(From left: Caroline Reed Robertson. From right: Rachel Barber: Picture credits: Herald Sun)
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You know sometimes when you can just look at some people and think ''That person is going to really go places someday''. It might be a young person who you know or are related to and you see them continue to flourish and over the years, grow in confidence and talent. You feel proud of them, admire their hard work and determination....want to see them continue to be successful. Well, in this particular heartbreaking case (that comes from Melbourne in Australia towards the end of the 1990's, 1999 to be exact) there was a beautiful young girl by the name of Rachel Barber. Rachel was one of those kids who just shone no matter what she did, from a young age, she was not only cute as a button, but she was incredibly gifted as a dancer as well as being blessed with supermodel looks.
She was born in 1983 and brought up in a loving, caring family and her parents were as proud of her as they were of her sisters. Her maturity at such a young age was remarkable and although she was incredibly gifted with beautiful looks and talent, she was never full of herself or rude, in fact she was very modest, she would often wonder what the fuss was about and would laugh at the many compliments she would receive about her looks and dancing.
Rachel was so passionate about dancing that she worked so hard practicing and would talk about her goal of having her own dance studio one day, she even had a name in mind for it as well as what it would look like, where it would be based etc, like she was manifesting it and was determined that it was going to happen. She was a young girl who was focused and knew what she wanted in life, she understood that she would have to be consistent and work very hard and she was happy to do so. She was never one to give up and did whatever she needed to do to get that bit more closer to her dreams. Her family were incredibly supportive and they believed in her and knew she would go on to accomplish all of her future goals.
Whenever 15 year old Rachel was around her family and friends she gave off such a positive energy that everyone around her could feel it and instantly be lifted up by her presence. She was very popular and had many friends as well as a young, handsome boyfriend who absolutely adored her. At the age of just 15, Rachel was on the path to bigger things and everyone who knew her also believed that. Her incredible dancing skills had earned her a place at a very prestigious dance school in Australia, her dreams were getting closer and closer to being fully realised and it was all happening so fast at such a young age.
Everyone was over the moon for Rachel, everyone but one person, a person who had been obsessed with her for years and she had no idea. Caroline Reed Robertson was a few years older than Rachel, she was aged 19 but had younger sisters who were friends with Rachel's sisters. Sometimes Caroline would babysit for Rachel's parents and this is how Caroline and Rachel became loosely acquainted. Rachel was someone who was beautiful inside and well as outside, so she would welcome people into her world with open arms and she treated Caroline pretty much the same way she would with all of her friends and family. She had a very trusting nature and a lot of that was because she was brought up in such a close-loving family who were very supportive so she didn't have experience of some of the unfortunate unsavoury characters that one may happen upon in life but she was only 15 and was still learning about the world.
Whilst Rachel had grown up in a protected and loving environment where she continued to grow in talent and confidence as well as being a very sociable, bubbly person. Caroline Reed Robertson had been battling with her inner thoughts and lack of self love for many years, since 14 years of age she began to really focus on her outward appearance and struggled to accept what she saw when she looked in the mirror. She constantly compared herself to other girls and kept a diary where she described herself as fat and ugly with a pizza face. According to her recollection, boys didn't know she existed. She wrote in her diary that Rachel Barber was 'Striking to look at with hypnotic green eyes', she banged on and on for pages and pages about how Rachel's life seemed so perfect and how she seemed to be so good at everything. Instead of admiring the fact that Rachel was growing into a very pretty young woman who was very talented at dancing, Caroline began to become more and more enraged and obsessed with Rachel.
Rachel was completely oblivious to Caroline's real feelings about her, she just saw her as a older friend who was more like in the role of a big sister. She thought she could trust Caroline cause she seemed nice and that was the other thing about Caroline, she was a master-manipulator who would act all nicey-nicey around people in an attempt to gain their trust. The scary thing about that was her pretentious act at being a lovely person actually was able to fool people into trusting her. She began asking Rachel's sisters personal questions about their lives and Rachel's life trying to make out that she was just asking as a friend out of general interest. The girls, out of innocence and not really knowing what the true situation was, were happy to answer these questions as well as hand over their birthday details at the request of Caroline who claimed she needed to know these facts for a project she was working on. Caroline's aim was to get as much information about Rachel as possible.
The obsession with Rachel was continuing to grow and grow and when the news came that Rachel had been accepted into a very well-known dance school, Caroline seethed with jealously. Rachel also had a handsome boyfriend who doted on her hand and foot, everyone nicknamed the young couple 'Romeo and Juliet' because they where very much in love and were constantly wanting to be together. Caroline compared her life to Rachel's non-stop from the moment she first met her, she knew she would never look like Rachel, dance like Rachel, be as popular as Rachel, she was never going to be Rachel and it sickened her. To her it seemed that Rachel was constantly going from one fantastic opportunity to another and everyone adored her, she was always the centre of attention. Caroline was never the centre of attention and she had no skills, no dance technique, no boyfriend, no social circle. Caroline was the complete opposite to Rachel and it drove her literally insane.
With Caroline's issues dating back years it is a wonder why none of it was properly addressed. Her parents did say that they encountered problems with her and admitted that their daughter could be scary at times. One thing we do know is that Caroline fixated pretty quickly on a girl who was younger than her and was obsessed with Rachel's life. Caroline's obsession was spiralling out of control and she decided that she wanted to murder Rachel, she wanted to be her. This disturbing situation was about to take a horrific turn. Having failed to convince Rachel to meet her for a modelling shoot (Rachel asked her mother and she said no) Caroline decided a month later to try again. She told Rachel that she could help her get £100 if she took part in a project with her. Rachel, who loved to work hard for things and make her own money, agreed because she thought she could trust Caroline and there was a pair of shoes that she was desperate to buy.
Caroline made Rachel swear not to tell anyone where she was going or who she was going with, she did mention to her boyfriend that she was going to make £100 but refused to say how and who was involved. Rachel's day on February the 28th 1999 started out the same as every other day, that evening she went to meet Caroline and unbeknown to her, a friend of Rachel's had actually seen them together. Caroline took Rachel back to her apartment where she gave her some pizza which she had laced with a drug and waited a little bit of time for it to take affect before telling Rachel to close her eyes and think of pretty things. As Rachel closed her eyes, Caroline strangled her to death.
Rachel's body was placed in a wardrobe and kept there whilst Caroline tried to think about how she was going to dispose of her remains. Investigators later found diaries that had been owned by Caroline Reed Robertson and also details about Rachel and her mother's birth certificates. She wanted these personal documents so she could pretend to be Rachel and there may have a bit of an obsession with Rachel's mother too because her birth certificate was also found.
Caroline removed Rachel's body from her apartment wrapped in rugs and a huge bag. Whilst loading the bag into the taxi she hired, she told the driver that she was moving a sculpture to her Dad's home. She ended up burying Rachel's remains on her Dad's farm right next to where they had buried her cat.
Caroline tried to return to work and act normal but everyone was alarmed at the sight of her. Eventually the police took the statement from the girl and various witnesses who saw Rachel and Caroline together and she was arrested.
After everything was said and done, Caroline Reed Robertson has never gave her reasons for what she did. She was found guilty obviously and sentenced to 20 years but served 16, she was released in 2015. People were horrified at the news but Rachel's family took a very dignified approach to it all and told their supporters not to bother Caroline or her family. Understandably nobody was happy about this outcome and Rachel's mother did say that she was very concerned that Caroline could get fixated again on someone else. 16 years is a joke and it is shocking that she was released, everything she did was planned and she had no remorse. Any crying she did was for herself. It's scary to think that such a person is out there free to roam the streets after what she had done. It doesn't feel like justice to me and it should have been a whole life sentence without parole.
When her apartment was searched, investigators found plans for her to start a new life either as Rachel or Rachel's mother, she was also trying to get hold of some money. Some people believe that she was planning her getaway and really thought she could get away with it and try to live her life as Rachel. In one of her diaries that she had written obsessively about Rachel, there was a detailed plan on how she was going to murder Rachel, disfigure her before dumping her body in a ditch on her father's farm.
Although this case occurred in 1999, it has never been forgotten, nobody has ever forgotten Rachel Barber and the beautiful light that was stolen from her parents, her family, her boyfriend, her friends and the world. Who knows what could have been? At the age of just 15 she was making waves, fast forward a few years and she could have been dancing around the world, whatever Rachel Barber would be doing today we know 100% that it would be something pretty spectacular because that's who she was, she didn't do anything small scale and she never gave up. We would have all known her name like we sadly do now but it would have been in better circumstances, she would have been one of the best dancers in the world and who knows, she could do anything she wanted, her potential and talent was limitless. What an extraordinary young woman and to have just 15 years on this earth but to have left such a mark on everyone who ever met her or knew her, is really something. RIP Rachel x
In 2009 a drama movie which was based on this case was released, it was titled: In Her Skin
Just a side note: Whilst Caroline was in prison she did try to change her appearance and some believe that she was trying to copy Rachel's style. She also had a romantic long-term relationship with a convicted robber who she was hoping to start a new life with, upon her release. To this day she has not expressed remorse. Rachel's boyfriend who was completely devoted to her and described her as his first love, suffered for many years after Rachel's murder. He said that he had been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks, the news about Caroline's release has caused him to suffer greatly. I hope that he and Rachel's family and friends know that people all around the world are thinking of them and I hope that they are feeling stronger today despite all of the heartbreak.
Further Reading & Sources:
- Perfect Victim | Book by Elizabeth Southall & Megan Norris
- Melbourne, Australia | Wikipedia
- Rachel Barber | Find A Grave
- The Murder of Rachel Barber | Reddit Discussion
- Caroline Reed Robertson | The Herald
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