He Cut Off Their Feet & Kept Them As Trophies | Sexual Sadist Serial Killer: Dayton Leroy Rogers

(From top left Dayton Leroy Rogers, right: Dayton Leroy Rogers. Bottom left: Lisa Marie Mock, Maureen Hodges, Christine Adams, Nondace Cervantes, Reatha Gyles & Cynthia DeVore. Picture credits: Statesman Journal / Wikipedia / Murderpedia)

*Please be aware that I will be sharing some very disturbing details in this post to do with murder, mutilation, dismemberment, physical and sexual abuse and assault, substance abuse and sex work. I will, as always, aim to be as sensitive as I can be with the details without taking away from the facts of the case. If you would like to contact me about this post, please feel free to do so at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com* 

He's known as one of the most prolific, most evil and most sadistic serial killers that the USA has ever seen, Dayton Leroy Rogers. To the outside world he painted himself as a quiet family man, a supposedly happily married and hard-working father of one young son, who ran his own business that he built up from scratch repairing lawn mower machines. To his local community he didn't stand out, he came across as quite a polite, well-spoken man and appeared to not be a danger to anyone. Little did his family, friends and neighbours know, Dayton was leading a double life. 

Away from playing the busy father who did all he could to help put food on the table to support his wife and child, on paper he sounded like such a great guy but what he really was under this facade and performance, was a cold-blooded sexual sadist, rapist, torturer of women and evil murderer. Whilst his wife and son were at home, Dayton was out searching the streets for vulnerable women in the red light district of Clackamas County in Oregon, USA. His victims of choice were young women who had fallen on to the wrong path in life, who'd struggled to battle drug addiction and worked on the cold streets, selling their bodies to either pay for their habit, buy some dinner or both. It was a hard life for them and any drop of kindness that came their way, they were going to snap it up like a shot. Dayton trawled through the streets looking for his victims and used his average appearance, nice, family guy persona, to lure, manipulate, lie and ultimately murder his victims and he grew such a taste for it that one victim soon became two, then three, then four and then so on. He even had a favourite location where he would dispose of his victims after brutally sexual assaulting them, torturing them, then murdering them and if that wasn't sickening enough, he would cut off their feet. He would promise sex workers more drugs and more money. There was women he had encountered before who worked the streets and he engaged with them but no violence took place, they were the lucky ones. He was a frequent customer of sex workers and like a lot of sexual sadists, the fantasies that he kept locked away in his mind were not good enough anymore, he wanted the real thing. 

In his childhood it may come as no surprise when I tell you that the red flags were always there. He was born into a dysfunctional family on the 30th of September 1953 and his relationship with his parents was said to have been a very distant one, especially with his father who was reportedly very strict and abusive. Dayton was one of three children and despite his parents not exactly being the affectionate type, they decided to adopt more children. Dayton was not pleased with having more children join the family because he saw himself as the baby and there was a jealousy that the new kids would be taking his place as they were younger than him. Whatever was his cause for choosing to travel on to a very dark path is up for debate but as the years moved forward, Dayton became more and more rebellious and began indulging in petty crimes. 

At the age of 16 he thought it would be a good idea to shoot at cars with a BB gun in the hopes of causing some unsuspecting motorist a serious accident. He enjoyed that feeling of having power over people, as he believed it to be, deciding who was going to live or die. This sadistic past time was met with a basic slap on the wrist and this became a running theme throughout the years. Dayton would get himself involved in trouble but managed to get out of it and the more he got away with things, the more he pushed and pushed to see how much more he could get away with. Recently we have seen a number of shocking murders that have been committed by perpetrators who have been given numerous pathetic sentences and allowed back on the streets to go that one step further to the point that some innocent person loses their life. There is an imbalance in the so-called justice system both here in the UK and in the USA, they'll lock someone up for the least little thing but in some serious cases they'll give short sentences or suspended sentences and it leaves you in utter disbelief. 

The petty crimes escalated as he continued to get away with his behaviour and whilst all of this was going on he was harbouring these sick fantasies about sadistic sex with women, torturing them and murdering them. In 1972 he took a girl to the woods for some 'fun'. He was pretending that both of them being in the woods was some sort of kinky game that he was trying to play on her during a sex act. The girl, who was 15 at the time and he was 19, ended up being attacked with a knife but managed to talk him out of causing her any more harm and convince him to take her to the hospital. Luckily the girl survived and was in safe hands when she was able to finally get away from him. 

For this shocking crime he was hardly punished (basically given 4 years probation) and so his violent fantasies and evil behaviour just continued to escalate. His temptation to carry out his fantasies was becoming overwhelming for him, despite being newly married at the time. 

Not long after this, at the age of 20 he committed a violent attack on two teenage girls using a glass bottle but was able to get away with this too by pleading insanity. He was admitted to a psychiatric hospital and spent less than 10 months there before being released. With all that had gone on before and an obvious pattern emerging, you would have thought that it would have been obvious to the authorities that Dayton Leroy Rogers was a ticking timebomb but no, they chose to turn a blind eye which is, sadly often the case until something even more disturbing happens. 

His first marriage had ended in divorce and that lady was lucky to have been able to get away from him unharmed but he soon found himself a new wife who he married in 1975. Probably feeling that he was untouchable at this point because he had been getting away with his crimes for so long, he took another step further with his sick fantasies and attacked another two teenage girls, one girl was brutally raped and can you believe this?........he was acquitted of this due to his excuse of having a mental illness. He was finally convicted and sent away for five years for coercion and spent just over five years behind bars before being released, the sentence was not enough. 

Not long after serving time in prison he reportedly committed his first murder of a sex worker who was just 21 years old. This began a chain of horrific murders of eight women that authorities are aware of with one of them being sadly unidentified to this day. Each victim was vulnerable and working on the streets when he lured them away, manipulated them into providing sexual services and then suddenly turning violent towards these vulnerable women who found themselves trapped in his car and terrified at his mercy. He forced himself upon them and tortured them before strangling them. He also stabbed the women and placed their bodies in a wooded location known as the Molalla Forest, hence why he is often referred to as 'The Molalla Forest Killer. 

Dayton's victims were all female aged between 16 and 35 and he was suspected of murdering eight women in total but there may be more unidentified victims. Seven of the victims were found at Molalla Forest, six were identified and one remains unidentified. Dayton was a chronic alcoholic so would often carry around miniature bottles of alcohol and orange juice, these were found at the scene. 

A witness who had been walking through the forest had discovered a decomposed body and when the authorities arrived and a thorough search conducted, they found more bodies, it was clear that these poor women had suffered a great deal at the hands of their murderer. Feet had been cut off and one victim had a deep knife wound that started at her vagina and all the way up to her sternum, it was a very sickening scene indeed and only a complete monster could do such a thing. 

Dayton was finally caught and arrested after customers had heard some commotion coming from a truck in a Denny's parking lot. Dayton had been assaulting another victim who sadly died from her injuries. Dayton was taken into custody and investigators were able to connect him to the innocent victims who's remains were found at Molalla Forest. 

Dayton's murder spree was reportedly from 1983 to 1987 but how can anyone be really sure if he just committed murder in that space of time? Having his criminal background and knowing he had been having sick fantasies from a young age and committing petty crimes at 16, one wonders if he actually started killing way before 1983 but the victims are still yet to be identified?. What makes it very difficult to know for sure is his choice of victims always being sex workers and women who were dependent on drugs, often then poor women don't have family to rely on or run away and there's nobody to check up on them so they slip through the cracks and forever remain a mystery. 

He was found guilty for his evil crimes and sentenced to death and that should have been the end of it but no, so began a pathetic merry dance of death penalty changed to life sentence, life sentence changed to death penalty, death penalty changed to life sentence. So right now, at the age of 72, Dayton Leroy Rogers is currently serving his life sentence at Two Rivers Correctional Institution in Umatilla which is a city in Florida. 

It's clear at the age of 72 that he'll never see the light of day again and it's a relief that he is no longer on the streets but what of the families of these poor women? I know there is often some judgement passed on families of sex workers, especially sex workers who lose their lives to drugs or murder. Some people ask where the families were and why didn't they stop their loved one? It's a very complicated situation and it's not really for us to judge but life can get in the way sometimes and a person's reasons for ending up on the streets isn't always so black and white. Drug addictions can take hold of someone and it can be hard for some families to get through to the person going through the addiction. There may have been families who had lost contact, these were the days before mobile phones and the internet so it wasn't so easy to track people down. Family members may have lost contact with one of these poor girls and then the next thing they knew they were seeing the news reports on TV. Whatever the situation, these poor girls and women did not deserve to lose their lives and to lose their lives in such a horrific way. Investigators believe that some of the horrendous mutilation (ie the cutting of the feet) may have occurred whilst the victims were still alive. 

Why did Dayton Leroy Rogers do all of these evil and horrific things to all of these innocent people? I've watched him in a video where he is making a pathetic attempt at one of his trials to have his sentence reduced. Reading from a piece of paper he gives a really bad performance attempting to convey what he thinks is a display of remorse. I could even predict the pauses in between the fake sniffles. I don't buy his act of remorse for one second and I'm sure you don't either but seeing him stood there, this pathetic looking individual who caused so much hell, he was just a little nobody who had managed to fool so many people with his lies and manipulation over the years and for the most part, in the beginning he got away with it. 

At 72 years of age, it'll soon be time for Dayton Leroy Rogers to meet his maker and what a hell of a disgraceful and disturbing legacy to leave behind. I'm sure his son and ex wives are still suffering and no doubt trying to recover from the trauma of being connected to such a person.

RIP to the known victims, may they always be remembered for who they were and not for the difficult times that they went through or the horrific and cruel ending of their lives......RIP Cynthia ''Dee Dee'' Diane DiVore (21), Maureen Ann Hodges (26), Reatha Marie Gyles (16), Nondace ''Noni'' Kae Cervantes (26), Lisa Marie Mock (23), Christine Lotus Adams (35), Jennifer Lisa Smith (25) and the unidentified lady who was also found as well as any possible others, you are all in our thoughts. Thoughts are also with the survivors and their families too. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Victims of Dayton Leroy Rogers | Find A Grave

Dayton Leroy Rogers: Article | Statesman Journal

Dayton Leroy Rogers | Murderpedia

Dayton Leroy Rogers | Wikipedia

State v. Rogers | Justia Court Documents

Dayton Leroy Rogers: Article | Oregon Live

Oregon | Wikipedia

The Big Book of Serial Killers | Book by Jack Rosewood & Rebecca Lo

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''I K****d Women Because I Hate Them. I've Fantasized About K*****g Them Since I Was 14.'' | Serial Killer Paul (Paula) Denyer | GRAPHIC!!

(Paul/Paula Denyer. Picture credit: Herald Sun)

* Please be aware that I will be sharing some very disturbing and graphic content in this post which will mention murder, mental health issues, stalking and animal abuse/mutilation. As always, I aim to be a sensitive as I can be when writing about these cases without taking away the facts of each story. If you would like to contact me about this post for any reason, please feel free to email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com *

This is one of those cases where I had to take a few breaks in my research because it was beyond disturbing, beyond horrific but I was determined to see it through. As I have stated at the beginning of this post, the details in this article will be quite difficult to read and I will try and make it as easy as possible, but as easy as I can try to make it, there's no getting away from the actual horror of it all. 

In this case we focus again on the beautiful country of Australia and in particular the area of Frankston, a suburb in Melbourne. In the early 1990's a series of very disturbing events occurred involving the stalking and harassment of women as well as sickening animal killings connected to the stalking victims. In 1993 the perpetrator of all of these disturbing crimes progressed further into a full blown Serial Killer which resulted in the horrific murders of three young women. This case both shocked and horrified the people of Australia to the point that now, decades later, it's still very difficult to talk about. The fear and the anger that put Australia on edge back in the early 90's has never been forgotten.

The monster behind the sickening crimes was a man named Paul Charles Denyer otherwise known as 'Paula' or The Frankston Serial Killer. As always I like to delve briefly into the background of the perpetrators that I write about to give you more of an idea of where they came from, their upbringing, their dark path to evil etc. So, Paul's parents were originally from the UK but they moved to Australia in 1965. Maureen (his mother) and father (Anthony) were married and went on to have six children, Paul was born in Campbelltown, Australia on the 14th of April 1972. Due to Anthony's work commitments the family ended up moving to Victoria.

Paul was 9 years old when the family moved and there was later theory that this change in the family circumstances may have caused him some sort of trauma but it's highly unlikely that the move could have been responsible for what he was to become. Up to this point there was reportedly no red flags but as soon as he turned 10, his behaviour was very disturbing. Despite his young age, Paul had an obsession with knives and murder, he wanted to cut things, he also enjoyed to frightening people, especially girls. In a vile act he took his sister's favourite Care Bear and took a knife and cut the bear's throat in front of his sister just so he could cause her distress. Even worse was to come when this escalated to him targeting the family cat. The poor animal was subjected to horrendous abuse at the heartless hands of Paul. He cut the cat's throat and hung the body from a tree. 

At this point you would think that Maureen and Anthony would have had Paul committed to a psychiatric ward and sought professional help but Paul's horrendous path was allowed to continue. His life at school was what you may expect, he was a loner and had struggles with trying to fit in. For some reason Paul was never happy with himself and despite the kindness  and advice of others he continued to spiral out of control. He was addicted to extreme forms of behaviour and beside the sickening taste for harming animals, he got a thrill out of stealing. At first it would be little thefts here and there but then he decided to steal a car but basically got a slap on the wrist for this, with the adults in his life declaring that it was all just a phase and he would grow out of it. 

As he grew into his teens the disturbing thirst for crime turned sexual. He sexually assaulted a fellow student and this was reported to the police who arrested him, but again, no serious action was taken. It was clear that from the age of 10 to 15, Paul was in serious trouble, there was something very evil about him and actions should have been taken to have helped prevent some of what was to become later. 

Paul later said that he had been fantasizing about killing women since he was 14 but he was already acting out cruelty towards animals at the age of 10 and doing role-plays where he would use his sisters teddy bears as his pretend victims. His parent's marriage came to an end for various reasons, one of them being the constant arguments over Paul's behaviour and the stress that it caused. It was clear that Paul had been causing so many problems for his own family and in a way, harassing and abusing them with his actions (ie: tormenting his sisters and the sickening murder of the family's cat). Paul was a fantasist in the extreme, not just sick, violent fantasies but those of wanting to be in a professional position of what he saw was power. Despite not having the self motivation, qualifications and maturity, he went ahead and applied for a job in the police force, this was rejected. He had delusions of grandeur and thought that he could apply for positions without any proper effort or skill, he believed himself to be more capable of doing what people were saying he wasn't qualified for. 

He tried his hand at various jobs but managed to get fired from every single one of them for his lack of motivation, he was lazy and expected everything to just come to him or be done for him. There was a sense of entitlement from him and that very much played out through his life, even up to the present day. 

Paul spent most of his time unemployed with not much going on in his life so this left him with plenty of time for his sick mind to continue to spiral out of control. His sick fantasies from his youth had never gone away and had just grown stronger with time. He came to a point where he wanted to carry out these fantasies that he had on women. He began stalking various women, making prank phone calls, leaving sinister messages at people's homes. He enjoyed the feeling of having women frightened of him, he had an intense hatred of women despite the fact that, although not particularly attractive and overweight, he managed to get himself a girlfriend. You would think that the incel-type behaviour that he was expressing would have calmed down somewhat but he was even worse than before. His sickness was a different kind of terrifying because with someone like him, there is no cure, no way to satisfy him, he wanted to kill because in his own words ''He just felt like it''.

As horrible as everything had been up to 1993, this particular year was when things went into overdrive for 21 year old Paul. He was ready to take things to an even more sickening level. He began stalking a woman who lived with her husband. The happy couple had just had their first child together and were enjoying the early days of parenthood but they were beginning to get stressed out by all of these strange phone calls at all hours of the day and night. The lady was nervous at the thought of being home alone with their young child just incase this sicko who was making the calls would show up at the house. Her husband agreed to take them to work with him as he was a pizza delivery driver, he didn't mind them coming along because he himself was concerned. Unfortunately their paranoia, concern and worry about this nuisance caller was to be proven right because when they returned home that night, someone had broken into their home. The scene was horrific, the place was a mess and even more disturbing and sick, was that the cat had been slaughtered, there was blood everywhere and a pornographic picture had been placed on the cat's remains. There was two dead kittens left in the bathroom and in the crib that belonged to their newborn baby was another pornographic picture. There was pornographic pictures that Paul had placed around the house and a message was left for the terrified woman ''DONNA YOU ARE DEAD''. 

The terrified couple called the police and left that very night, vowing never to return. One can't imagine what must have been going through their minds, if Donna (the lady who was the target for all of this) and the baby had decided just to stay at home that night whilst her husband had gone to work, they would have been there when that monster turned up at the house. 

On June 11th 1993 just months after this horrible event, an 18 year old girl had been reported missing, her name was Elizabeth Stevens. Elizabeth was a bright young woman who was very mature for her age, outgoing and was focused on a career in the Army. Paul Denyer pounced on Elizabeth as she was on her way home. He approached her with a gun and told her not to move or he would ''Blow your f***ing head off''. 

Elizabeth did as she was told and followed instructions. The monster had strangled her, cut her throat, it was a brutal murder with blood everywhere, he had even slashed at her body after her death with symbols that looked like knots and crosses. Elizabeth's body was found the next day in a park near Frankston. Although her clothing was in disarray (bra and top pushed up to expose breasts)  there was no obvious sign of sexual assault or any semen found at the scene. 

The second known murder by Paul Denyer was that of a 22 year old young mother who had just given birth 12 days earlier. Debbie Fream had left her newborn baby with her trusted friend as she nipped out to the grocery store for 10 minutes to pick up some essentials, what ended up happening was heartbreaking. Paul watched Debbie run into the grocery store and so she left the car unlocked, he saw the opportunity to get into the car where he lay in wait. As soon as she got into the car, he threatened her. Sadly, Debbie was murdered by Paul. He went into a frenzy whilst committing this heartless murder, he stabbed her neck, head, arms and chest. There was no evidence that Debbie had been sexually assaulted but they did find that she had been stabbed a total of 24 times, many of the wounds had occurred after her death. Paul had this sickening desire to stab women and cut women even after he had strangled them, it was as if he was trying to destroy their bodies, scar and mark them. Debbie's body was found four days after her murder. 

The third and final victim was a 17 year old girl by the name of Natalie Russell who had been travelling home from school. Paul Denyer was waiting for any female to come walking past so that he could abduct and kill them. He did his usual routine of sneaking up to unsuspecting women and attacking them. Natalie had been strangled and stabbed before and after death, the scene was horrific. 
(Paul Denyer's known victims. From right: Natalie Russell, Deborah Fream & Elizabeth Stevens. Picture credit: news.com.au. Collage by Caledonian Kitty)

Within hours Natalie's body had been found and Paul had already been spotted by a witness in the very same area before Natalie's murder. A police officer had also made note of Paul's car after someone called the police to report someone acting suspicious around that area before Natalie was murdered. The police went to his home where his girlfriend also was and he was arrested and questioned. He was asked to show his hands and they were full of scratches and dried blood under the fingernails. 

At first Paul denied having anything to do with the murders but as soon as Detectives told him that they had evidence that he had been at the locations of all of the murders prior to the women being discovered, he confessed in his words ''I did all three.''

He then went on to describe without a shred of remorse and in a very matter-of-fact way, how he murdered each victim. He said he just wanted to kill them. 

Paul Denyer was found guilty of all three murders and sentenced to three life sentences. He later put in an appeal and this was accepted and it was to enable him to apply for parole after 30 years. This opportunity came recently but thank goodness he was not released. It has now been decided that again, due to his lack of remorse and the public outcry, that he will be spending his life behind bars. 

As usual with Paul, he continued to live in a world of fantasies and out of the blue he announced that he wished to be called 'Paula', despite never mentioning about feeling like a trans-woman before. All he ever said about women was how much he hated them and unfortunately his horrific and evil actions spoke a lot louder than words. This monster hated women, harassed, stalked, murdered, mutilated them and all of a sudden he wants to be a woman? He was a danger and is a danger to women and it was terrifying that he was aiming to be moved to a women's prison. 

If that's not enough, he was demanding that the government change his name from Paul to Paula, he wanted to be moved to a female prison and have gender transition surgery. He was so delusional that he had declared in letters to people outside of the prison that the police who originally worked on the case would support him because he was a changed person. 

His demands and requests were rejected, he was not allowed to change his name to Paula, he was not being moved to a female prison and he was not allowed to have gender transition surgery. He was furious but strangely enough, for a guy who was hell-bent on becoming a woman as soon as he found out he wasn't going to get what he wanted, he suddenly changed his mind and insisted on being called 'Paul' again. He said 'Paula' was dead and that he was back to living full-time as a man. 

I have covered a few cases from Australia over the years and I do respect their approach with their laws, they take a hard line with criminals and don't bow to pressure or political correctness. If this had been the UK, no doubt Paul would have gotten everything he wanted, maybe a red carpet and an en-suit bathroom too (and I say all of that with a straight face. My current opinion of the UK justice system and government is not very high).

Paul Denyer is currently 53 years old and those who have had the unfortunate opportunity to be in his presence say that he has not changed a bit. Never has there been a shred of remorse or regret about what he has done to his female victims that he brutally murdered, the women he harassed and stalked, the families he left heartbroken, the beautiful animals he tortured and murdered, not one single bit of sadness for anyone, he is truly a monster. 

As recently as 2023, Paul Denyer had the opportunity to apply for parole and he took it, the relatives of the victims, survivors and basically all of Australia (and anyone who was familiar with the case) were beside themselves with worry that this evil murderer could be back on the streets once more. He may have been an older man in his 50s but for someone who was displaying and carrying out evil acts from such a young age and getting more and more extreme as time went on, it was terrifying to think that he could get out to carry on his horrible behavior. Luckily, with the bravery of everyone involved in the case, Paul Denyer was denied parole and has to stay behind bars where he belongs.

RIP to Elizabeth, Debbie, Natalie and to the beautiful animals. Prayers and well wishes for the families of the victims and the survivors. 

Further Reading & Sources:


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She Wanted Rid of His Children So That She Could Have Him All To Herself: The Evil Stepmother: Martha Rendell

(Martha Rendell. Picture credit: executedtoday)

*Please be aware that I will be talking about some sensitive details to do with child abuse in this post. I always aim to be as sensitive as I can be when sharing the details without taking away from the facts of the case. Please feel free to email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com if you have any questions about this post*

There's women in this world who are naturally maternal and have the ability to provide a loving, caring, safe and nurturing home to their children but there is also the not-so maternal kind, the women who shouldn't be allowed anywhere near children. This case is decades old but still very much a shocking moment in Australia's criminal history. This story is one that you may have heard about before but just in-case it's new to you I have included it here on my blog to finish off this trio of posts that I have written over the past few weeks, to do with women who have used poison as their method of murder. 

In my previous two posts, I shared the shocking stories of Blanche Taylor Moore and Velma Barfield who both poisoned their husbands and lovers as well as being suspected of the sudden deaths of many others, In this post I will be talking about a woman who was so obsessed with her partner that she murdered three of his children whilst also trying to murder a fourth child who managed to escape. Martha Rendell was her name and I'm sure if any of you hail from the gorgeous country of Australia, you will probably be familiar with that name and the case. For those who don't know the story, I hope you will find this post to be informative.

So let's get into it....With this case being decades ago, trying to track down details of Martha's childhood has been a challenge but what we do know is that she was born in Adelaide, Australia on the 10th of August 1871. She left her family home at the age of just 16 and lived a rebellious lifestyle which resulted in her being a single parent of three children. She struggled as a parent and wasn't really cut out for the role, she also had a bit of a bad reputation as it was frowned upon back in those days to have children out of wedlock. With no clear direction in life and feeling tied down as a young mother, she found excitement in a married man named Thomas Morris. 

Call it 'Daddy Issues' or whatever but Martha couldn't keep herself away from this married man who was not only living with his wife but his children too. Thomas encouraged and enjoyed the attention from Martha and the pair went on to have a full blown affair which soon caught the attention of the locals. Martha already had an unsavory reputation as it was and knowledge that she was seeing a married man just made things worse, especially in those days. Thomas decided it was time to move out of town because he had a job offer elsewhere and he wanted to get away from being the subject of local gossip. Thomas and Martha fell in love and he asked her to leave with him. Thomas left his wife and Martha left her three children behind and they moved out of town.

Thomas, Martha and his children all lived in a house together and Thomas was often away working whilst it was Martha's role to take care of the children. Before Thomas left his wife, Martha would dream of the day that she would finally have Thomas all to herself and when he did leave his wife (who he wasn't divorced it was quite difficult to set up a divorce back then so Thomas and his former wife just remained separated) it wasn't quite how she imagined. First of all it was bad enough that she wouldn't be able to marry him as he was still technically married to his first wife on paper, there was also the issue of his children that Martha had a love/hate relationship with. It seemed that the children were never fully comfortable with Martha and she didn't have the patience for them either, she just wanted to be with Thomas.

The children missed their mother and felt some animosity towards Martha as if they felt that she was to blame for the break-up of their parents marriage. Martha didn't have the time, patience or mothering persona that the children experienced previously with their own mother. With Thomas being away working a lot of the time, the children and Martha were together quite a lot and money was tight, it could often be quite miserable and hard to get by. 

In Martha's mind she felt that the children were a burden and a barrier between herself and Thomas, there was no privacy and she didn't want to share him with his children. In the space of just 14 months, three of the children had fallen seriously ill out of nowhere and died. Annie was just seven years old when she passed away after being declared as suffering from 'Diphtheria' which is a serious bacterial infection that causes extreme coughing, sore throat, fever, swollen glands and exhaustion. When the family Doctor was at the house, Martha played the part of the caring stepmother and said that she had been trying to nurse Annie back to health. When the second child died (Seven year old Olive) just a few months later, the Doctor returned and gave the same diagnosis and put it down to just a heartbreaking coincidence. However, when Arthur passed away (Arthur was slightly older than the girls, having been 14) the Doctor became suspicious of what was going on. 

With the Doctor's suspicions and then the revelation that a fourth child, George had fled the house because he believed that Martha was trying to kill him, Martha was taken into custody. George survived but spoke of how Martha had been swabbing the children's throats with Hydrochloric acid and this was causing the children's throats to swell up and for them to exhibit the symptoms that had been seen on the days and weeks leading up to their deaths. On the day that George ran away, Martha had tried to swab his throat with the acid but he was lucky to have survived and got away. 

An investigation was conducted and it was found that Martha had indeed poisoned the children and attempted to poison George also, with Hydrochloric acid. Initially Thomas was arrested alongside Martha because he had been noted as purchasing some of the acid but after some investigation was done, authorities believed Thomas to have been completely unaware of what had been going on. 

Martha Rendell stood trial and was sentenced to death, She was to hang for her despicable crimes and in those days, they didn't mess about. She had initially been arrested in July of 1909 and by October the 6th 1909 she was deceased. Her time of death was noted at 8am and took place at Freemantle prison (which is now a tourist attraction, I'll leave a link to it at the end of this post). There was no tears, no regret and not a shred of remorse, she was buried in Freemantle Cemetery and was the last woman to be put to death in the state of Western Australia. Martha was 38 years old at the time of her death.

Another disturbing bit of trivia about this story is that another serial killer by the name of Eric Edgar Cooke was also placed in the plot where Martha's remains were placed decades before. He was placed there in 1964, so the two monsters share the same grave in Freemantle Cemetery. 

RIP to Annie, Olive and Arthur.

What a shocking story no matter how long ago that it took place, some things in history are so terrible that it's hard to ever forget them and it's important that we don't forget, for the sake of the innocent victims. I hope you have found this post to be informative and do take a look at some of the links I have included about Freemantle prison and the cemetery, so much history and with the prison in particular....can you imagine if the walls could talk? some people believe that Martha haunts the prison and that there is an illusion on one of the prison window's that can only be seen from the outside, people believe that it is the face of Martha Rendell but who know's? If anyone has seen it leave a comment below, I love all things paranormal too. 

Australia is definitely a place I would love to visit one day and I would very much like to visit the Freemantle prison and cemetery. 

Further reading & sources:

Martha Rendell: Article | Executed Today

Martha Rendell | Wikipedia

Eric Edgar Cooke | Wikipedia

Freemantle Cemetery | Official Website

Freemantle Prison | Official Website

Diphtheria: Article | Mayo Clinic

The Big Book of Serial Killers | Book by Jack Rosewood & Rebecca Lo

Martha Rendell: Article | WA Police History


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The First Woman In The USA to Die By Lethal Injection: Velma Barfield

(Velma Barfield in her prison cell. Picture credit: Fayobserver)

*Please be aware that I will be sharing some sensitive details in this post which will include discussion of childhood trauma and abuse as well as mental health issues. I will, as always, aim to be as sensitive as I can be with the details without taking away from the details of the case.*

Velma Barfield (born Margie Velma Bullard on the 29th of October 1932 in Eastover, North Carolina) was known not only as 'Death Row Granny' but also as the first woman to die from lethal injection in the United States. Those familiar with the history of death row cases and specifically executions will know Velma's story very well. On the outside she looked like she could be anyone's auntie or grandmother but behind the friendly and soft spoken persona was a psychopath who was reportedly suffering from Dissociative Identity Disorder, with an alter ego that she referred to as 'Billy'.

As is not surprising especially with the diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder, Velma's childhood was quite a difficult one at the hands of her father. My last post featured the Blanche Taylor Moore case which is quite similar to Velma's story as both came from similar backgrounds and committed similar crimes. Velma's father was physically abusive and there was nobody to go to for comfort, her mother allowed the physical and emotional abuse to continue and Velma had to continue to endure many years of suffering before she left home. 

Determined to put her traumatic childhood behind her and begin a new life, she met and married a man named Thomas Burke. With Thomas Velma was eager to start a family and try to rebuild her life, they had two children together and it looked as though Velma had gotten the family life that she had always dreamed of, but soon cracks began to appear. When she began suffering terrible pain during her monthly cycle she contacted a Doctor and examinations were carried out that determined that Velma would be best to have a hysterectomy. It was a difficult situation for her to go through but she was in so much pain that she felt she had no choice. Nowadays in this type of situation there are a number of things that can be considered before having to commit to a full hysterectomy but times were different back then.

Going through the procedure and having the task of trying to heal her body, Velma assumed that all of her pain issues would be no more but for some reason she was still suffering and this led to sleepless nights and irritability. Thomas and Velma would have aggressive arguments and thought it would be best for Velma to try some sort of painkiller medication which seemed to help at first but she became addictive and this affected her personality too. 

With all the stress that had been going on in the marriage, Thomas found himself addicted to alcohol. It was clear that the pair were not happy in the relationship. Anyone else would've just called it a day and got a divorce but that never happened because on the 4th of April 1969, tragedy struck (or shall we say....alleged tragedy struck). Velma took the children out for the day to run some errands, Thomas stayed at home. When Velma and the kids returned they were greeted with the horrific sight of their beloved family home in flames with the devastating knowledge that Thomas was trapped inside. 

Everyone was heartbroken for Velma and the children, they'd lost both a husband and a father and people rallied around them to support them the best they could, especially Velma's mother Lillian. Velma and the children were able to find another home but under strange circumstances, that home also just happened to mysteriously end up in flames, luckily the kids and Velma were not harmed but it sure was a horrible 'coincidence'.

With the shocking trauma of having two homes burned down and the tragic loss of her husband, the father of her children, you would have thought that Velma would be taking some time for herself to try to come to terms with so much devastation in such a short space of time but no, she had another man on the scene the very next year. 

The money that Velma had received on the insurances with the houses and of course the horrible loss of Thomas, was able to help her and the children get by, but in her personal life, she decided it was time to start dating again. With things moving so quick there were a few raised eyebrows but some people put it down to trauma and Velma just needing someone to lean on and some company. Things moved super fast with her new man, Jennings Barfield, it was a sort of 'blink and you'd miss it' sort of situation. Practically within a short space of time and meeting they were married and living together and it hadn't even been a year.

More tragedy fell on Velma's shoulders when Jennings suddenly passed away from a heart attack, they'd not even been married a year. It just seemed as though poor Velma could not catch a break. 

With the devastating loss of two husbands and two homes, Velma must have been mentally and physically exhausted with all of the grief so it wasn't surprising that she took some time to live with her mother Lillian. 

Lillian had become a rock to Velma despite the difficulties of the past when Velma felt that her mother didn't care about what was happening to her at the hands of her abusive father. Things seemed to be fine for a while and Velma and the children seemed to have gotten their spark back having Lillian around. But.....as you'll probably guess, things took another tragic turn when Lillian suddenly took very ill with some sort of mysterious illness. She managed to recover within days and everyone breathed a sigh of relief but the mysterious illness later returned and she was admitted into hospital where she sadly passed away on the 30th of December, 1974.

Whatever strange and tragic events that were happening around Velma in those years at least there was the positive knowledge that the children never came to harm although they were heartbroken at the sudden loss of both their father and grandmother. 

Velma decided that she wanted to become a carer for elderly and vulnerable people. In 1976 she grew close to an elderly couple by the names of Dollie and Montgomery (Edwards) who saw her as like the daughter they never had. Velma would run errands for the couple, take them to Doctors appointments, cook and clean the house etc. It wasn't long before Montgomery suddenly fell ill and passed away, with his heartbroken devoted wife Dollie passing away a short time later of the exact same mysterious illness. It was clear that Velma was responsible for the deaths of this couple and no doubt the previous sudden deaths from years before. 

Instead of alarm bells being raised, Velma continued going about her every day business and befriended another elderly couple, Rec and John Henry who met a similar fate to the Edwards couple. The last unfortunate soul to end up crossing paths with Venomous Velma (that's just a nickname I've given her, not an 'official' nickname) was Rowland Taylor and this relationship was a romantic one, not that romantic though because this poor chap ended up deceased within a year of meeting Velma and she stole quite a large sum of money from him. Rowland had passed away on the 3rd of February 1978 and this time people were not buying the 'tragic Velma' story, an autopsy was performed on Rowland and there it was in all it's glory, evidence of rat poison. 

The game was up for Velma and she was arrested and charged with murder. Surprisingly when questioned about the mysterious deaths of people close to her in the past she didn't hold back. Velma confessed to everything and this was acknowledged that she was indeed responsible for the murders. She had confessed to poisoning everyone including Rowland, her previous two husbands and her mother. She was convicted of Rowland's murder and sentenced to death. Due to the full confession of all murders and the abundance of evidence that she was responsible for the death of Rowland, it was decided that exhuming the other victims would not be necessary. 

Velma did appeal and when that was obviously thrown out she gave up and accepted her fate. As the years went on (Velma also served her sentence in the very same prison facility as Blanche Taylor Moore), Velma opened up about her past and despite knowing there was no way she'd be released from prison and that her fate was decided, she apparently demonstrated great remorse for all that she had done. She turned to Christianity and fully devoted herself to helping other prisoners and her reputation for being a shoulder to cry on and a great support to others became well known. Even the guards of the prison took a liking to Velma which may sound bizarre to us but some people believed that she truly turned her life around in prison because of finding faith and getting the much needed psychological help that she should have received many years before. 

It was clear that Velma was either a genius at manipulating people or she was genuinely sorry for what she had done. As I mentioned earlier she was diagnosed with a mental illness and one can believe that she either faked this illness or that she genuinely was psychologically ill. The motive for the murders she could not explain because to her these murders were carried out by her alter ego who she called 'Billy'. It is not uncommon for abused children to develop psychological illness as a result of past trauma. It's not uncommon for abused children to invent 'imaginary friends' or suffer some sort of episode where they believe they are someone else. Velma did suffer terribly at the hands of her father when she was a child and the fact that her mother didn't intervene would have no doubt left her with feelings of betrayal and abandonment. 

I'm not down-playing what Velma did because innocent people lost their lives and she caused her own children trauma due to her heartless actions, but her ability to develop fully was disturbed as a child causing her to have a split personality. She had difficulty feeling love because her parents did not demonstrate love to her, so she grew up cold. 

With so much time in prison and professionals there to listen, Velma's past was put under the microscope and she faced a lot of things and reportedly tried to make good in some sort of way by helping others. 

With endless appeals, some prisoners who are 100% guilty will try to play the system whilst they serve their time on death row, resulting on many of them dying before any sort of execution is served. The appeals prolong time and can take years. Velma's time for her sentence to be completed was fast approaching and that date was to be the 2nd of November, 1984. 

Taking everything into consideration, Velma's case was watched closely by human rights campaigners as well as fellow prisoners who claimed that she was like a grandmother to them. Due to the fact that she had been considered a model prisoner and her mental health difficulties there were people who believed that she did not deserve to be put to death, they thought it more appropriate that her sentence be changed to life imprisonment. Velma was aware of the support she had both inside and outside of the prison but no matter what other people's opinions of her situation may have been, the fact is that she took lives, not one, not two but reportedly as many as seven whilst also benefiting financially from those deaths. 

On the 2nd of November 1984, Velma was dressed in pink pyjamas and blue slippers as she was walked towards the room where she was to be given the lethal injection. She was 52 years old. Just hours before she had refused the option of a 'last meal' and instead opted for a soda and a packet of 'Cheeze Doodlez' (which I think is the American version of the UK's cheesy Wotsits). This option combined with the fact that she was dressed in pink pyjamas gives (in my opinion) a very child-like vibe to the whole situation as disturbing as it was. 

Sixteen people were reportedly present at Velma's last moments and before the deadly drug was administered, Velma was given the chance to have some final words, she said: 

''I know that everybody has gone through a lot of pain, all the families connected, and I am sorry, and I want to thank everybody who have been supporting me these past six years,'' 

Velma had reportedly told friends, family members and supporters that she was prepared to meet her maker with as much degree of dignity as the system would allow. She said that she also saw her execution as her ''Gateway to heaven.''

Just hours before her scheduled execution, during and afterwards, there were protests both inside and outside of the prison. Some people were satisfied at what they saw as justice being done and other people were upset because they believed that she didn't deserve to be executed. 

When Velma was officially declared deceased, her body was taken straight away to a nearby hospital where some of her organs were removed as it was her wish to have them donated to those who were on the transplant register as well as medical science. The rest of her remains were prepared for burial in Fayetteville. 

In a lot of death row cases, convicted murderers are often buried elsewhere in unmarked graves but in another strange twist and some may say, quite disturbing, Velma was buried in Parkton Cemetery near her first husband Thomas Burke as arranged by her son. Velma had kept in regular contact with her children whilst she was serving her sentence. 

RIP to the victims of Velma Barfield. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Velma Barfield: Article | Fayetteville Observer

The Death Row Granny | Book by Jack Smith

The Big Book of Serial Killers | Book by Jack Rosewood & Rebecca Lo

Velma Barfield | Wikipedia

Velma Barfield: Article | The New York Times

Lethal Injection | Wikipedia

So, what are your thoughts on this disturbing and interesting case? Some unusual details included, do you think it's possible that people can turn their lives around serving their sentences or do you think it is all an act in an attempt at a change a sentence or possible early release? Do you believe that Velma was psychologically ill or was it all just pure manipulation? A strange story indeed and I appreciate you taking the time to come through through this case with me all the way to the end. 

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Blanche Taylor Moore AKA 'The Black Widow': The Oldest Woman on Death Row in The USA

 (Blanche Taylor Moore. Picture credit: Greensboro News)

*Please be aware that I will be sharing some disturbing details in this post where I will be talking about childhood trauma and sexual abuse. As always I will try to be as sensitive as I can be with the details and if you have any comments or questions about the post, please contact me via the contact form on my blog page or email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com*

They said that her homemade chocolate cake was phenomenal at the church fair, she could've been a chef if she wanted to as she was a dab hand at baking and cooking. She was a pillar of the community, always a friendly, smiling face, always available for a nice chat and a cup of coffee.....but there was just a slight concerning detail about the flirtatious and charismatic Blanch Taylor Moore.......people who were close to her had a habit of dying a painful death. Call it a terrible coincidence or that she was just very unfortunate when it came to her choosing of husbands and lovers, but mysteriously these men would end up deceased.

It wasn't a mystery for long because anyone with two brain cells could see what the real story was with Blanche and the cops were suspicious of her from the start. I briefly talked about Blanche in a post I had written back in 2020 but in that particular post I just touched on her crimes as I had been talking about two other cases too. As I've always been intrigued with the Blanche Taylor Moore case (thanks in part to the 90's TV movie based on the case featuring one of my glamorous idols, Elizabeth Montgomery) I thought it was time for good old Blanche to have a post of her own on my blog especially as she is the USA's oldest living female prisoner on death row. 

At the current age of 92, she seems to be still going strong despite having battled a number of health issues, including cancer. Thanks to her numerous appeals over the years she has managed to manipulate the system and prolong her execution date meaning she'll most probably die before that day ever comes around. 

Blanche is currently serving her sentence in the same prison that she has been in since November 1990, the Correctional Institution for Women in Raleigh, North Carolina. Since the day she was arrested she had continued to plead her innocence despite the high amount of evidence to the contrary. She is said to be a model prisoner and spends a lot of time writing poetry as well as partaking in other hobbies such as cooking and reading.

So let's get into some of Blanche's background especially her upbringing and her crimes. She was born on the 17th of February 1933 in Concord, North Carolina, USA. She had a difficult childhood which may come as no surprise. Not much is known about her relationship with her mother Flonnie, but her father was said to have been a very abusive man who subjected her to a lot of trauma. Parker was a religious man and Baptist Minister who was very strict, cruel and reportedly forced Blanche into prostitution to pay off his debts, he was a heavy gambler. According to Blanche he was a violent drunk who would have numerous affairs behind his wife's back. The traumatic experiences with her father and watching how he behaved, developed this mistrust and hatred towards men that would continue for the rest of her life. 

You can see where the path with Blanche began and it was with her father's abuse. Your first important relationships in your life are with your parents and in a lot of cases your experiences in childhood help shape your views on the world and people, and these views can be carried on way into adulthood. Blanche didn't have many positive experiences with men when she was growing up and this further created this view that they were not to be trusted. Blanche's upbringing was quite a cold, unaffectionate one and this shaped her lack of genuine warmth, love and care for others, she knew how to put on an act in front of people but she couldn't feel genuine love for them. 

As she grew older it became more about survival for her and she viewed everyone with suspicion. With having a lot of disturbing sexual abuse in her childhood, she had almost a split personality jumping from an adult like state to a child like state. She was very intelligent, she could quote several texts from the bible and had the ability to be a great conversationalist which enabled people to warm to her and believe her to be a trustworthy person. Blanche's father passed away in 1968 and the death was listed as being due to a heart attack, nobody batted an eyelid because of his lifestyle but suspicions weren't raised until many years later about what was the real truth of his death. 

Having been starved of love, affection and put through horrendous abuse in her childhood, it was no surprise that Blanche was looking to create a family of her own and find a father figure. She thought she had found that in a man named James Taylor. She rushed into marriage with him and had two children. Things were fine at first, she felt she had some sort of security with him and she had taken a job at a local grocery store to help pay the bills but became very dissatisfied with married life. James had disappointed her and she felt that there was no excitement in the marriage so she began an affair with her boss, the store manager, Raymond Reid. 

Just a few years after her father's death from a supposed heart attack, James Taylor suddenly died of a heart attack too. Eyebrows were raised when it was discovered that the whole time she and Raymond were seeing each other and continued to see each other after James's death. By 1985 she was fed up with Raymond and began flirting with another employee at work who just happened to be a regional manager. For one reason or another this affair quickly turned sour and Blanche publicly accused this man (Kevin Denton) of sexual harassment. Whether this was actually the case is unclear but later knowing the full track record of Blanche it's possible that this man tried to end things and she wanted revenge with some sort of financial gain. Kevin was humiliated and viewed as a pervert, his life was turned upside down and he was fired from his position. Blanche didn't let the matter drop and the company ended up paying her $275,000 in compensation. 

Still in a relationship with Raymond Reid and being awarded this sum of money, Blanche didn't waste any time moving on to the next guy who happened to be a Reverend. The man, Rev Dwight Moore was well thought of in the community and instantly fell for Blanche's charms and they grew close, well, he obviously was quite taken with her and she had ulterior motives. Fed up with Raymond Reid, she complained to Dwight that she was having a problem with ants and needed some sort of pesticide to get rid of them. Dwight purchased some 'Anti-Ant' for her. Keeping both relationships a secret, Blanche found herself playing the concerned partner of Raymond Reid who mysteriously fell ill. The poor man struggled to get out of bed and it was a total mystery as to what was wrong with him. Blanche continued to give him her homemade cooking but he just grew worse and worse. Eventually he was admitted to hospital and although practically at death's door on admission, he eventually came round and seemed to be in recovery. You'd think that despite Blanche no longer being happy in a relationship with Raymond, that she would be at least happy to see that he had been improving after this mysterious illness that seemed to just come out of nowhere.

To show how much she apparently cared for Raymond, she insisted on bringing him some of her home cooking into the hospital. This wasn't really allowed but Blanche managed to charm the nurses and because she came across as such a lovely, polite woman just looking out for her beloved partner, they just let it slide. Just hours after Blanche's visit, Raymond suddenly took a turn for the worse and continued to decline, getting sicker and sicker by the day, the Doctors were baffled. Blanche continued to visit him and bring him the food she had prepared at home. Raymond Reid passed away in 1986 and Blanche managed to have the autopsy refused. She was very calculating and very persuasive.

Not long after Raymond's death, Blanche and Dwight made it known in town that they were officially seeing each other and had plans to marry. The pair had to postpone their wedding arrangements a couple of times because Blanche had breast cancer and was undergoing treatment and Dwight needed surgery for a stomach complaint. 

They did eventually get married on the 19th of April 1989 and had their honeymoon but as soon as they returned home, within days, Dwight suddenly fell violently ill and needed hospitalisation. Doctors were baffled at what was wrong with him so they ran a series of tests and found that he had a very dangerous amount of arsenic in his system. When they informed Blanche, she played it off that Dwight had been doing some gardening and must have accidentally gotten some pesticide into his system but the Doctors were not convinced. There was no way that he would be able to get twenty times the amount of a lethal dose of arsenic in his system without it being deliberately administered to him. It was a miracle that Dwight survived and the Doctors didn't waste any time contacting the police. Dwight, when he began to recover, refused to believe that his beloved Blanche had anything to do with his sickness.

The police interviewed Dwight in his hospital bed and the real truth was beginning to emerge. Dwight was in denial about the thought of Blanche deliberately trying to poison him so they showed him documents that also proved that Blanche was trying to have his life insurance policy paid out to her in the event of his death. Dwight had mentioned that Blanche had told him her previous partner had died suddenly after a short illness and the police decided to investigate further and check out who had previously been involved with Blanche. 

The police's investigation resulted in the bodies of James Taylor, Raymond Reid and even her father being exhumed and tested for arsenic poisoning which of course, all three bodies were found to be riddled with it. Blanche was promptly arrested and questioned. Without so much as a flinch, Blanche was cool as a cucumber when being questioned and accused of the murder of her father, her two previous partners and the attempted murder of her current husband. Obviously the circumstances were in no way humorous in the slightest but Blanche actually thought she was smart enough to get away with it all. She sat there in front of the investigators with a straight face and said that all of the men must have been depressed and suicidal and that the whole thing had been some crazy coincidence. She claimed that she knew nothing about the arsenic and complained about how the whole thing was causing her stress and that nobody was thinking about what she was going through. The police were in disbelief at her confidence, lack of remorse and delusional attitude that she thought she could talk her way out of all of this because she had done so for so many years. 

This time Blanche's ability to charm and talk her way out of situations didn't work. She was being tried for murder and attempted murder. Her trial began in October of 1990, she was found guilty and given a death sentence by lethal injection which, as I mentioned earlier, she has managed to stave off with appeals up to the present day (2025).

Blanche is suspected to have murdered many others, there were reportedly a number of mysterious deaths around her and with her father's death occurring in 1968 and her finally being caught in 1986, who knows for sure how many poisonings she was actually responsible for. It would certainly be a difficult task for investigators to have every single deceased person connected to her to exhumed. I think the attitude was that they had her, she was found guilty and put behind bars to meet her maker which they hoped to have been swiftly but Blanche being Blanche, she had other ideas and had to have her usual last say and control on what was happening. 

Rev Dwight Moore, managed to make a recovery despite all that Blanche had put him through but he sadly passed away in 2013. 

The TV movie I mentioned, starring Elizabeth Montgomery is available to view on YouTube 

RIP to the known victims of Blanche Taylor Moore and also to the unidentified victims (I believe there is more). 

Further Reading & Sources: 

State V. Moore: Court Documents | Justia US Law

Blanche Taylor Moore: Article | Greensboro News

Preacher's Girl: The Life & Crimes of Blanche Taylor Moore | Book by Jim Schultze

Blanche Taylor Moore | Wikipedia

Blanche Taylor Moore | Murderpedia

Arsenic Poisoning | Wikipedia

North Carolina Correctional Institution for Women

Rev Dwight Moore | Find A Grave

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Where Did It All Go Wrong? The Tragic Story of Andy Gibb

(Collage created by Caledonian Kitty. Picture credits: Biography)

When I think about the music that my parents played growing up, I count myself very blessed for in amongst the classic albums of the 1970s, 1980s and 1990s, there was always a Bee Gees number in there somewhere. They were brought to my attention through being a fan of Grease and Saturday Night Fever and my mum was always a huge fan of Barry Gibb and their music. To me, the Bee Gees were just as important in music history as The Beatles were, but they don't get the full recognition that they deserve. I watched a Glastonbury clip on You Tube recently and it was from a few years ago when Coldplay had a surprise guest on stage and it was none other than Barry Gibb himself. With such music royalty you'd have thought that the audience would be screaming the place down but unfortunately this particular audience were a bit lukewarm and I was angry at my laptop screen because I thought that Barry deserved a heroes welcome. 

I understand that a lot of the people in that audience are of a certain age and taste but that's no excuse, The Bee Gees were before my time but I still know who they are, but anyway, I'm sure you know the significance of how important the Bee Gees have been to the world of music. I had to begin this post talking about the Bee Gees because the person I'm focusing on in this post was the youngest of the Gibb brothers, Andy. All together there were four brothers. 

The Bee Gees were formed in 1958 as a trio, Barry, Robin and Maurice. Barry was the oldest of the Gibb brothers and each were very talented singers, songwriters and musicians in their own right. The height of the band's success was in the late 1960s through to the 1970s but they were so incredibly popular with numerous hits not only for themselves but writing for other artists that they pretty much cemented their place in music history. They continued to release songs and tour up until the sad deaths of Robin and Maurice. Maurice was only 53 when he passed away on the 12th of January 2003, after issues with his health and suffering from a cardiac arrest. Robin passed away on the 20th of May 2012 at the age of 62. He had battled a number of health conditions in the later years of his life which were connected to colon cancer. As I move along this post I will be talking more about Andy but if you are unaware of his story you've probably pretty much guessed sadly that Andy too is no longer with us. I will go into the circumstances of his death as we go on but a heartbreaking outcome all round to find that Barry is the only one left out of the four brothers who is still standing. Barry is still going strong at the remarkable age of 78 and there really is no end to that man's talent. 

So, as you can imagine, Andy being so much younger than his brothers, being born on the 5th of March 1958 in Manchester, England, there was about 8 to 9 years between him and his two brothers Robin and Maurice. Barry being the oldest was 12 years apart in age from Andy. The funny thing is that Andy and Barry were almost like twins despite the age gap, they both looked alike, acted alike and even had the same birthmark. Andy idolized Barry and wanted to be just like him. Andy's upbringing was quite a surreal one, when his three brothers began making waves the whole Gibb family went from being a working class poor family from England to a worldwide sensation. Andy was still very young but watched in awe as his brothers, particularly Barry, got so much positive attention everywhere they went, screaming girls, fancy cars, fancy clothes and a never-ending supply of money. Whenever Andy wanted a new toy he got it, his brothers made sure that he and the family never went without a single thing. 

It all sounds bliss, having the Bee Gees as your brothers and being able to afford whatever you wanted but his parents tried to keep him as grounded as much as possible and part of this was attending a local school. Andy was attending school with kids who lived in quite impoverished backgrounds and they all knew who he was. Instead of (what some people might expect) admiration from the other kids at the fact that he had famous brothers, he was bullied endlessly. He was nicknamed 'The Bee Gees Kid' and was forever being ridiculed and laughed at. I remember talking to someone a few years ago who is the younger brother of the lead singer of a very famous band (I won't mention the name cause he told me this in confidence) and I assumed that he must have had a whale of a time being related to a legend but he put me straight. He told me that he didn't have a childhood. As well as having to deal with fans camping outside the family home, he was also bullied at school and it would be even worse if his brother's band had appeared on TV the night before. We know it's all jealousy but these guys were just young kids and to be constantly singled out and made to feel different must have been very hard. A lot of us know what it's like to be bullied and you usually assume that it's just poor kids that get bullied but there are people out there who will bully someone for being smart or having a better lifestyle than them. 

Andy's original dream was not to follow his brothers into the world of music, he wanted to be a Doctor. Being a Doctor seemed to be what he was set on until Barry bought him a guitar and he became hooked on playing. He still hero-worshipped Barry and decided that he wanted to get into music himself. Barry, his other brothers and his parents were all very supportive and encouraged him to keep practicing. 

Barry, Robin and Maurice, despite their success, knew how hard the music industry was and the pressures that came along with fame. They did their best to shield Andy from the showbiz lifestyle but it was very difficult. Andy was determined to be a star but he was also very shy at times and didn't have the confidence like that of his brothers. He was often described as being very sensitive. As Andy got older he expressed his desire to be famous like his brothers and really wanted to be part of the Bee Gees. For some reason the option of Andy joining the Bee Gees was never entertained by the other brothers for reasons best known to them. The trio had already cemented their place in music history and they were supportive of Andy with encouraging him to keep practicing and really go for a career but they didn't want him to be part of the band. 

With the help of his parents, brothers (especially Barry), Andy was set up with a music career. Barry helped him with songwriting and was a mentor to him. His mother got a band together and acted as a manager. Things took a while to take off and there were some dramas at this time. Andy was quite careless and found himself in a number of mishaps whilst living in Australia, especially a very serious one where he was driving a new car and accidentally ran someone over, the victim was sadly left disabled for life, having lost both legs and Andy's parents reportedly freaked out when they were aware of what happened and moved him as quick as they could out of the country. 

There was numerous stops and starts with his music career and he was constantly billed as 'The Bee Gee's Youngest Brother', this irked him but at the same time he understood that it was how it was supposed to be because a lot of people still didn't know who he was. With Barry's help he recorded the now classic song 'I Just Want To Be Your Everything'. Andy didn't have the confidence in his songwriting despite Barry encouraging him to keep going because he believed that he really had something. Barry was known to be an incredible songwriter who could basically write a hit in 15 minutes, right on the spot. Not to take away from Andy's talent because he was very gifted himself but Barry pretty much helped Andy a lot with his music career, not just songwriting and advice but backing vocals, harmonies and in some cases he would sing the song and Andy would sing over the top of it. 

There had been some drama in Andy's love life with a woman he had met in Australia, she was constantly being a thorn in his side and played on his vulnerabilities. When she blackmailed him into marrying her, the Gibb family (along with his friends) didn't approve and none of the Gibb family attended the wedding. The relationship was on and off for a while before they finally called it quits but not before she dropped a bombshell that she was pregnant. At the very height of Andy's success which was in the late 1970s to early 1980s, instead of being able to sit back and enjoy finally having made it, he still faced the constant comparisons to his brothers and accusations that Barry basically gave him a career despite all he had done to work so hard. Andy wrote songs which weren't released and this further frustrated him. He was a fantastic singer with a great personality and was very talented on the guitar but he didn't have the self belief and confidence like he wasn't really ready, he certainly struggled tremendously with fame. He'd struggled with being known as 'The Bee Gees Kid' and struggled even more so when the spotlight was fully placed on him. 

The music industry stuck a label on Andy claiming he was a teen heartthrob and he wasn't too comfortable with this either knowing fine well how short such careers tended to be in the music industry. When people went to see Andy perform they thoroughly enjoyed his performances and could see that he was very passionate and giving his all. He talked about how he enjoyed performing but also said that if there were times that things were getting a bit quiet he would perform some of the Bee Gee's songs and that would bring the audience to life. When he talked about singing his brothers songs, it wasn't negative, he loved singing the songs because he really wanted to be the fourth Bee Gee. There were moments when the Bee Gees were on tour and they would bring Andy on stage and it all seemed to work out great but still they decided it best that he didn't join them permanently. Robin mentioned in an interview that he didn't want Andy to be part of the band. It's actually very sad when you think about it and confusing at the same time. I'd love to hear other people's thoughts on this. Why did the brothers decide not to have him in the band? Do you think it would have worked? 

Andy was trying to make a name for himself and he did have some success but when he tried to continue the novelty was starting to wear off. There was initially excitement around him (he actually had a very impressive start to his career with three number one singles as a new artist) because he was the youngest Gibb brother and he was very handsome but for some reason, maybe because of the style of music and the change of music styles at the time going into the 1980s, his popularity was beginning to wane especially with the death of Disco music. He became involved with a TV show called 'Solid Gold' and had also been very popular in musical theatre productions. Despite things not going quite to plan with the music career, he still had a lot of public interest and a lot of things going for him in his career, he was also dating one of the most beautiful women in the world at the time, actress Victoria Principal. You would have thought that this would have helped make things a bit better for him because he did have some success but it just wasn't in the same vein as his brothers. His was a different type of road to success but still he wasn't happy within himself. 

Andy was never a complete angel but around this time the drugs took hold of him in a big way and he was in constant bouts of depression. It began affecting his career and his relationship as well as his health. He'd been back and forth to the hospital with heart issues after one of his drug binges and it wasn't enough to scare him. Victoria Principal ended the relationship because she couldn't cope with the drug use. People did try to help him but he shut himself away from people. The show 'Solid Gold' were supportive initially but it was very difficult for them because they had to tape two shows just in case Andy didn't show up to film. He became unreliable and eventually everything dried up. 

A friend noticed that he had a lot of letters on the dashboard of his car and he refused to open them, when asked what they were he said they were from his mother. His ex-wife from Australia turned up out of the blue and called him asking him to meet their daughter. At first Andy was unsure of what exactly this woman really wanted and assumed she was looking for money but she claimed that she just wanted him to see their daughter. He finally agreed and he met them, he got on well with his daughter and bought her a bracelet planning to keep in regular contact but sadly it was never to be. 

With his music career a no-go, his TV career and relationship gone, Andy Gibb was in a very lonely place as the late 1980s approached, it was a difficult decade for him just trying to keep his head above water as depression and addiction took full hold. In 1988 according to Barry, Robin and Maurice, Andy had been through hell but had gotten clean and was in talks to make a comeback musically, he really wanted to have another shot trying something different this time. Barry was considering having Andy more involved with the Bee Gee's providing that he was 100% clean, in the past Barry had tried to persuade Maurice and Robin about Andy joining the band but there were not comfortable with that idea. This time it did look like Andy was taking some very positive steps and had managed to make one of his dreams comes true, to be able to get a pilot's license to fly a plane. Andy studied and practiced and passed with flying colours (excuse the pun) and his brothers and family were so proud of him and believed that he was really on the road to recovery this time. He was in regular contact with his brothers and celebrated his 30th birthday in London with plans to make a new album. Things were starting to look positive despite the reality that Andy was in a huge amount of debt but plans had been put in place to help manage all of that with the help of his brothers and family. On and off since the late 70s, Andy had heart problems but never told his brothers, only his parents knew and they kept it a secret. The brothers knew that Andy suffered from chronic fatigue and could fall asleep at the drop of a hat but they just put that down to him working so hard and not sleeping properly. Andy kept his health issues to himself for most of his life. 

With things looking like they were turning a positive corner with Andy looking better than he had been in a long time, just days after his birthday things took a horrific turn. Andy was experiencing heart issues, the kind that he had endured for years but this time there was crippling stomach pains too. His mother took him to the hospital and he went through various tests, Andy asked his mother ''Could I die from this?''

The situation with the stomach pains that Andy was going through ended up being the very same condition that his brother Maurice would go through many years later. When Maurice fell ill, he was rushed to hospital where the stomach pains were quickly diagnosed, he went though some surgery and his life was saved. 

Whilst Andy was at the hospital things just went from bad to worse as the Doctors tried to find out the cause of the chest and stomach pains. Andy didn't reveal to the Doctors about his long history of drug and alcohol abuse so the Doctors were confused trying to figure out what was really going on with an otherwise very healthy looking young man. Andy's health sadly continued to decline and before anyone knew what was happening he just suddenly passed away at the age of just 30. His death was determined to have been caused by Myocarditis (inflammation of the heart muscle) and other factors which were connected to his history of drug and alcohol abuse. His heart was so very weak and couldn't cope. This condition can be overcome depending on the severity of the inflammation and the individual's lifestyle and overall health. Andy had years of drinking and taking drugs to the extreme to the point that it all took over everything, his life, his career and his relationship. Everyone who knew him was devastated but part of them knew it was always a possibility because of how strong the addictions was. Various attempts at rehab, support etc was given, offered and tried out, nothing helped. 

An autopsy was performed on Andy and the coroner found that there was no drugs in his system, he really had been kicking the habit. The reason for his untimely death was due to the weakening of the heart muscle because of previous years of drug use. 

I've watched some interviews over the years that the Bee Gees have done and Barry always gets emotional when talking about Andy. Barry (although he wasn't to know what was going to happen) feels guilty about encouraging Andy to have a music career and wished that he had just done what he originally wanted, and that was to become a Doctor. 

It's such a shame that such a talented family have had so many heartbreaks and for Barry to see and feel the loss of each of his brothers. Despite the differences, the egos, the career problems and fighting over songwriting, attempts at solo careers and who's going to sing the lead on a certain song etc....at the end of the day, they all loved each other and they all contributed to an incredible legacy which will continue to live on and entertain for generations to come. 

I wish things had turned out different for Andy but I cannot imagine what it must have been like for someone who was not only born with quite an age gap from his brothers to those brothers being one of the biggest bands of all time. The pressure that he must have felt and the loneliness, it must've been very difficult. 

RIP Andy, Maurice and Robin. Thank you for sharing your incredible talent with us and for all of these musical masterpieces that you created. You will be remembered for all time. 

Andy's final resting place is located in Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Los Angeles. On his memorial plaque along with his name and date of birth and death, is the inscription 'An Everlasting Love' which was one of his hit songs. The song was performed by Andy and written by Barry. 

Further Reading & Sources: 

Arrow Through The Heart: A Biography of Andy Gibb | Book by Matthew Hild

BeeGees | Official Website

Andy Gibb | Wikipedia

Andy Gibb | Find A Grave

Bee Gees | Wikipedia

Bee Gees: Children of The World | Book by Bob Stanley

Andy Gibb | Documentary | Our History

Bee Gees | Documentary | Cal Vid Youtube

Andy Gibb | Biography

I hope this post, as sad as it is gave you a bit more of an insight into the career of the life and tragic death of Andy Gibb (if you were not already familiar), the music of Andy and the Bee Gee's will live on forever. I hope you will join me next time for another post. In the meantime I hope to see you on my Socials

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