Identified By Dental Records, Remains Wrapped In A Sheet?....What Really Happened To Amy?

(Amy Hambrick. Picture credits: The Charley Project)

*Please be aware that some of the details shared in this post are quite disturbing. I have tried, as always to be as sensitive as I can be with the details without taking away from the facts of the case. If you would like to discuss this post with me or any of the cases I have covered in this blog, please email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com*

They say a picture paints a thousand words and they also say that the eyes are the windows to the soul. When I first saw a picture of Amy Nicole Hambrick (before I knew the details of her background) I assumed that this must be someone who, is not only very pretty, but looks to be a very bubbly, fun person to be around. Her pictures gave off that aura that she was a very fun, girly girl type of person and she certainly had the beauty to be a successful model if that was what she would have chosen to be. Sadly the story of Amy Hambrick didn't turn out to be the wonderful story that she really deserved. Instead, Amy, who was only 29 years old and a devoted mother, found herself struggling to get through the days. Like a lot of people who often find times hard in life with financial worries and so forth, Amy became addicted to drugs, heroin was her drug of choice and she battled so hard to tear herself away from it but the addiction was just too strong. 

Having recently read the very honest, raw, detailed and fascinating book about the insanely talented late singer, Stuart Adamson (Stay Alive: The Life and Death of Stuart Adamson by Scott Rowley). I gained more of an insight into addiction, not that I didn't have experience of being around victims of alcoholism and substance misuse before. This book provided me with another way of looking at things in regards to someone who is an addict and the horrific disease that addiction is. Addiction is like a demon that takes over someone's mind and in some people it just doesn't let go and it doesn't matter how good looking you are, or how successful you are or the amount of money you have, addiction and alcoholism can happen to anybody at any time. 

Amy had a lot of things going for her but her addiction to heroin ended up taking over her life. Her family were reportedly planning an intervention at the time she suddenly vanished from Ohio in November 2017. She was reported missing after she was supposed to have met up with a friend and never showed up. Despite the tireless efforts of her family and the police, Amy was nowhere to be found and it was an agonising mystery, especially for her daughter. Fast forward to the 26th of August 2022, a lady who was out in the woods looking for her dog's remains (that story in itself is also quite dark. This lady had an ongoing issue with a horrible neighbour who ended up killing her dog and she was under the impression that the evil man had dumped the dog's remains in that particular wooded area because, as she said, he was worried that she would sue him.) 

The lady stumbled across some bones which she assumed had belonged to her dog, she gathered the bones up and took them with her. The bones had been wrapped up with some sort of cloth material and had been in the woods for quite some time. The lady soon realised on closer inspection that the bones were indeed human and she contacted the police. Investigators examined the remains and the jawbone matched Amy Hambrick's dental records. The police were able to 100% confirm that these remains, sadly were what was left of Amy. 

With not much to go on or much evidence, the police had come to an abrupt halt in the case. Nobody knew what really happened to Amy, was it a bad drug deal gone wrong and she owed a debt to some dangerous people? Or did she have an overdose and whoever was with her, panicked and just put her body there? Nobody knows to this day what really happened, all we know is that this beautiful life is no more. Her daughter and her family are still doing all they can to keep Amy's memory alive and are never done asking questions, appealing for information and spreading the word about Amy. Somebody out there knows the truth. 

Amy was born on Christmas eve 1987 in Youngstown, Ohio, USA and her mother described her as the light of her life. Her family miss her so very much and one cannot imagine the pain they continue to go through with so many unanswered questions. It must have been difficult enough when Amy went missing but to find a tiny amount of her remains in that condition with no way to really know what happened, must be agonizing. 

Since the discovery of Amy's remains, her family were able to have a funeral for her but there has been no other update since (as of writing this post, May 2026).

A dear friend in the true crime community, John Lordan, focuses on missing persons cases. I know he has covered this case extensively so please subscribe to his channel and check out his coverage of this heartbreaking story. I know that Amy is no longer classed as a missing person but the circumstances surrounding her death are not explained. Someone out there placed Amy's body in a sheet and put her body in that location and the question is why? If this was an overdose then why not call a hospital? or contact relatives? We have no way of knowing if this was a murder? All anybody can do right now is keep spreading awareness, maybe someone may have seen Amy in the days leading up to when she went missing? maybe she was involved with someone at the time? Whatever information, no matter how small should be forwarded on to the family and authorities. 

There is a Facebook page which is run by her family: Help Find Me, I'm Amy Hambrick 

Check out John's channel and his coverage of Amy's case here

You can leave a little tribute to Amy on her memorial page if you would like to, here.

Let us hope and pray that the family of Amy will get some proper answers and the truth of what really happened to Amy will be revealed and the people responsible are held accountable. 

RIP Amy, you will never be forgotten.

Further Reading & Sources: 

Amy Hambrick | NBC News

Amy Hambrick Memorial

Amy Hambrick | The Charley Project

Amy Hambrick | Reddit Discussion Thread

Amy Hambrick | People Magazine

Amy Hambrick | New York Post

Thank you as always, for making it through another sad case with me. I really hope that some new information comes to light and at this point, it looks highly suspicious that nobody has come forward with anything. If the sad death of Amy was an overdose, a quick anonymous phone call with the correct information would have helped but someone (or a group of people) are out there right now staying silent. Why are they not coming forward? Hopefully there will be answers soon. 

I hope you will join me in my next post, in the meantime, I hope to see you on my Social Media Platforms!

As always, please take care and stay safe until next time.....x 

Thinking About Athena, The Death Penalty and My Thoughts on The Monster Who Shall Not Be Named!

(Athena Strand. Picture credit: Kens5)

*Please be aware that the details shared in this post are disturbing and discuss circumstances around the kidnap, sexual abuse and murder of a child as well as other violent and abusive themes. I have tried to be as sensitive as possible without taking away from the facts of the case. If you would like to discuss this post or any of the posts I have covered on this site, please email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com* 

Yesterday (Tuesday 6th of May 2026) was quite an emotional day and it was the end of a journey in a lot of ways, for the family of little angel, Athena Strand. The legal journey had mostly come to an end but the heartbreak and loss of Athena, will never end. The picture above shows a beautiful little girl, cute as a button with an aura of vivaciousness, a little ball of light to all who knew her and you just knew that through the stories and memories of the people who loved her, this little cutiepie was going to have a bright future ahead of her. 

This picture was taken just days before she was horrifically snatched from her father and step-mother's porch. She is seen in this picture wearing the matching PJ's that she and her family would wear to be extra festive. It was a tradition for her family to wear matching PJ's to the run up to (and at) Christmas time. It was certainly an exciting time for Athena, she couldn't wait to celebrate Christmas with her loved ones.  

Nobody will forget the day that the news broke on the 2nd of December 2022, that a 7 year old girl had been kidnapped by a FedEx delivery driver in broad daylight in Texas, USA. This monster, Tanner Horner was 31 years old at the time and told the terrified youngster that he would harm her if she didn't do what he demanded. 

Athena soon found her self in the back of his delivery truck, terrified, confused with no way to escape. She was a tough little girl who fought with all of her might, against this huge, overweight demon. Before he abused and murdered her, he demanded she take off her shirt to which she replied no! He covered up a camera that was in the truck and then proceeded to carry out the most sickening attack and murder on a 7 year old child. He became frustrated when he couldn't carry out his abuse to the full extent, she fought back despite his efforts to get what he wanted. It took him an hour to kill Athena, she fought and she fought for her life against this pathetic, evil and disgusting monster. Eventually he was able to end her life completely. He drove to a location known very well by locals, the Trinity River near an area known as Bobo's crossing. She was nude. He had kept her trousers, underwear, socks and to this day, he has not revealed where he put her shirt. 

He just dumped this child's body and went about his business like nothing happened. He smoked a cigarette and sang along to 'Jingle Bell Rock' as it played on the radio. He made a phonecall to his boss to ask if he could keep the truck overnight because he had been sick in it and wanted to clean it up! He drove to a gas station where he obtained cleaning supplies and spent almost 30 minutes cleaning the truck. There was vomit, blood and faeces in the back where he had attacked and murdered Athena. Athena had been in so much terror that she lost control of her bowels. The details of what that beautiful little girl went through will haunt me forever. The monster thought that the audio in the truck was faulty as a he had been having issues with it before. He thought by covering up the camera that his sick crime could be hidden. He was soon proved wrong because the horrific nightmare was recorded piece by piece, loud and clear for anyone who was unfortunate enough to listen to it. That very night of Athena's murder he actually slept with his partner. It was a shock to learn that Tanner actually had a relationship and a son. He even used his son in an attempt to get sympathy by saying that he was scared he wouldn't be around to see his son or spend Christmas with him. 

This horrific tape was like a message from beyond the grave from Athena, it told her story, what he did. It showed how evil and sick this monster truly was and what she had gone through at his evil hands. This very tape was played to a packed courtroom a couple of weeks ago in a trial that lasted, almost five weeks. The trial was not to determine whether or not Tanner Horner was guilty, which was already a fact but there was a decision to be made about whether he was to spend the rest of his life in prison or be put to death. After nearly five agonising weeks, a traumatized and exhausted jury decided that Tanner Horner should get the Death Penalty. 

I know it's the same old story in regards to how long will he actually be on death row before the date of his death is finally carried out. We've seen it happen plenty of times where murderers have spent decades waiting for their final date. Others pass away before the final part of their sentence if carried out. We know the streets....and children, are safe with this monster behind bars but I also understand that people want to see proper justice done and don't approve of the fact that this monster is currently living off of tax-payers money. 

The courtroom was full of Athena's loved ones yesterday and even when the final decision was read out, (to which Tanner expressed no emotion, and didn't do throughout the trial) and Tanner was led away in handcuffs, the family stayed behind. There was a mix of shock, celebration and relief. It was some justice for Athena and her family and certainty that no other child could come to harm again at the evil hands of Tanner Horner. 

I don't know if you can ever say that Athena's loving parents, step-parents and family will ever have complete closure. I know it is difficult even when there is DP decision. The fact that he remains alive will bother the family and all who know the full details of this case. When he is finally put to death and the family know that he no longer exists in reality, then it might be the case that they can do some proper healing?

Tanner Horner hasn't shown a shred of remorse since the day that he was caught, he tried every lie and excuse in the book to try and lessen the punishment for his evil crimes. One minute he claimed that he was taking cocaine on the day that he abducted Athena, then he claimed to have ran her over with his truck by mistake and ofcourse, he claimed that he his actions were the result of him being Autistic and then another excuse that he had an alter ego named 'Zero'. I thought his Asperger's syndrome excuse was also appalling and a real disrespect to those who suffer from it. Asperger's syndrome does not cause someone to become a predator of children and a cold calculated murderer. He knew what he was going to do, he planned it, carried it out without breaking a sweat and then tried to cover it up whilst lying through his teeth time and time again. Not long after the murder he actually drove back to the area where he had abducted Athena just hours earlier and saw that there was a huge public and police presence. He had the cold and even more disturbing nerve to ask people what had happened and pretended that he was just an innocent delivery driver going about his every day business. 

His level of callousness was off the scale and luckily there was all this evidence there to show him up for who he really was. It won't surprise you to know that Tanner was a bad seed, from before he was even born there was severe problems in his family to do with sexual abuse and neglect. His own mother was abused as a young child by her step-father continuously and actually begged, not only him to stop but also begged and pleaded with her own mother to stop him. She even resorted to putting notices up on her bedroom door begging him not to come into her room at night. Despite the horrendous suffering of her own daughter, his grandmother accused the child of lying and married this paedophile instead. The sexual abuse had begun before their marriage and continued through their marriage, an utterly horrendous situation. So he was from that kind of family where there was no love, empathy or protection especially when it came to children. 

With such a messed up home life and the realization that his mother worked as a stripper and sex worker as well as everything else, it was never going to be easy street for Tanner. His mother had no real love for him and all of this caused him to be withdrawn. He claimed to have had Asperger's Syndrome but a lot of his behaviours that he was demonstrating at the time fitted in with more of a child who was being abused at home. His mother's choice of relationships didn't not fare too well for Tanner either and were said to have been violent. Tanner had been sexually abused by older men and he would also go on to sexually abuse young children he knew. There was a lot of disturbing behaviour and trauma before the horrific murder of Athena but that's no excuse. 

(Tanner Horner. Picture credit: fox4news)

Athena's Uncle Elijah gave a powerful impact statement in court yesterday where the brave man, through tears, told Tanner Horner exactly what his evil actions had done to himself and his family. Tanner sat there, no emotion as usual, stared at Elijah and didn't even blink. Nobody else spoke. I think everyone was so exhausted and completely drained after so many years of hell that they just wanted to see that monster put back in handcuffs and sent to meet his maker which certainly isn't God (and that's my opinion). That was another tactic Tanner was trying to play with, he claimed to have found Jesus in prison. 

I do wish that these types of death penalty cases were carried out pretty quickly, as long as we know 100% that the person is guilty. My stance on this is, if it is without any doubt and the forensic evidence is there that a person is guilty of a horrific murder then it should go ahead without question and they should be denied appeals! If there is no solid evidence or any doubt then it should be looked at again. I also think that child killers who's DNA matches evidence found, that they should face an automatic death sentence no matter what state they are in, they should make an allowance for that. People can argue day and night about capital punishment but the do-gooders who are against monsters being executed have nothing to say when it comes to the horrendous abuse and murder of a child and they shouldn't. The murder of innocent people is bad enough but when it's a young child, that level of evil cannot be excused away and whoever has done such a thing does not deserve any type of sympathy or human rights. Child killers do not deserve even the basic of human rights. 

So, the most important person in all of this in this heartbreaking story, is Athena who will never get the chance to grow up, she'll never get the chance to play with those Barbie dolls that her step-mother bought her for Christmas. She'll never get to go to high school, attend her prom or pick a university and have her first dance at her wedding. Her life has been cut short in the most horrific way. As an adult, the idea of being held captive in the back of someone's truck and utterly terrorized is something that none of us dare think about, a 7 year old little girl actually went through all of that and the jury plus everyone in that courtroom had to sit there for an hour (can you imagine....A WHOLE HOUR OF HELL) listening to Athena beg and plead for her life as well as scream in horrendous pain whilst he shouted at the terrified child and called her disgusting names. Nobody can convince me that this monster did not deserve the death penalty and if it were up to me, I would ask for the most painful execution there is...why should he be comfortable on his way out of this world? Why does he deserve mercy? Why are there people out there who actually care about this monster's feelings? Those people don't live on the same planet as me obviously because all I can think abut is Athena and her family and what they've been going through. 

Tanner Horner will face the lethal injection and a date for this to be carried out is yet to be determined. I will update this post as soon as I have any new information on this case. 

For now, I hold the Strand family in my prayers as well as Athena. They are a strong family, the courageous way in which Athena fought for her life in her last moments was part of who she was, where she came from, her blood, her upbringing. Her parents did and amazing job raising her because everybody loved that little girl and to those of us who were not fortunate to have known her, the stories, the memories, the photographs that Athena's loved ones were so kind enough to share, really gave us an insight into who she truly was. A little 7 year old girl with bags of personality, a right little character and when her mother (who demonstrated such amazing strength on the stand whilst facing that monster....she didn't flinch, she stared him right in his face and told him what she thought of him. It was a very empowering moment and you could see clearly where Athena got her strength from) told the court about the heartbreaking day that Athena's grandmother passed away, she spoke of how Athena ran to get help. From a young age Athena was a very caring and bright child, she had everything she needed to go on and live a happy, successful life. Sadly we will never know what could have been but what we do know is that this little doll-like person was taken into all of our hearts and that is where she'll stay along with all the other angels: Amber Hagerman, Jessica LunsfordCherish Perrywinkle and so many others. They will never be forgotten. 

RIP Athena x

Please leave a nice message if you can, on Athenas's memorial page here! I think it would be a nice comfort for the family if they see all the love that is out here for them and Athena. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Athena Strand: Article | Sky News

Athena Strand | Find A Grave: Memorial

Amber Alert | Wikipedia

Elijah Strand: Article | People Magazine

Tanner Horner: Trial Playlist | WFAA YouTube

Tanner Horner: Discussion Thread | Reddit

Tanner Horner: Article | CBS News

Tanner Horner: Article | BBC News

Tanner Horner: Article | The Independent

This post wasn't planned, I'm currently working on another case as we speak but I had to say something about this heartbreaking story. I have been following the case for quite some time and I know that everyone else who knows the case well, is still trying to get back to normal after yesterday's conclusion. It's been a very long, traumatic journey for Athena's family and my heart goes out to them. I appreciate (as always) the fact that you've taken the time to read this post, if you are new here or a regular reader, I just hope you know that you are appreciated and I hope you'll return for my next post as well as come and say hi on any of my socials.

As always, please take care & stay safe...until next time. 

A Sad Update!!

Hey everyone, I just wanted to make a little post to share my thoughts and best wishes to a true legend in the True Crime Community...... John Lordan (LordanArts on YouTube). If you are a member of the True Crime community or are fan of his channel you will know amazing John is, the unwavering dedication, thorough research and dedication he pours into his work/content week after week, has never ceased to amaze me. 

John was sharing vital information about missing persons and cold cases from way back in the day before true crime became 'popular'. I remember his channel being one of the first to cover such content....John has been doing this a very long time. There are endless true crime channels on Youtube but John's channel still remains one of the OG's and is still one of the best! John cares deeply about the cases he covers, he cares about families finding their loved ones, he truly wears his heart on his sleeve. 

A few days ago John posted a video to his channel where he shared some very sad health news. I have shared the video below for you to please take a moment and watch. If you could leave a nice comment on John's channel (and subscribe if possible, if you haven't already done so) or anywhere else on his social media (you can find all of his links here!!) that would be amazing!

So here's to wishing John a speedy recovery and all the love and support in the world! If you see this post John, just know that all of your tireless work over the years, your dedication to helping spread vital information and awareness of missing persons and helping their families, has not gone unnoticed. You are an inspiration to us all and we can't wait to see you come through this tough journey, you will knock it out of the park, YOU'VE GOT THIS!!!! 


To anyone else who might be going through similar to John, my thoughts and best wishes to you too. As always, please stay safe everyone and I'll see you in my next post x

I Just Wanted To Say.....

(Yours truly, let's be pals on IG: @CaledonianKittyx / My Social Media Links)

Hey everyone, I just noticed that my blog has reached an incredible 2,000,958 views!! I just wanted to say a big, big THANK YOU to all of my amazing readers, anyone who's shared one of my articles or commented! It all means the world to me. 

If you'd have told me years ago that I would, one day, have a blog & be writing articles that so many people around the world would read every week, I wouldn't have believed you! For someone who grew up on a council estate with learning difficulties such as dyslexia & dyscalculia, I was the kid who struggled to learn. I was more street-wise than academic. I grew up in a small town where crime was a regular occurrence. When I research, write and share these cases with you, I'm not coming to you as someone who doesn't know about the hell that people go through.

I have been a survivor of crime, have relatives who committed crimes, witnessed crimes, had friends who were murdered. Saw the damaging effects of drugs, violence & crime....all from a very young age. When I write about these true crime cases, it's not for click-bait etc (I make no money from my work), I care about sharing the stories of the victims & survivors. 

Since 2019 I have been sharing different articles on my blog, heartbreaking true crime cases, horrific serial killers, obsessed stalkers, dark history & even written about the dark side of wrestling as well as personal posts of things I have been through. The feedback, comments, messages & emails from readers has been incredible and I treasure and appreciate everyone who's taken the time to contact me.

I am currently writing a book about serial killers so I hope you will find that interesting if you choose to read it. (As they say....to be continued). 

I started with an interest in psychology & criminal behaviour, esp psychopathy when I first watched the movie 'The Silence of The Lambs'. I was about 6 years old (I know, it sounds crazy). Even back then I was interested in why some people behave the way they do & what exactly was it that made certain people commit crimes with no remorse or empathy. I read so many books, overdosed on documentaries & when I got older I went to College and University to study Psychology and Criminology. I also worked as a  caseworker for survivors of crime and trained at a local Police Academy. So, I have always been someone with, not only an interest in Behavioural Sciences but I've always wanted to help and support people who've been through horrendous experiences in life.

I know this is a long post but if you've made it this far....THANK YOU for taking the time to read it, AND for all of your support over the years! Keep an eye out for my book! If you would like to help support my work by buying me a coffee, that would be amazing....thank you! All of my links to my PayPal as well as my socials can be found HERE!!

Much love as always! Don't forget that you can always pop me a message or email if there's a case you'd be interested for me to cover or, just drop me a line about your opinion on a case.

As I always say...stay safe, until next time (I hope to see you again, now only on here, but elsewhere on my Socials) x

Julie Mott's Body Was Stolen From A Funeral Home!! | Missing Remains, Mass Graves, Wrong Bodies Placed In Coffins....What On Earth Is Happening In Some of These Funeral Parlours?

(Julie Mott. Collage created by Caledonian Kitty. Picture credit: ibtimes)

*Please be aware that the details shared in this post are quite disturbing. I will be discussing death, human remains and stalking. I have aimed as always, to be as sensitive as I can be when sharing details of the cases, without taking away from the facts. If you have any questions about this post or any of the articles I have written on this blog, please feel free to email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com*

One of the absolute certainties in life, is that one day we are all going to meet our maker (ie: kick the bucket....say goodnight Vienna or just plainly.....pass over to the other side!). For a lot of people this is a depressing subject to talk about and for others they don't mind it. There's our individual thoughts on death, our own death and then there is the thoughts of our loved ones who are often left behind when our time comes. It can be very difficult for them, as it is for us when we lose someone we love. 

Grief can be one of the most difficult things in life that one can go through and there's no set pattern to it, you can feel fine one day and then spend the next day in a constant flood of tears. Everyone has their own way of coping and grieving. So the loss of a loved one on it's own can be a heartbreaking experience but when someone we love has passed away as the result of being murdered or taking their own life, it can be utterly devastating. On this blog I have written about many devastating, horrific deaths over the years and I find that more trauma for the families of victims is added, even more so, with how their deceased loved ones are treated after death. Some victims are buried somewhere remote, only to be identified many years later and their families have agonised over whether they are indeed alive or deceased. Some victims are identified straight away, sometimes within days of being reported missing but the state in which the bodies are found is horrific. Some people's remains are never identified. I've written about people who had to be identified by their tattoos because, sadly, only a torso or a leg was found. 

In this bizarre but disturbing post, I will be talking about a different kind of crime, a crime that was committed after someone had died of natural causes and to this very day, the case is unsolved. As I am a writer you will find it no surprise that I try to pay attention to what goes on around me and what is happening in the world and I often come across shocking cases that I have never heard of. Recently we had a scandal in the UK which involved a popular family funeral parlour. This family business, known as 'Legacy Independent Funeral Directors' had been in operation for decades in Hull, England. Generations of people from the local community trusted this company with their deceased loved ones. It was Legacy's role to help give some comfort and support to grieving families, help ease some of the stress, and provide their loved ones with a respectable, moving funeral service. 

Legacy's services were not cheap and some of the time the service they provided did ensure a decent funeral service but there were times that the conditions were so appalling that it ended up with a professional employee (who had worked in that area and role for decades) throwing in the towel but making sure that she contacted authorities to report everything that had been going on. It turned out that Legacy (owned by a man named Robert Bush) had been up to all kinds of disrespect. Relatives of the deceased were unaware that their loved ones were being mistreated. Others later found out that their relative was being cremated or buried elsewhere, forms were forged and personal items were stolen. Numerous bodies were cremated and ended up being thrown into a mass pit (we don't know the exact number of people who were placed there but 136 families so far, are believed to be connected to suspected victims who were dumped in that mass grave). Payments from families would be taken and then their relatives would be placed in the cheapest of coffins with the cheapest of flowers. A lot of the time, the reason that company was able to get around this was because customers were too upset and wrapped up in a very sad period. At a time of grief, you don't expect families to be thinking straight, it's understandable. 

The person to expose everything about Legacy, was an assistant that worked there and her identity to this very day has to be protected. I remember a few years ago (because this was all exposed fairly recently at the time of writing this, April 2026) when the story first broke on the news, there was the funeral parlour itself and another building connected to Robert Bush that was sealed off to the public and a helpline was put in place. Thousands of concerned relatives who had either dealt with Legacy in the past or were at that time dealing with them, were all frantic. People were worried sick about what was happening or what had happened to the bodies of their deceased loved ones and they couldn't get any answers. The whole case shocked the UK and it's been a very long investigation which finally came to a head this month. Robert Bush pleaded guilty to over 60 charges of misdealing with human remains, fraud, forgery, theft, storing corpses for months on end whilst forcing ridiculous charges to grieving families, blackmailing grieving families, and placing the wrong bodies in coffins for cremation or burial. The whole story with Robert Bush was horrific, what a horrible man who is now waiting to be sentenced. I will of course update when I find out any more news about this. 

I would love to say that the case with Legacy and Robert Bush was an isolated incident but dodgy funeral parlours and shady undertakers is sadly, no uncommon thing. It's really upsetting to think that on top of losing your loved one, you have to be extra careful with which funeral services you select to ensure that your loved one has the send-off that they truly deserve. You want your loved one to be treated with the utmost respect. 

You're probably wondering if the Legacy/Robert Bush story is what the focus of this post is about but it actually isn't, although it is connected. The story I want to share in this post is every bit as heartbreaking and disturbing and to this very day, is unsolved. 

This case comes from San Antonio in Texas, a beautiful young woman by the name of Julie Nicole Mott came into the world on the 15th of August 1989. Her parents Sharlotte and Tim, along with her brother Jon, simply adored her. The family were very close and even more so when Julie was sadly diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis. It was touch and go whether Julie would make it through her childhood but like a trooper, she powered through and surprised everybody. Despite the difficulties she had to endure with CF (she spent a lot of time bedridden) she was determined to live her life to the full and one of her greatest passions was horses. Julie adored horses and again demonstrated how remarkable she was because she continued to power through and would take part in show jumping and loved horse riding. Her family couldn't have been more proud of her although they did try to get her to take things easy, Julie was determined to lead as much of a normal life as possible. Julie loved sports and enjoyed swimming too. She was very sociable and had a very tight group of friends who she adored and they adored her. 

I had a childhood friend who had Cystic Fibrosis and I remember him having a lot of time away from school. He seemed to always pick up very bad colds easily and I never really understood what it was all about back then. CF is a genetic condition that causes thick mucus to build up in the body and can make breathing difficult. There is no current cure for CF and it's often diagnosed in infancy where a lot of children sadly pass away due to complications with it, but there can be a more positive outcome as everyone is different. With careful lifestyle management, a lot of people diagnosed with CF can live up to their 30's. 

When my friend was well, he appeared to live a normal life, I remember him running past me one day on the walk home from school. He spent a lot of time at my Dad's house because his brother was best friends with my brother so I was used to seeing him. I moved to England and didn't see him for many years, I was shocked to find out that he had passed away. He was young when he died, he married young and had a child at a young age. Apparently he had known since his childhood that there was always that possibility that he wouldn't make it into adulthood. I find that heartbreaking and my heart goes out to anyone who lives with this disease, to know from a very young age that there's a possibility that you might not make your 30's, it's just too upsetting for words. Julie and her family were always aware of this and it astounds me that Julie, her family and my childhood friend, despite having this daunting situation in the background, they were determined to live life as normal as they could. 

Julie was popular and academically gifted as well as incredible at horse riding, she seemed to have the world at her feet as well as being a stunning looking girl. It's no surprise that a lot of the boys at school had a crush on her. She continued to have as much of a normal life as possible despite the CF becoming troublesome at times, she was always determined to press on. As the years went on she ended up in a six year relationship with a guy named Bill Wilburn. She moved in with him for some time and for a lot of the time in the relationship they were like love's young dream but it soon became clear that things with Bill were beginning to turn a bit sour as he was quite possessive and controlling, he also had his sights set on somebody else. He was very much a have his cake and eat it, type of guy. The pair ended up breaking up because Bill decided to chase after this other person but soon realised he'd made a huge mistake and was determined not to let Julie go. For over two years he practically harassed her, begging and pleading for Julie to take him back but she was not interested. 

Julie was determined to go on about her life and continued to enjoy horse riding, nights out with friends and spending quality time with her family. Sadly, now into her 20's, CF was becoming more and more difficult to deal with. Julie, her family and friends had hoped that this was just another episode and that she would power through like she had always done but things just continued to get worse. It was now clear, at the age of just 25 that Julie needed 24 hours a day professional care in a hospital setting, Nobody gave up hope and she fought and fought with all of her might. With such a traumatic and serious time in the Mott family's lives the last thing anybody needed was the constant harassment from Bill Wilburn. Bill continued to try everything he could to contact Julie in the hospital, he even harassed Julie's family. His constant phone calls would go on all through the night, sometimes up until 4 am. 

On the 8th of August 2015 just shy of her 26th birthday, Julie sadly passed away from complications due to the CF. As you can imagine, everyone was devastated. Her father Tim had arranged for a beautiful service to be held at his former employer's chapel, Mission Parks Funeral Chapel North. The funeral was held on the day that would have been Julie's 26th birthday. The service was beautiful, so many people came to pay their respects to a beautiful talented and incredible young woman who really lived each moment to the best of her ability and achieved so much in her short life. The family being fair and kind, allowed Bill to attend the service to pay his respects and say his final goodbyes to Julie. Bill was beside himself and had noticed that Julie was wearing a ring whilst he was paying his respects to her at the private viewing, He was tearfully happy, telling Julie's mother and brother Jon, ''She's wearing the ring I gave her''. Sharlotte didn't have the heart to tell him that the ring that was on Julie's finger was actually a gift that she had given her. 

As the service rolled on and finally was coming to an end, visitors were starting to leave but for some reason Bill was still hanging around. Some people may say that he was devastated and struggling to come to terms with saying goodbye, so he may have wanted to stay a bit longer. It ended up where he was the last person aside from some members of staff, that was still around when they were beginning to lock everything up. According to one member of staff, they locked the door behind them with Bill. Julie's body remained in the coffin and the lid was placed carefully down and sealed, ready for the next stage, which was the cremation. 

So as heartbreaking as this whole event was, you would expect everything else to go to plan so that Julie's ashes would be returned to her family. Her father Tim had paid a lot of money to make sure that his beloved daughter had the most beautiful service and that the wishes that she had asked for had been fulfilled. Things, however, were to take a deeply disturbing turn. When the staff were preparing to take Julie's body for cremation, they noticed that the coffin looked like it had been tampered with. On closer inspection, it was clear that someone had broken the seals to the coffin and when they opened it fully.....Julie's body was missing. 

Panic set in and the staff searched everywhere thinking she had been placed elsewhere, maybe there was some sort of mix-up and she had already been collected? All hell had broken loose and Julie's family as well as the owner of the funeral chapel, who called himself (and this is serious, not a joke from me) 'Dick Tips'. Apparently this guy's real name was Richard Tips but for some reason he thought it was perfectly ok to be called 'Dick Tips'. He insisted on being called 'Dick Tips'. Anyway, everything about Mr Dick Tips and his funeral chapel began to unravel and it got worse and worse the more information that was revealed. So, there was quite a number of incidences before what happened with Julie. Mix up of bodies at funeral services, people would go to view their loved one and find a completely different person in the coffin. There was an incident where the wrong person was in a coffin at a family service but the deceased unknown person was wearing the same clothes and jewelry that belonged to the actual person that the service was for. So basically they had taken the clothes and personal items off of one deceased person and by accident or sheer laziness, put them on the wrong person. There was reports of thefts, bodies being left in hallways, lack of security. The codes to all of the alarms and private entryways to the building had not been changed in years, which meant that previous employees (of which there were countless over the years) could easily just walk right into the building and help themselves to personal items belonging to deceased people in their coffins. Some people are buried with their wedding rings, expensive watches, sentimental items and sometimes, in designer clothing. The whole thing was a recipe for disaster and utterly terrifying to say the least. 

So Julie's body was now missing, somebody stole this beautiful young woman's body (feels so creepy saying it like that but that's the truth of the situation). All fingers automatically pointed to....you guessed it, the creepy obsessed ex-boyfriend, Bill Wilbur. He claimed to be innocent but his behaviour on the day of the funeral and the constant years of harassment didn't exactly paint him in a good light. To add even more fuel to the fire, Bill wouldn't stay away from the chapel and tried to trespass a few times, harassing and threatening employees. This behaviour was confusing everybody, what was he looking for if he did indeed, remove Julie's body from the chapel? Was he completely innocent and blamed the staff, convinced that they must still have her in there? Or was he looking for items that would help him preserve her remains? (that sounds very disturbing but we have had situations where this has actually happened before). 

Bill's behaviour has continued to throw up red flashing lights, he's so obsessed with talking about himself, talking about Julie, harassing people close to Julie including her brother Jon, who he had the nerve to try and pin the blame on previously. He was arrested at one point and charged with trespassing at the chapel but that's about it. Everybody think's he's responsible and know's where Julie's remains are but nobody can prove it. Julie's body was able to be removed from that chapel in broad daylight with nobody seeing or hearing a thing, no CCTV footage, nothing. No evidence to go on except for the previous and current behaviour of Bill Wilbur.

To this very day, Julie's body has never been found. All of the staff who were working at the time that Julie was taken, have all had lie detector tests and their alibis checked out. The Police still consider Bill Wilbur a person of interest but they can't do much without any proof. Bill has said he was open to having a lie detector test but for some reason this has yet to take place. 

Another detail that came to light was that cremations would often take place at outside contractors and these people, who also knew the codes, could just walk in whenever they felt like it. The whole set-up was an absolute shambles. Julie's family continued to hope that one day the truth would come to light but they still believe that Bill Wilbur is responsible. The family filed a lawsuit against Mr Dick Tips and his shady funeral home and they were awarded $8 million. 

It's an unbelievable and heartbreaking story, all of these years later and Julie has still to be found. Will the truth ever be known? We can only hope but I'm sure you will agree that our hearts and prayers are with the Mott family and Julie herself, who deserves to be laid to rest in a respectful manner, 

RIP Julie, may the truth come to light soon. RIP to all of the deceased who have been mistreated by both of these two horrendous 'establishments'. My heart goes out to Julie's family, to all the families affected and to anyone who is going through the loss of a loved one at this moment. And of course RIP to my childhood friend, Alexander x

Further Reading & Sources:

Legacy Funeral Home | Court Documents | CPS

Legacy Funeral Home: Article | Red Lion Chambers

Robert Bush: Article | The Guardian 

Robert Bush: Article | BBC News

Hull, England | Wikipedia

Julie Mott: Article | KSat News

Julie Mott | Find A Grave

Cystic Fibrosis | NHS

Julie Mott | Reddit Discussion

Julie Mott: Article | Express News

Julie Mott: Article | IBT Times

Julie Mott: Article | ABC13

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The Monster Who Bragged That He Slept With Over 100 Women & Took His Evil Secrets To The Grave. Will We Ever Know The Truth of What Happened To Suzy Lamplugh?

(John Cannan. Picture credit: BBC News)

*Please be aware that I will be discussing some disturbing details in this post to do with violence towards women, murder and sexual assault. I have aimed, as always to try and be as sensitive as I can be whilst not taking away from the facts of the case. If you have any questions about this post or any of the cases I have covered on this blog, please email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com* 

40 years ago a beautiful, bright and popular Estate Agent by the name of Suzy Lamplugh, popped out of her place of work to go and meet a client for a viewing at a property. She didn't bother taking her handbag because she knew it was going to be a quick meeting, that was her plan. She took along her keys and her purse which contained a small amount of money and her bank cards. It was lunchtime and she probably thought she would stop somewhere on the way back to the office to get some sandwiches, however, none of this was to take place. It was 12:40 pm on Monday the 28th of July 1986, a beautiful summer's day in Fulham, London. The booking was with a 'Mr Kipper', a name that would ring alarm bells with a lot of people, but Suzy was no stranger to encountering unusual surnames in her line of work. She always put 110% into her job and for her, it was just another day at the office. 

Before entering this field of work Suzy, who was just 25 years old, had already sailed the world having worked aboard the luxury cruise liner, the QE2 in the early 1980s as a beautician. Suzy was not only strikingly beautiful but also very talented with a very sweet personality. Anyone who knew her personally or had briefly met her had later mentioned how lovely she was as a person. Despite being a successful beautician she no longer found the role enjoyable and wanted to try something new, she also wanted to be closer to her boyfriend Adam who worked in London as a stockbroker. Suzy got on to a new career path as an Estate Agent at a time when London really was the place to be and she excelled in the role. Suzy was born on the 3rd of May 1961 to devoted parents, Diana and Paul, in Cheltenham, Gloucestershire, England. Suzy also had two sisters and a brother. The family were all hardworking and very close. 

This case has never left the British public's consciousness since it was first reported. From the get-go the police had made a mess of the investigation and it left the Lamplugh family frustrated. The 28th of July 1986 was just like any other typical Monday, Suzy had met many clients at properties before and there was never an issue but this time she was meeting someone that the police always maintained was a very dangerous man who was most likely her killer, John Cannan. The police, despite lack of physical evidence always firmly believed that John murdered Suzy. Even his own brother believed him to be guilty and later told investigators that he had begged John to admit it completely. John had previously said that he knew who murdered Suzy and made a bizarre claim that Suzy's remains had been placed in cement. He would play games with investigators by telling them one thing and then changing his mind. 

(Suzy Lamplugh. Picture credit: The Guardian)

John Cannan was the last person you would want to see if you were a female alone. Unbeknown to Suzy, John had been reportedly watching her and waiting to make his move. This wasn't just a shy. quiet guy who just simply wanted to take her out on a date, he had other plans, sinister plans. For a long time it remained a mystery as to who this man really was. 

On that beautiful summer's day, after being spotted by witnesses talking to a smartly-dressed man who had a bottle of wine or champagne in his hand, Suzy just vanished. As time went on, her employer became concerned along with family and friends as to why Suzy had not returned to work or home. This was not like Suzy to avoid contact with her family, friends and colleagues. Fears were even more through the roof when her car was discovered abandoned. John Cannan came to the police's attention because he fit the description of the man last seen by witnesses, talking to Suzy. He also happened to be convicted previously of stalking, abducting women, violent assaults on previous girlfriends, sexual assault and murder. The man was a complete monster with a horrific history of violence towards women but painted himself as Mr Casanova, often smartly dressed, hair slicked back, well spoken, claimed to be into reading poetry and philosophy. He also liked to charm women with flowers, chocolates and champagne. Innocent women thinking they had met a proper gentleman (who claimed to have slept with over 100 women) were soon to find out the truth when John's demeanour soon quickly changed and the real him emerged. He was a terrifying combination of Dr Jekll and Mr Hyde. 

John's modus operandi when it came to how he treated his victims, especially the young newlywed woman, Shirley Banks who he sexually assaulted and murdered, spoke volumes to investigators. There was too many similarities with the description of his appearance, Suzy's disappearance and the way he would constantly try to play with the police, admitting his guilt one minute but then changing his mind next. John Cannan thought of himself as very clever and above the police intellectually. At the time of Suzy's disappearance, John had been serving some time in prison but he was allowed out on day release, he had a job around the same area where Suzy had been working. It is believed that he noticed her whilst out and about and quickly fixated on her. The manner in which John Cannan had abandoned Shirley Bank's car and how it was found was eerily similar to that of Suzy's car. 

In the beginning of the investigation as I mentioned before, there were a series of errors by the police, including sending an old picture out into the media of Suzy with dark hair, she had recently dyed her hair blonde at the time she went missing. Some of the errors with this investigation remind me of the Claudia Lawrence case. The police had sent out an old picture of Claudia with blonde hair instead of a most recent one where she had darker hair. It might sound petty but it's the little details that really mean a lot when looking for a missing person. You might be walking down the street and just see the back of someone's head and all you have to go on is the description of their clothing and the colour and style of their hair. Claudia's case hauntingly echoes that of Suzy Lamplugh's as it has also remained unsolved for decades with no clues as to what really happened to her, is she still alive? Nobody knows and it's heartbreaking as is Suzy's case along with so many others. 

The news of Suzy's sudden vanishing on a typical Monday sent shockwaves through the UK, everyone imagined the worst and Suzy's family were very realistic, especially her mother Diana. Diana was straight to the point and said that she felt like Suzy was now deceased and that she didn't expect her to come home. Suzy's family never gave up, especially her parents who built up a foundation called the Suzy Lamplugh Trust. Diana worked morning, noon and night, not only still searching for her daughter but also trying to raise awareness about the need for women's safety. I remember being given a personal alarm when I did some work at a charity for male and female survivors of sexual assault. This alarm had a button you could press if you found yourself in a scary situation. The alarm also had a ring that you could pull out which would cause the alarm to ring out louder and louder continuously. I thought it was an amazing idea and I was told the alarm was from the Suzy Lamplugh trust. The sad thing about it though was that there was only a small number of these alarms that were being given out and then suddenly they stopped due to lack of funding. I ended up giving my personal alarm to a 14 year old girl who I was supporting as she had been through a traumatic experience and I wanted her to feel at least some sort of protection. I feel that, even in 2026, we are still not able to fully protect ourselves in the way that we should. 

We are taught to be careful about what we carry, so a small knife in our bags (only to be used at a time of potential attack) is totally out of the question. We can't even carry pepper spray. Women are having to resort to carrying keys with pointed keyrings and using muscle treatment spray as something to help protect themselves should they end up in one of these horrendous situations. Suzy's mother (together with the incredible support behind the scenes of her husband, Paul) campaigned tirelessly for women to be able to protect themselves more, she did all of this whilst also trying to find her own daughter which she partially accepted the possibility may never be found. The Lamplugh family were incredibly honest and opened themselves up to the British public, sharing their thoughts and feelings. They spoke of how as time went on, they felt that Suzy was dead and that there was a part of them that didn't want to know where her remains were because they knew that it wouldn't be how they would want to remember Suzy. 

Suzy had a real zest for life and she was always busy doing something to the point that it concerned Diana. Diana would often tell her daughter to slow down but Suzy refused, telling her that life was for living. In the time that she was in her parent's lives, Suzy had made them immensely proud. She had achieved so much all the way through right up until she went missing. There's not many 25 year olds that can say they've travelled the world, tried exotic foods, walked on various sandy beaches, felt the waves on beautiful islands and met thousands of people. Suzy experienced a lot of life and she always lived it to the fullest, never missing a beat. 

On a side note, which I may have mentioned previously on this blog having written about Serial Killer Steve Wright, Suzy had actually worked alongside him when she was a beautician on the QE2. It is a very chilling thought. Apparently witnesses who had been aboard the luxury liner recall seeing Suzy and Steve together chatting on various occasions. Although a chilling fact, Steve Wright has never been connected to Suzy's disappearance, the police always remained fixated on John Cannan. 

Despite the fact the police claimed that John Cannan was their number one suspect in Suzy's case, there was no 100% confirmation because John played games with investigators. The case remained open and there was no closure to it because the years continued to roll by, Suzy's parents and family continued to work hard with their foundation until the heartbreaking deaths of both Diana and Paul. Suzy's brother, sisters and family continued on with the foundation and still work so very hard raising awareness to not only help other women and young girls but to also get some possible information one day about what really happened to Suzy. 

John Cannan died in 2024 at the age of 70 in prison of natural causes. He kept his evil mouth shut right up until the end. He took his evil and dark secrets with him. He is suspected to have not only murdered Suzy but could be responsible for other unsolved murders too. Was John Cannan a Serial Killer? He was a monster who enjoyed torturing and sexually assaulting women, he put them through hell and nobody believes for one second that Shirley Banks was his only murder victim. Will we ever know the truth? Will we ever find out what really happened to Suzy Lamplugh? So many questions remain, 40 years later and still....so many questions remain unanswered. 

(Paul & Diana Lamplugh. Picture credit: The Guardian)

This case has always been heartbreaking, as are all the stories I have written about on this blog. It's terribly sad that Diana and Paul passed away never knowing the real truth of what happened to Suzy. They were incredibly strong and such amazing people. During my research I watched interviews with Suzy's family and friends, I was struck by how amazingly strong and very kind, all of these people were. Their focus was not only on finding proper justice for Suzy and finding out the truth, but also to help protect other women and girls from something similar happening to them. Diana and Paul were also extremely supportive of other families of high profile victims who had been n the British press, they knew what they were going through and gave them support in any way they could. A truly remarkable couple and an incredible foundation they built in tribute to their beloved daughter. 

I hope that for Suzy's remaining family members, friends and all who are touched by this case, that answers will come. I also hope that if there is unidentified victims of John Cannan out there, that they have their stories told and given the justice they deserve after so many years. 

RIP in peace Shirley Banks & Any potential unidentified victims of John Cannan. Suzy Lamplugh is always in our thoughts. I would say my condolences to Suzy but it feels disrespectful. Suzy was declared deceased in 1994 although her remains were never found. RIP to Diana and Paul, your incredible legacy and foundation lives on. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Suzy Lamplugh Trust

Suzy Lamplugh: Article | BBC News

Suzy Lamplugh: Article | The Guardian

Disappearance of Suzy Lamplugh | Wikipedia

John Cannan | Wikipedia

John Cannan: Article | BBC News 

The Suzy Lamplugh Story: The Search For The Truth | Book by Andrew Stephen

John Cannan: Inquest | Prisons And Probation Ombudsman

Prime Suspect: The True Story of John Cannan | Book by Christopher Berry-Dee

Suzy Lamplugh (Documentary) | Real Crime Youtube

Suzy Lamplugh | Find A Grave

Fulham, London | Wikipedia

Suzy Lamplugh: Article | Birmingham Live

John Cannan: Article | The Times

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I Want To Be You......AND I AM GOING TO BE YOU!!!! | The Disturbing Stalking & Murder Of Model & Dancer, Rachel Barber

 (From left: Caroline Reed Robertson. From right: Rachel Barber: Picture credits: Herald Sun)

*Please be aware that the details shared in this post will be disturbing and will be discussing the stalking and murder of a child. I have, as always, aimed to be as sensitive with the details without taking away from the facts of the case. If you would like to discuss this post, or any case I have covered on this blog, then please email me at jocaledoniankitty@gmail.com*

You know sometimes when you can just look at some people and think ''That person is going to really go places someday''. It might be a young person who you know or are related to and you see them continue to flourish and over the years, grow in confidence and talent. You feel proud of them, admire their hard work and determination....want to see them continue to be successful. Well, in this particular heartbreaking case (that comes from Melbourne in Australia towards the end of the 1990's, 1999 to be exact) there was a beautiful young girl by the name of Rachel Barber. Rachel was one of those kids who just shone no matter what she did, from a young age, she was not only cute as a button, but she was incredibly gifted as a dancer as well as being blessed with supermodel looks. 

She was born in 1983 and brought up in a loving, caring family and her parents were as proud of her as they were of her sisters. Her maturity at such a young age was remarkable and although she was incredibly gifted with beautiful looks and talent, she was never full of herself or rude, in fact she was very modest, she would often wonder what the fuss was about and would laugh at the many compliments she would receive about her looks and dancing. 

(Rachel & her boyfriend. Picture credit: Herald Sun)

Rachel was so passionate about dancing that she worked so hard practicing and would talk about her goal of having her own dance studio one day, she even had a name in mind for it as well as what it would look like, where it would be based etc, like she was manifesting it and was determined that it was going to happen. She was a young girl who was focused and knew what she wanted in life, she understood that she would have to be consistent and work very hard and she was happy to do so. She was never one to give up and did whatever she needed to do to get that bit more closer to her dreams. Her family were incredibly supportive and they believed in her and knew she would go on to accomplish all of her future goals. 

Whenever 15 year old Rachel was around her family and friends she gave off such a positive energy that everyone around her could feel it and instantly be lifted up by her presence. She was very popular and had many friends as well as a young, handsome boyfriend who absolutely adored her. At the age of just 15, Rachel was on the path to bigger things and everyone who knew her also believed that. Her incredible dancing skills had earned her a place at a very prestigious dance school in Australia, her dreams were getting closer and closer to being fully realised and it was all happening so fast at such a young age. 

Everyone was over the moon for Rachel, everyone but one person, a person who had been obsessed with her for years and she had no idea. Caroline Reed Robertson was a few years older than Rachel, she was aged 19 but had younger sisters who were friends with Rachel's sisters. Sometimes Caroline would babysit for Rachel's parents and this is how Caroline and Rachel became loosely acquainted. Rachel was someone who was beautiful inside and well as outside, so she would welcome people into her world with open arms and she treated Caroline pretty much the same way she would with all of her friends and family. She had a very trusting nature and a lot of that was because she was brought up in such a close-loving family who were very supportive so she didn't have experience of some of the unfortunate unsavoury characters that one may happen upon in life but she was only 15 and was still learning about the world. 

Whilst Rachel had grown up in a protected and loving environment where she continued to grow in talent and confidence as well as being a very sociable, bubbly person. Caroline Reed Robertson had been battling with her inner thoughts and lack of self love for many years, since 14 years of age she began to really focus on her outward appearance and struggled to accept what she saw when she looked in the mirror. She constantly compared herself to other girls and kept a diary where she described herself as fat and ugly with a pizza face. According to her recollection, boys didn't know she existed. She wrote in her diary that Rachel Barber was 'Striking to look at with hypnotic green eyes', she banged on and on for pages and pages about how Rachel's life seemed so perfect and how she seemed to be so good at everything. Instead of admiring the fact that Rachel was growing into a very pretty young woman who was very talented at dancing, Caroline began to become more and more enraged and obsessed with Rachel. 

Rachel was completely oblivious to Caroline's real feelings about her, she just saw her as a older friend who was more like in the role of a big sister. She thought she could trust Caroline cause she seemed nice and that was the other thing about Caroline, she was a master-manipulator who would act all nicey-nicey around people in an attempt to gain their trust. The scary thing about that was her pretentious act at being a lovely person actually was able to fool people into trusting her. She began asking Rachel's sisters personal questions about their lives and Rachel's life trying to make out that she was just asking as a friend out of general interest. The girls, out of innocence and not really knowing what the true situation was, were happy to answer these questions as well as hand over their birthday details at the request of Caroline who claimed she needed to know these facts for a project she was working on. Caroline's aim was to get as much information about Rachel as possible. 

The obsession with Rachel was continuing to grow and grow and when the news came that Rachel had been accepted into a very well-known dance school, Caroline seethed with jealously. Rachel also had a handsome boyfriend who doted on her hand and foot, everyone nicknamed the young couple 'Romeo and Juliet' because they where very much in love and were constantly wanting to be together. Caroline compared her life to Rachel's non-stop from the moment she first met her, she knew she would never look like Rachel, dance like Rachel, be as popular as Rachel, she was never going to be Rachel and it sickened her. To her it seemed that Rachel was constantly going from one fantastic opportunity to another and everyone adored her, she was always the centre of attention. Caroline was never the centre of attention and she had no skills, no dance technique, no boyfriend, no social circle. Caroline was the complete opposite to Rachel and it drove her literally insane.

(Caroline Reed Robertson. Picture credit: Herald Sun)

With Caroline's issues dating back years it is a wonder why none of it was properly addressed. Her parents did say that they encountered problems with her and admitted that their daughter could be scary at times. One thing we do know is that Caroline fixated pretty quickly on a girl who was younger than her and was obsessed with Rachel's life. Caroline's obsession was spiralling out of control and she decided that she wanted to murder Rachel, she wanted to be her. This disturbing situation was about to take a horrific turn. Having failed to convince Rachel to meet her for a modelling shoot (Rachel asked her mother and she said no) Caroline decided a month later to try again. She told Rachel that she could help her get £100 if she took part in a project with her. Rachel, who loved to work hard for things and make her own money, agreed because she thought she could trust Caroline and there was a pair of shoes that she was desperate to buy. 

Caroline made Rachel swear not to tell anyone where she was going or who she was going with, she did mention to her boyfriend that she was going to make £100 but refused to say how and who was involved. Rachel's day on February the 28th 1999 started out the same as every other day, that evening she went to meet Caroline and unbeknown to her, a friend of Rachel's had actually seen them together. Caroline took Rachel back to her apartment where she gave her some pizza which she had laced with a drug and waited a little bit of time for it to take affect before telling Rachel to close her eyes and think of pretty things. As Rachel closed her eyes, Caroline strangled her to death. 

Rachel's body was placed in a wardrobe and kept there whilst Caroline tried to think about how she was going to dispose of her remains. Investigators later found diaries that had been owned by Caroline Reed Robertson and also details about Rachel and her mother's birth certificates. She wanted these personal documents so she could pretend to be Rachel and there may have a bit of an obsession with Rachel's mother too because her birth certificate was also found.

Caroline removed Rachel's body from her apartment wrapped in rugs and a huge bag. Whilst loading the bag into the taxi she hired, she told the driver that she was moving a sculpture to her Dad's home. She ended up burying Rachel's remains on her Dad's farm right next to where they had buried her cat. 

Caroline tried to return to work and act normal but everyone was alarmed at the sight of her. Eventually the police took the statement from the girl and various witnesses who saw Rachel and Caroline together and she was arrested. 

After everything was said and done, Caroline Reed Robertson has never gave her reasons for what she did. She was found guilty obviously and sentenced to 20 years but served 16, she was released in 2015. People were horrified at the news but Rachel's family took a very dignified approach to it all and told their supporters not to bother Caroline or her family. Understandably nobody was happy about this outcome and Rachel's mother did say that she was very concerned that Caroline could get fixated again on someone else. 16 years is a joke and it is shocking that she was released, everything she did was planned and she had no remorse. Any crying she did was for herself. It's scary to think that such a person is out there free to roam the streets after what she had done. It doesn't feel like justice to me and it should have been a whole life sentence without parole. 

When her apartment was searched, investigators found plans for her to start a new life either as Rachel or Rachel's mother, she was also trying to get hold of some money. Some people believe that she was planning her getaway and really thought she could get away with it and try to live her life as Rachel. In one of her diaries that she had written obsessively about Rachel, there was a detailed plan on how she was going to murder Rachel, disfigure her before dumping her body in a ditch on her father's farm. 

Although this case occurred in 1999, it has never been forgotten, nobody has ever forgotten Rachel Barber and the beautiful light that was stolen from her parents, her family, her boyfriend, her friends and the world. Who knows what could have been? At the age of just 15 she was making waves, fast forward a few years and she could have been dancing around the world, whatever Rachel Barber would be doing today we know 100% that it would be something pretty spectacular because that's who she was, she didn't do anything small scale and she never gave up. We would have all known her name like we sadly do now but it would have been in better circumstances, she would have been one of the best dancers in the world and who knows, she could do anything she wanted, her potential and talent was limitless. What an extraordinary young woman and to have just 15 years on this earth but to have left such a mark on everyone who ever met her or knew her, is really something. RIP Rachel x

In 2009 a drama movie which was based on this case was released, it was titled: In Her Skin

(Caroline Reed Robertson, most recent picture. Picture credit: Herald Sun)

Just a side note: Whilst Caroline was in prison she did try to change her appearance and some believe that she was trying to copy Rachel's style. She also had a romantic long-term relationship with a convicted robber who she was hoping to start a new life with, upon her release. To this day she has not expressed remorse. Rachel's boyfriend who was completely devoted to her and described her as his first love, suffered for many years after Rachel's murder. He said that he had been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks, the news about Caroline's release has caused him to suffer greatly. I hope that he and Rachel's family and friends know that people all around the world are thinking of them and I hope that they are feeling stronger today despite all of the heartbreak. 

Further Reading & Sources:

Perfect Victim | Book by Elizabeth Southall & Megan Norris

Melbourne, Australia | Wikipedia

Rachel Barber | Find A Grave 

The Murder of Rachel Barber | Reddit Discussion

Caroline Reed Robertson | The Herald

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