Dave tried to secure the school as much as possible, he checked the corridors and ran from classroom to classroom telling everyone to keep quiet and get under the tables. 

Patti Neilson who was a teacher and was on hall duty that day heard all of the commotion and thinking it was a prank, she walked towards the west entrance to find out who the students were that were creating all of the noise to tell them to stop it. Student Brett Anderson was told to get out of the school by another teacher because they could hear what sounded like gunfire. Brett couldn't tell where the noise was coming from so he went through the first exit he came to which was the west entrance. Brett went through the first set of doors and saw Eric Harris outside the second set of double doors. Brett knew that Eric often made movies around the school for film class so assumed that Eric was just making another film and the gun that he was holding was just a prop. Patti Nielson was right behind Brett and Eric spotted the two of them and fired, shattering the glass on the doors and spraying fragments of glass everywhere which injured both Brett and Patti. 

Patti ran to the library and Brett followed her, once in the library he hid in a utility closet. 

Eric and Dylan entered the school at the west entrance. Patti and Brett managed to get away because the shooters were distracted by the arrival of police cars outside. 

Deputy Neil Gardner was the first on the scene and both he and Eric fired at each other back and forth. This exchange only lasted a few minutes. Eric quickly turned and made his way into the school through the west entrance.

In the library, Patti Nielson made a phonecall to 911 (you can hear some of that call here), she told everyone to get under the tables. At first everyone was confused and didn't know what to do, they thought it was a joke but eventually they did as they were told. 

Local people and students were flooding the police department with calls reporting that something was going on at Columbine.

Whilst Patti was on the phone with 911 she told them that the library was beginning to fill with smoke (from the pipe bombs) and the sounds of the gunfire was getting louder and louder. There was some discussion about Patti going to close the library door but she decided not to do that because she was frightened and felt that the shooters were too close to the library.

Two deputies arrived on the west side of the school. They quickly rescued two students who were laying injured on the ground near the baseball field. Deputy Gardner spotted Eric appearing again at the west entrance and they both exchanged gunfire before Eric disappeared back inside the building. The deputies heard more shots being fired from inside the building and saw some more students running out of the building.

Some of the students who were still in some of the classrooms had no idea what was happening, they reported seeing Eric and Dylan walking down the hallway shooting at lockers and at random places, laughing.

Two students were coming out of their tech lab class in time to see a teacher and several other students running towards the school's main entrance to the east. The teacher shouted at them to get out of the building and keep running. Dylan fired at the two students as they ran for the east entrance to follow the other students. When they made it to the exit, one of the students was caught with a bullet in the ankle. They managed to both flee to safety to Leawood Park across the street.

Students reported that they saw Dylan and Eric chasing students and firing the gun at various moments. 

After Dave Sanders had tried to secure as many classrooms as he could and evacuated the cafeteria, he ran up the stairs passed the library, motioning to some students to stay where they were and keep quiet. Dave spotted Eric and Dylan in the hall and ran back the way he came, just as he was about to turn a corner he was shot in the neck by Eric.

One of the students who witnessed Dave being shot from a nearby science room described seeing Dave being shot twice. 

Once the shooters were out of sight, Dave Sanders (who was heavily bleeding) managed to crawl to the corner of the science hallway where a fellow teacher helped him into a classroom. A group of students including Aaron Hancey tried their best to give him first aid whilst others tried to get through to emergency services. When they finally got through, they were told that help was on the way.

More police cars and emergency services were arriving in the parking lot but nobody was allowed to go inside the school. 

Inside the school, Eric and Dylan were walking up and down the hallway outside of the library, shooting at random things and throwing pipe bombs. More smoke was filling the library, the hallway and the cafeteria. 

Patti Nielson was still on the phone to 911 in the library underneath the checkout desk. She described to the 911 operator everything that was going on whilst regularly telling everyone to stay under the tables.

Three staff members and fifty five students were said to be hiding in the library at this point.

Aaron Hancey and the handful of students who were trying to help Dave Sanders realised that the shooters were outside of their classroom door. They were scared because the door had a window and they were worried that they would be seen. They quickly hid elsewhere in the classroom when they heard the shooters walk by. They left Dave for a few minutes in case the shooters did look through the window, they thought that they'd see Dave, think he was dead and continue walking by. As soon as the coast was clear, they got back to Dave and continued trying to help him.

Students who'd been hiding in other parts of the school were still trying to find ways to escape, some managed to make it out to safety and hid behind police cars.

Eric Harris threw a pipe bomb right outside of the library whilst Patti Nielson was still on the phone to 911. Patti thought there was only one shooter at the time and told the operator that he was right outside the door. Patti started to whisper at this point and tried to stay silent but she kept on the line so that the operator could hear everything that was going on. 

Eric and Dylan entered the library, yelling at everyone to ''Get Up''. Patti still had the operator on the phone who was recording everything. In the library tape that was released to the public it is difficult to make out exactly what was said but witnesses in the library claimed to have heard the shooters shouting things such as ''Everyone with a white baseball cap, stand up!'' and ''All Jocks stand up!''. The Jocks at Columbine were known for wearing white baseball caps and there was a few of them in the library at that time. When nobody stood up, either Eric or Dylan was heard saying ''Fine, I'll start shooting!''.

Dylan shot Kyle Velasquez who was just 16 years old, he died immediately. 

Outside of the school, there was chaos with police cars, ambulances, injured students and students trying to take cover behind police cars. The police were also dealing with students who were still fleeing the building. The police department were dealing with numerous calls from panicked parents. Some of the media had arrived and were making it difficult for emergency services to get through.

Back in the library, Eric and Dylan were reloading their weapons, they moved back and forth between tables. At one point. Eric got down on one knee and began shooting the west library windows at the police and emergency services who were tending to fleeing and injured students outside in the parking lot. Dylan knelt down beside Eric and started firing out the broken west window also. 

Dylan took off his trenchcoat and fired his gun at three students (Patrick Ireland, Daniel Steepleton and Makai Hall) and injuring them.

The police tried to return fire toward Eric and Dylan but couldn't get a good shot at them.

Eric gave up firing through the windows and came to the nearest table where he shot 14 year old Steve Curnow (Steve was the youngest victim of the massacre). He fired his gun again and injured Kacey Ruegsegger.

Some of the deputies reported seeing smoke coming from the school and the school alarms going off. The alarms were so loud that people were struggling to be heard by 911 operators. 

By this time, the media was everywhere outside, some witnesses said that up to 400 different media outlets were there that day. Some reporters had been working on the Jonbenet Ramsey case and as soon as they heard about Columbine, they rushed to the scene. Some of the media vehicles were parked on the grass and the curbs, trying to be as close to the scene as possible. There was also helicopters flying overhead.

Inside the library, Eric moved south, he spotted two girls hiding underneath a table, he slapped the table twice, bent down and said ''Peek-a-boo'' before he shot and killed 17 year old Cassie Bernall. The recoil from the shotgun caught Eric in the face and his nose began to bleed. 

In a brave moment, Patrick Ireland moved towards his friend to try and administer first aid. Dylan saw him and shot him twice in the head and once in the foot when Patrick tried to take cover. Patrick would become one of the most inspirational stories to come out of Columbine, he was known as ''The Boy In The Window'' and it was a miracle that he survived and overcame what he did. His friends Makai and Dan Steepleton kept still and played dead in an attempt to avoid being shot again. 

A student named Bree Pasquale was crouched down, out in the open near to where Cassie Bernall had been hiding. She couldn't find anywhere else to hide and Eric soon spotted her and pointed his gun in her direction. He asked her ''Do you want to die?'' and she said ''Please don't shoot me, I have a family and a fiance''. Eric laughed at her response but was quickly distracted by his nose bleeding. Eric said ''Dylan, I hit my nose'' and began laughing again, ''Everyone's gonna die, we're gonna blow up the school anyway''. 

Dylan called Eric over to a table where some boys were hiding and Eric forgot about Bree (she said later that it took her four days before she could sleep again, she was so traumatised by that moment). 

Dylan was at another set of tables, east of where Eric was standing (Dylan made a racial comment about one of the boys, Isaiah and told Eric to come over). Three boys (Mat Ketcher, Isaiah Shoels and Rachel Scott's younger brother Craig Scott) were hiding underneath. Eric and Dylan stood at either side of the tables and trapped the boys in. Isaiah was heard by witnesses trying to plead with Dylan and Eric that he was scared and wanted to go home and see his mom. Dylan tried to pull him out from under the table but failed. Eric then fired from the other side of the table killing Isaiah. (I have read elsewhere online that Isaiah had had a few previous run ins with Eric and Dylan but this has never been confirmed)

Dylan copied Eric and fired his gun under the other side of the table killing Matt Kechter. Craig Scott was unharmed but laid still and pretended to be dead. Craig said later on that he prayed and heard Isaiah taking his last breaths, he was covered in his friends blood and had no idea at the time that his sister (Rachel Scott) had also been killed.

Eric threw one of his ''Crickets'' (CO2 cartridge which was a homemade bomb) underneath the table where Pat, Daniel and Makai were hiding. The bomb landed on Dan's thigh and even though it was lit, he was too scared to move. Makai grabbed it and threw it from the table where it exploded in the air causing no harm to anyone.

Eric jumped on some bookcases and began shouting, swearing and shooting at the books. Dylan shot at the trophy case.

Dylan then pointed his gun underneath the nearest library table to the south and left Mark Kintgen with bullets in his head and shoulder, luckily he survived. he then shot underneath the tables to his left where Lisa Kreutz and Valeen Schnurr were hiding, both were injured with the same bullet. He then fired nine shots, one of which had killed Lauren Townsend.

Dylan joined Eric and went over to the table where Valeen and Lisa were hiding, Eric bent down to look at them and said ''Pathetic''. Valeen was in so much pain, she cried out ''Oh, my God! Help me!''. Either Eric or Dylan (reports vary) was reloading their weapon and asked her if she believed in God (for years after the massacre, stories went around the media that this conversation had taken place with Cassie Bernall who was one of the Columbine victims and known to be a Christian). Valeen was scared to answer, at one point she said no and then she said yes. He asked her why and she said that it was what her family believed. Witnesses then said that she crawled under the table and pretended to have passed out or died. 

Eric went to another table and shot John Tomlin and Nicole Nowlen, both were injured. John tried to get out from under the table but Dylan caught him and killed him. Eric walked back to the table where he shot and killed Lauren Townsend to find 16 year old Kelly Fleming hiding behind it (there wasn't enough room under the table for Kelly so she had to hide behind it). Eric shot Kelly in the back and underneath the table again towards Lauren who was already dead. He shot Lisa again and injured Jeanna Park.

Eric and Dylan then moved to the centre of the room where they stopped at a table to reload their weapons.  Eric spotted a student hiding under one of the nearby tables and asked him to identify himself. Dylan pointed his gun in the same direction and the person identified themselves as John Savage, John had been a friend of Dylan and had always gotten along with him. John was terrified but tried to strike up a friendly conversation asking Dylan what he was doing. Dylan replied ''Oh, just killing people''. John asked him if he was going to kill him too and Dylan told him to get out of the library. John ran as fast as he could out of the library's main entrance thinking that at any second they would change their minds.


Continued in part two.... x